Monday, August 31, 2009

salted chicken

31/8/09 . MONDA

This is the 1st time I cook the salted chicken.It is tired but happy . I have my cheif. Llox.. They r my uncle n len zai .

We must prepared sumthingb4 we started steamed chicken.
INGREDIENTS : ginger(fined) , salt(fined), salt(cube) n oil .. of cz,, a chicken...

1 we mix the giner n fined salt n oil with chicken , Put aside for fews mins..
2 Fried the cube salt until it hot , (it wil 'jump' when it is enuf hot. )
3 pack the chicken with oil paper (for cooking).Put a plate to escape the chicken sup for escape.

4 Then, put the packed chicken into the hot cube salt for an hour.

5 We cn enjoyed it larh ~~~~~~~

















step 1













step 3 & 4
Nice taste ... gud experience ..My favourite food ... salted chicken ...

我知道 Lyris

我知道


从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中 其实 这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流
Whenever I heard this song , I wil rmb tat time I was sad alone n cried in my room. Tat lyris is exactly match tat situation. I had never think n expect tat U wil leave me. I never try past a lonely nite .I never experience a lonely nite without u. But, Y I called u ,U din ask my phun ? I knew, Tat time u r fetching oths.Tat time, U forgot zhi ying.
But,we stil love each oths. Both of us noe, love is never stop although we were broke up. N, I was hope tat u stil beside me . I was alw mention my phun , I hope sumday u wil cal me. But, U din.
Yea.. I love this song.. very much .....
你不相信我爱你是你不够专一.
你怀疑我,
是你已经做错事了,
要找藉口为你自己反扑,
如果爱一个人不是为了一生一世,
那不要说自己有多爱一个人,
时间是给我们记载我们走每一段路的回忆,
相信我...不是我不想..
而是我不敢我不敢肯定你能否给我幸福
就让我们的感情这样的维持下去好吗?
不需任何承诺的维持好吗?
你爱我时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你时间会知道
我爱你是风吹不走的承诺,因为我已无法自拔。
你爱我是彩虹留下的蝴蝶结,因为幸福一直绑着我

Sunday, August 30, 2009

New photo ...






















Saturday, August 29, 2009

Quotes ... (copy)

小心讀,再用一兩秒想一想
Read carefully then thinking with couples second.
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的
True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

Friday, August 28, 2009

A touching MTV

The life likes today, Might nt appear anymore ?





A life like today, wil it have ever ?
If as .. I wil appreaciate it ... I will appreaciate it...


I feel touch when I watch this MTV. It is damn touch .
When tat moment the boy cries , n he found tat his gf alive again .
His feeling express, his care, his nervous n also his excitment .
It is show tat he loves his gf very much .

Tat sun flower beling to them.
Tat sun flower bring a lots of fun to them.
Bring them to happy ..
But..
It also bring them to the hell..

But ,it is nt represent their love is end when the sun flower broke.
When the gal cnt take tat sun flower .
Their love wil through the end,
Their love wil alw b in their heart.

If I'm the boy of the MV. I wil nt suicide . Mayb he is nt suicide, he is just happy for saving his gf n stodd stil thr ,den the car was hurt him.

If I love sumone very much , I wil never let him going to feel alone . Instead, I wil sad myself.Even he was leave me ,bt , it is better than he sad for me. Mayb, this type of sacrify is wat we called love.

I wil n I did last time. I do sacrified myself to a guy. But, it was past since sumthing happened.Tat things, is .. damn hurt. I said I wont care the 'sumthing' bt I do care it very much. So nw , I wil nt going to be 'blindness' in love. Protection ...

I .. felt bored to sumone.Tat sumone I used to find ,bt nw, I nt going to 'find' .Instead ,I going to avoid.. Avoid... to contact him .. Start nw ...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

We gt sum prob

I just bek from parade . When I open my com , n I tried to sign in my msn. I was missed my password ! Oh my god !! I knew tat it must be his job ~ Chau kai loon 's best job ! well done!!

He change my password bcz I din call him yesterday. Yup, I angry him ard. Tat day we argue in msn. He let me mad bcz he said tat nonsence ! Damn !

I think I should tel him, date with him is such boring ! Tat breakfast .. is such boring dating . I wont out with him anymore..fews talk.. n hurry to bek .. OMG~~

Dun talk abt him.. such boring guy..

Today , I'm very happy.. Hmm.. In the morning, I had my lunch with my family in k.kangsar . We have it in nyonya sudut.A nyonya shop..quite dark . Tat food is so tasty ,I love nyonya !! I wil bek thr soon.. rice..1st time I eat rice in recently this fews months.. Rice is tasty ..I finished tat nyonya sotong alone !! All ~~ lolx..

