Apology

I feel sry to Kar chuan, Sry ..I'm sry .sor lou .

I dun noe how to explain. I just feel tat I did a mistake. A big mistake .U noe , I should nt put ur name into the relationship bar .So nw, U gt ur fren laugh. me too .. I bring troubles to u . I'm sry for tat. I feel tat ...I nt yet ready to accept a new bf . U noe ? the feeling is.. too rush ...

It is quite different. I dun wan myself bcum wat boon yong said . The ply gal.. I'm not.I'm nt plygal. I'm alw the single-minded . I just wan sacrify my whole world for my beloved . But, boon yong tell me tat, too rush ..

so, I think we better keep this relationship , ok ? I dun care hw the outside missunderstood. But, We stil fren . ok ? I'm sked... sked of love.. haiz..

sigh ....

stupid zhi ying ...recently I slp very late. 3 or 4 .. bcz I enjoy the lonely n quiet n comfortable nite. I lv b the nite cat . sor lou , I think u must slp nw .. omg~ must slping lar.. if not? .. stupid

haha..me sot again ...

haiz.....

nvm ... hmm ..I saw ur blog..wow~~ haha.... so .. hmm... nice,,the post ..i love it .. very much .

lolx ....

The day in Kelly's house

Tdy , When I jz gt up from my lovely bed . I straightly went to my com n start fb n msn . Tat's abt 1 + . I was too tired bcz I slpt at 3 last nite . Hmm... after this , I saw her wall post in fb . Yea, I forget I promise her I wanna go her house for the movie . So, I quickly reply comment n told her abt I wil shown up in 3pm . After I bath , it was abt 2.30pm , i THINK I din gt anything to do so I ask her cum n fetch me . Of cz, she shown uo in 3 . After this, we get in her house n start movie with Her bro's laptop .
The 1st movie is <> Lolx, A funny n horror movie tat turns up to b a meaningful movie. I lv it
Although sum path is quite fake , bt, it stil gt the atrracktion here . Aftet this, we watch GI.Joe .Tat is a nice movie too. I lv the awesome view. n.. I felt quite uncomfortable when kelly's family wanna start their dinner. Hmm.. quite fish .. lolx.. anyway , her family is nice n gud.. I lv them ...
When I watching the GI;Joe, I'm very envy Megan Fox's status. she was a prefre women who gt slim status n pretty look .I lv her very much . I stil rmb tat, jia hui is megan fox's fans ..lolx...
I have no idea abt the movie I watch tdy. Those movie also the movie I wanna watch with jia hui bt lastly I cnt able to attend tat . Hmm.. His joke 吓倒笑 turns to b 吓倒哭. Lolx..
watever, he has his own life n he wil b seldom appears in my words . Lolx...

The day in Kelly's house

After movie, I went to her room . We gt a idea , let's take sum photo down .I nid it to as my blogging entry . Hmm, I think we gt a nice n short lady's talk . She alw ask me , How is ur kar chuan's gog gog n I gv the reward bek , how is ur ken ken didi . Lolx..

We r used to those life way . I lv the way she talks to me ,n she too .We did had a lots of quarrel in class, I had only gt thi true heart classmate . N she is my best fren too .I hope our frenship cn everlasting. I hope , Both of us cn find sumone take care in sumday .I wont hope now , I gt a suck relationship , she gt a ply boy . Omg~~ wat is going with us ???

<> ??

I wont .. I wan .. Single rockz~

I'm preparing my flower ..
yeah!! Tat is my dancing~

I get bek at 8. Kelly fetch me bek larh . Lolx, the num 1 citizien , who really sked encounted police although she gt license . I din gt my license bt my mom keep on nag me to gt the undang exam . I was too lazy to take it larh . Mom . dun nag me anymore, I wil settle it in this holiday ,ok ?

New mind

Zhi ying

start from now ,

U muz have a new mind.

U should put down the past n accept the new .

N,

I had been very down jz nw ,

I feel like the whole world was dumped me ,

no one care me, love me ...

I'm so stupid ,

I stil gt my fren , lol

everytime I nt happy ,

boon yong is alw the one who telling me the truth of the world.

