Tat quotes copy from Jen

how can u expect me not to bother
when it is my past that i messed up

how can i be happy
when it just hurt too much to think about

how can i hope anyone would understand
when i don't even know what i truly want

Copy from Jen's blog ..

Yea.. How cn I dun bother , How cn I happy , How ??

I'm bad in english. I cnt express my feeling very well.

Lolx... U ask me, stil love him anot ? I said... hahah.. mayb ... Y I bcum like tat ? Y I hide up myself in front of ken ? It is unfair to him ! He is loving me . BUT, whr is my heart ? I leave this game , I surrender .

He wont understand me. Never..

Tat present actually is nt important . I dun noe Wat I angry for .. Mayb..I'm stingy...

Happy ?? Tat day u betray me , I never happy ..since tat

sked,panic, untrustful.. tat is alw going with me ...

But,I'm fine now .. Really.. well n well..

No way foR me to sad .. But , no way for me cheer up ..

Nvm... I lv my fren ~~Fren ... Fren ... Fren

ps: Jen..I'm fine.. Iwont sad.. I'm be strong .. Ok..

n u too.. b strong n happy