Finally

Just backed from skul , Tired..
Today , I had experienced many thing in skul .. My face sensitive to the coromic .. I was suffer in skul today . But, He just lie on the desk and keep slepping. Nvm .. I .. feel tat , he wasn't love me anymore.. He go home and leave me alone in skul ... Hmmm.... Although I'm sad , but I have to make sum right decision .. I dun wan couple anymore.. Watever .... I just dun wan couple with him anymore..
I have to do it cruelly to myself.. I dun wan ... dun wan .. When I feel lonely , I go read book .. When i feel sad at night.. I ignore it and just slepping.. I have put down when tat moment u leave me in skul..
I noe this time fight is nt simple like last time.. I noe.. and realize u dun love me anymore.. hmm.. smile alw to everyone....
U r cant gv me hapi and I can't count on u .. U .. stupid.. poor and .. lots of bad thing also can find on ur body .. I never seem a gf who gv the bf money to return money to others.. How useless this guy.. A boy use women's money is the most useless and cheap !! He.. i should not be trust anymore.. I should not!!
so.. I putted down u .. I wont miss u anymore.. really.. wont ...

im such a useless guy..

yup...im useless..im weak in studies..im poor...im not handsome as others..so?if u all think tat is a prob...then i can tell all of u..u all...foolish..noob...as a boy...must b handsome?omg...wat la...nonsence..if u got 2 bf...1 very handsome..rich..smart in studies..but got many gf..juz treat u as his toys..another one...not handsome...poor....n stupid..but treat u gud..juz love u oni..then u will hw?i think many ppl will prefer choose the rich one rite?of coz...tis is wat girl should be..maybe..im not worth for u to love...but...u r worth 4 me to love..i dunoe how to say..but i juz wan to love u...i promise u i will study hard..but i noe i cnt do it..bcz im really stupid..but i aso will try my beat....to prove to u tat im love...i will do watever thing u wan me to do...tis is juz an easy job..i duno how to make myself handsome actually..tis one i duno how...if u really think tat im not handsome..so u leave me n choose others...speechless
i will go for hip-hop dance..will eat less..wil make myself more bright...mayb tis is wat u wan..nvm i will do..
u noe?y i prefer dance?coz u.......im so hurt...when u say im useless..not handsome...poor...mayb many of ur frens say like tat..but nvm..i will keep all of it in my heart n sad myself...i can come over it...dun worry...im tough guy...ya...