Thx yarh , my ji mui ...(me is jie jie ^^)

The guy ...

His desert n his betray was lt me learn so much .

Bt, nvm ....

It is ok .... I should b smart nw ...

Nt alw bcz of the small thing angry n cry .

Tat is very childish lorh ..

I cnt imagine he cn bring me a lot of missing,

I cnt imagine he cn bring me a lot of hurt like wat ken did .

I cnt imagine a lot of things

n ...I cnt imagine tat , I nt love him anymore .

Lolx..gud news ....

Hahaha... I happy for my single life .!!

Single rock !!!

Me rock !!1

N....

boon yong rock !! yea!!!

Btw , I gt a new mui mui ..

damn cute... she is rachel

I love her so much,

N the coincidence is ,

I'm her jie jie..

N my didi is his gog gog .. (munchun)

Lolx.. family yarh ...

yea~~

zzz....

lOLx..I'm nt going to couple anymore.

I wan enjoy my single life,

Although I gt sumone else in my heart ..

Anyway ... lastly....

I wanna said ..

I love u !! Baby !!

Mad

Ish !

Mad nw!!!!

Wat the bitch talking abt?

DUll...

watever .. I wont care it lorh...

stupid fucker!

U r cnt imagine hw mad am I nw ?

The bitch talking a lot of fucking nonence !

I cn tell u .. u r freaking lame .

I hate u fucking much

We nt fren forever!

Wat the fuck u did to me is the way I treat u bek !

Shit!

Idoit did stupid stuff !

Fucker did fucking stuff!

STUPID Bitch !

suck dick !!

N I hope ..

hOPE U WONT die!

Keep living with suffer!

Hope tat the same stuff repeated!

Happened On u !

Fuck u with my anger !

Bitch dog!

Sor Lou

Lolx.. this nickname is quite cute n qutie

watever,I love this!

Lolx. I knew sor lou for one month,

Tat was a amazing arragement for us.

Hw to say,

both of us were gt hurt in love ,

Tong shi tian ai lun luo ren .

Yea, bt,

I alw sms with him..

The whole day,

Since I wake up jiu keep sms with him..til I slp.

without him , I cnt survive very well..

It is true ..

I gt the gud feeling to him.

he does treat me very well

gv me bully,

Alw pui me,

hehe... haha.. lolx....

Hmm.. he quite gud orh ??

haha.. of cz larh ..

if nt he wont call sor lou geh ...

lolx

I sms with him...

Hmm...

I also dun noe y I wil write those post...

sot jor~~~

Hmm... hope He wont leave me forever...

forever...b with me...

Jia hui ..

Jz nw chatted with a fren ..

we chatted abt jia hui ...

Jia hui ..

I miss call him last nite ,

I think he doesnt willing to answer my call

Bt, it is ok for me nw..

Sigh .

watever.. it's all past .

I wont think it anymore..

He scold zf in fb ..

Bt, if the situation turn bek..

I did it bek to him,..

I told the whole world hw he betray me !

Hw is his feeling !!!

His new gf was chatted with me in fb comment thr...

She praised me ..

She also told me tat she knew i dun like her .

Yea..I'm damn beh song u !

Bt,I jz keep it in my mind..

I think I no nid angry to such useless stuff...

Jz betray ... i used to it...

I miss him ???

actually , kinda...

I quite miss him ..

I admit .. I admit ....

whenever I saw the photos ,

I wil think abt the sweet memory ..

The 1st time dating was a suck dating

He inside the restaurant n I'm was outside.

Den,both of us waiting for each other up to fews hours.

Lolx.. angry nerh ~~

After I gt bek home, the 1st time is Call him for scolding!

Lolx...

Then, the second n the third was a nt bad dating too...

We meet each other 3 times jiu break up .

Lolx... haiz..

Suddenly,

I think tat double chong .

Lolx..

I think tat son n daughter 's name

lolx..

I think tat nt fair nt fair nt fair

Lolx

It al appears on my brain ..

Lolx

I stil rmb I take this photo to him bcz I saw he nt happy ..

I rmb the 24th nov..

we break up on this date.

I had cry in front of the com long time.

I really cnt imagine

U din celebrate my bday den u .... haiz...

Lastly... I wanna .. wanna..

Hope u wil b fine with her..

Jia hui , if u saw this post ..

plz rmb wat I said ..

Dun try to betray anymore..

It is hurt ~

damn hurt ~~

Hang out

This monday , we hang out with frens ..

Sor lou (kar chuan) , Kelly , Bryan , Ansen and Jen

We have a happy time thr ..

We watch A chrisms carol

Lolx, I feel strange in foodcourt .. =='

ROFL ...I went thr with kelly n jen

I meet sor lou 1st..

I was in the book fair n have my time to reading.

He appear n stand beside me suddenly ,

shock me lerh!!

Lolx. then is bryan lorh ...

bryan is quite funny ..

we r walking part away with each others ..

lolx..

But, he was a pretty cute n funny guy ...

He cn make the situation up to fun ..

lolx... good debater ~~

Then, The last one is booon yong lorh ..

the king .. late king ...lolx...

Then , we have movie at 2 like tat..

yER~~ tat popcorn too large~~

cnt finish at all !!

So.. I jz cn put thr ..

waste it ...

nvm lerh ~~

The most sad is...I cnt buy anything tat day ..

I jz spend my money on buy pizza n the baker cottage .

Yor~~ beh song!!!!!!!

Lolx.. I'm happy cn hang out with sor lou ..

I'm really gald cn meet him larh ..

of cz.. togather with bryan.. (my fren love u very much oorh )

Hope next time stil cn out togather ...

Lolx..I will watch 2012 on next monday .

nt confirm larh ...

lolx..I jz... haha... thinking wanna out with who ..

sor lou must the guy who wil present in tat day .

Bt, I think others cnt out with me...

Mayb go alone ...

Lastly , thx for Bryan's present

The six of us

Sor lou .. ^^

Kelly n me

Bryan Ding

Ansen Lee

Jen n me ...

Frens

Bing ... My best fren .Lolx.. I'm happy I cn alw sms with u .
I very love the moment U call me sor po . I love u !! baby !!!

I'm damn regret Y I din contact u since the bangkok's trip.
I should nt do it for ken .
Bing , I really miss the time we share our happiness togather .
I hope tat , we stil cn crazy like last time.
Lolx... Crazy rock !!!

Zhi ying rocks!! bing rocks!!! yarh !!!

Bing , recently , I'm nt in a mood.
I'm kinda like heartbroken bcz gt dump again .
I dun noe hw cn I tell u abt this ,
I jz hope tat.. u cn understand y I alw dun reply ur msg ...
Lolx...

I miss u nerh ~~ hmm...
Although ualw say me sot jor when i say i miss u
bt, I noe u happy geh rite???

haha ~~ so nw~~
I miss u , I miss u.I miss u , I miss u .. so much !!

Lolx. happy bek mei ?? happy rmb tell me orh ....haha

I dun wan forget u

我不想忘记你

我在向前走却像在退后

我在用想念狂欢寂寞

越快乐就越失落

爱将我们高高举起以后

再让心学会坠落怀念这宽阔的天空

虽然那里

空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣

让自己深爱你再学会放弃

我不想忘记你

就算可以

我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦也没关系

用祝福和感激勇敢失去你

爱你这个决定

虽然艰辛

我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有

两个人不懂怎么把握

越在乎就越脆弱

爱将我们高高举起以后

再让心学会坠落

怀念这宽阔的天空

虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣

让自己深爱你再学会放弃

我不想忘记你

就算可以

我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦也没关系用祝福和感激勇敢失去你

爱你这个决定虽然艰辛我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦也没关系

用祝福和感激勇敢失去你

爱你这个决定

虽然艰辛我不说对不起

I dun wan forget u .

I wan u bek to my life,

Bt, I noe tat is impossible now.

I let u have ur own life.

U have ur freedom.

But,I wanna tell u ..

I love u... so much

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1.Kelly

2.Wei Yip

3.Qi Feng

4. Bing



FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

1.20th nov .. my bday

2.21th July .. 1st love

3.8th Jan .. fren's bday

4. 20th May .. fren's bday



FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

1. Msn

2.Blogspot

3.Sms

4. Listen song



FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

1. Smile alw

2. Chat with sor lou

3. Write it out in Blogspot

4. Sing n listen song



FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

1.Ken

2.Ken

3.Bing

4. Bing



FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1. Clothes

2.High peels

3. Cake

4. Accersories



FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):

1.On9

2. Blogging

3.Listening song

4. Cooking



FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. US

2.Tokyo

3.Paris

4. Korea



FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Sky Juice

2. Milo

3.Coffee

4. Tea .



FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

1.Wallet

2.Comestic

3.Handcream & Sun-block

4. Mr.XM ... my beloved~



FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

1.Pinkie~~ muackz muackz

2.white

3.purple

4. Yellow



FOUR HANGOUTS:

1. Jusco

2.Parade

3.Elvis

4. Pasar Malam



TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:

1.Mr.PC

2.Mr.XM

3.Tv

4. Bed



TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

1.Letters

2.Present he gave me

3.Mr.Xm

4. My cusion



FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

1. Kelly

2.Kar chuan

3.Jie ming

4. Jia hui



TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:

1. I feel fun

2.I'm bored

3. It is ok for the question asked

4.It can let my fren more und me





THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:

1. Kar chuan

2.Kelly

3.Jie ming

4.Bryan

Funny question

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

Talking ... chatting ... lolx



2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Argh~~ A boring day again .



3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

sis .. wei wei

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

I think,yea..... Bcz, I feel myself change dy


5. Will you ever donate blood ?

No, never ever!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Of cz , Man tou .. Kar chaun .. Fatty ..

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Some gal who piss me off ...



.8. What does your last text message say ?
Kar chuan said , he cnt bek home bcz mom nt free to fetch him up . Then, I ask my driver to fetch him home ...lolx



9. What are you thinking right now ?
Thinking of answer those stupid question


1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yea ..... him ...


11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
4 am...I cnt slp bcz miss him so much ...


12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Hot-street


13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes, he is alw on my mind. I love him so much

14. Who was the last person who text you ?

1. Bing

2. Kar chuan

3. Man tou

4.kelly

5.qi feng

6.didi

7.mei mei , Jie ming



15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
I think ... me ... kidding larh ~ yor


16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Dun noe eerh .. male gua .. hahaha


17. If no.7and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
No, jie ming is nt lessbian


18. What is no.1 studying about ?
same as mine.



19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

1. on phone

2. hang out

3.FB

4.sms


20. Is no.4 single ?
nope

21. Say something about no.2.

Sor lou lorh ..lovely , lolx.. thx for being

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
No!!!Impossible!


23. Describe no.5
gog gog .. mei mei love u !


24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Da sei kui !! faster beat him !!! wan brick anot ?


25. Do you like no. 2?
Y nt ??? love tim !

Goodbye

Jia hui, goodbye ...

U r angry just now n I knew u angry , but it was past dy .

I hope u wil happy with her , monkie.

I'm noe nt well in this gal , bt , hope tat u two cn happy forever.

I'm nt the gal worth for ur waiting , so ...

let our bek to the fren position , bek to the origin ...

ok ?


N..... lolx... I'm happy with I gt a lot of fren being..

thx my fren ~~~

I'm numb

I just heard sumone said , He gt others .
Lolx... Y everyone also wil betray me ??
Mayb this is my prob , nvm ... It s ok for me...
The guy who told me abt this ,
I knew he was feeling nt gud too...

I knew the girl was thr with u so long,
I knew it !! But, I trust u ..
But.. Wat u did for me ?? huh ???

I'm dissppoited to u , n love .
Zhi Ying ... zhi ying...is dead ///
U n ken .. same type of guy !!!! fuker!!

I rmb the feeling I called u , I rmb the feeling we ...
Haiz.. everything is past..
God take it bek ...
He take it bek , n leave no one beside me..
I knew he gt purpose..
I.......love u...
But, y u did tat for me ??
I din did the over thing to u !!
Y u same bed with her!!!y ???

omg~~

Birthday

I'm felt very content to my birthday .

Tat day , we out to Elvis n celebrate my bday ..

Kelly , Man tou , queen ,lue , yee men ,,,

they all celebrate my birthday with me ..

Lolx ... I feel so strangth .. lolx ..

I cnt imagine tat my birthday ... without ken celebrate with me .

But nvm ... I stil gt my fren .. My beloved fren ..

especialy man tou ..

he did brin a lot of fun to me ..

Lolx. man tou .. thx ...

I'm the winner ..

The most surprise present of me is Bing .

The best fren of me .. last time .

She bless me ..I noe she must rmb my bday forever ..

She.. A funny, lovely gal ..

Lolx. thx god.

return me this fren ...

ZHI YING

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WISH UR DREAM COME TRUE.

WISH U HAPPY FOREVER

The starting of holiday

The starting of holiday .. The starting of zhi ying

Zhi Ying is self-loving now ..

All abt love is .. lolx.. hold it on ..

Lolx...

My 1st love is a nightmare ..

I wont ..I wont I wont .. trust anyone ..

A painful night

It was so late in nite . I cnt get a better feeling to slp.
My stomach is feeling like betten by thousand ants ...
It was so pian!!!!

I ... yea .. period now ... omg~~
T.T

If I cn choose ,I wil go for the change my sex bcum a guy ..
OMG~~
No... Painful eerh~~

I was out of my mind .
I went to call my fren one by one ..
I dun care who is it or either I noe this guy well anot..
I wan find sumone tat can chat with me ..

But ... I found no one ...

I call wei yip, he chatted with me fews hours ..
n.. I said I feel tired . But m the moment I hang up the phun..
I regret dy .. my poor stomach .. pain again ..

OMG~~

den ..I call jia hui .. he was slppy ..
I nt dare to disturb ..
I dun noe y.. I wil go to call kar chuan ..
lolx ...
when the pick up the phun..
Sound like jia hui ..
when he talk with me..
omg~~ I think I call to jia hui dy ...
But.. he is kar chuan ..

Sry .. sry to karchuan .. lolx ..
I also dun noe Y i wil do like tat ..
wat time now ?? call u for comfort me ? I'm sot dy ..

n JIA HUI .. sry for disturbing ..
hmm.. sry ..

Goodbye to Miss Lim

Goodbye to our deat Chemistry teacher- Miss Lim

Miss Lim wil b trasfer her skul .

she wil b have a new life.

Even that she left us ,

she gt bring alot of fun for us .

Even she din smile alw,

Bt, all of us noe tat ,

she is such a kind n nice teacher .

Anyway , Goodbye for MissLim .

Have a new n gud life .

By 4sc3 ... zhiying

What is love

yOU're like the north pole of a magnet bar,And he is also like the north pole of a marget bar.

There's no way for both of you to be close togather. There'sa foece that will alw push you both apart.This foce is calledthe obstacle., Likes interest differences,comunication problem and etc .

However, If u put a metal bar between both your magnets wuill stick to it, And, U wil b cloase to each others. The metal bar dissolvesthe force pushes both of u away, The metal is wat we called .... called

rmb: To b happy m u either change the world, or u change ur thinking.

To b realistic,u hv to change ur thinking to b happy .

But me , I wil change the world for u

The salty coffee

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home... Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste... But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."

My gang

Lolx, My gang .. My gang is quite funny n noisy ..

Hmm.. My gang gt 3 person . Kelly , queen n me ..zhiying

Both of them is my best fren larh .. of cz ...

I lv them very much ..

Kelly .. the 1st gal I was so close . .. kelly .. the best of best fren..

She call me everyday , we chat in phun everyday .

N.. she alw told me..

'hey, cn u use ur word more polite ..dun alw.. I'M feeling like SHIT ! '

Lolx.. Yarh .. shit shit shit.. hahahh.... n .. me alw .lolx too ... ~~

Hmm.. I had been long time din blogging.
Blogging , blogging , blogging ...
It seem like was used to many ppl..
for me , too .

I'm listening song now .. nth to do .. boring ..~~

Lolx. jz bek from outside..

Tat guy sang a song for me .. lovely song nerh~~ Lolx.
hmm..Tong Hua ..
Lolx..
I love this ...

I'm waiting 16th nov ... waiting~~