Getting fat.. ^~^

Then, we went to Parade. quite distance from kangsar. But, bcz of tat date with him . I must go thr in time . 2pm reached parade. It is nt crowd in parade. My sis was go to shopping n I sit in kopitian to meet him. After I called him, mere 5 mins. He reach kopitian.. The 2nd meet..bt 1st date.. Yor.. damn hansum guy !!

Lolx... We wear tat same colour shirt.. Pink colour... cute neh ...

After u finish ur 'black n smelling' drink.. we hav a walk.. My dad saw me.. He asked me who r u ... should I tel him .. boy fren .. Lolx.. kidding.. I said.. u r my tt fren. Lolx..

I should go after an hour. Sry... I promise i wil meet u nxt time n I wil go a movie with u .. Ok ??

Anyway... A happy day ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A weird phun call

A phun call ...
weird


Y I said so ? This is bcz i dun noe who is the guy , n tat num also ... I excatly dun noe !!

He is a boy , mayb.. he is my fren's bro ..

I dun noe.. I feel annoy bcz dad scold me .. hmm...

Ken, without u..I really can survive very well ..

Since last nite, I din cal u .. I din cantact u .. But, I really feel happy .. N


LEE BOON YONG damn cute guy ~~ Yor... bcz of u .. I happy from the mad ..

Thx a lots... n I found out .. U shy shy tat time is .. damn cute... I likes it

Bring sum new photo ..

zhi ying n her mei mei

Taken in roadside

Yea ~~


sry yer ... (long time din take this pose)
I love photo
I love photo
I love photo
I love photo



Mad !!!!!

FUck !!
Tat fucker is so stupuid !!
U do really let me look u down n .. Idiot !
U R CHEAP !

I think I no nid angry with those guy ~
tat guy is jz ... a fucking guy~
Suck dick !!
Fuck all the bithch n haters !!
Get fuck away from me !!
Sumday ... U wil be beat in way street !
Sumday, U wil b punish by god!!

last, I wanna warning u .. Dun try to piss off me !
The game u begin with me ...
I wil ply with u til the end !!
I nt the dude u cn bully !
I nt easy n simple as u think !
Fuck ur mom n dad !!
Tat whore open her leg n make love with fucker..
After tat she take u this fucker to this world !
How shamelss of her !

Idiot , silly ,fool , stupid, useless, brainless .. is ur dad ... lolx ...


Mad ! I really out of control !
Pray ... dun let me meet u .. I wil crazy tat time !
Zhi Ying (a feeling expression)
(emotion)
(found sumwhr)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Something ...


Many ppl wil wak in n out in ur life , but only true frens wil leave footprints in ur heart, to handle urself, sue ur head ; to handle others, use ur heart .

Anger is only one letter short of danger .

If sumone betray u once,It is his fault . If he betray u twice , it is ur fault .

Great minds discusss ideas ; average minds discuss events ; small mind discuss ppl

Beautiful young ppl r accident of natural,bt beautiful old ppl r works of art.

Learn from the mistake of others. you cnt live long enough to make them all urself

Yesterday is a history ; tmr is mystery ; today is a gift.

Tat's y they call it present.



Saturday, August 22, 2009

Love quotes

It was abt 11 in the morning

Lying on the bed

It was a mere one month since we be with

Stuffs strike seriuly

We ceased steps up

stopped .. Nonsence


A chap barged to our relationship
Mess up .. Broke up

(I write it ..1st time try )

Every begins has a ends
time ends... begins agian

Ends up doesnt means dying
It is singal of start of something new

As the year rolled by
memories we will always treasure

(created by Zhi Ying)

Ken

I had a idea suddenly while I wrote the last post.

Ok.. Turn to the point .Let us talk abt ken .. A guy I loved ...

He is a very hot temper guy n he wont care anybody when he is angrying . yea, he is very care his gf when necessary. he is gud in 'chi chu ' bt very cute ..

He is smart bt lazy . he is clever bt lazy. he is a genius bt lazy . Lazy let him fall down time to time .
He is wellcoming by teachers , bt , he strike it with himself .
He is loving zhi ying .. bt .. he doesnt treat zhi ying very gud..
He is alw scold zhi ying bcz of his fren .
He is a gud boy.. sumtimes ..
He is gud in english .. sumtimes ..
He is gud in debated...
He is a tolence master ...

Yea.. Tat gud of him I list out ... A guy I loved.. ken ...

Ken .. a nice name . I noe u hav others..bcz u saw my pm msg . I'm sry .. Tat is my feeling . I'm hiding my emotion in front of u , bcz I sked wil gt hurt . I'm alert . Ur fren, he did lot of thing to broke our love. We quarrel,argue ,fight many times bcz of him . I told myself wont love u anymore ,I wont miss u anymore.
I did it . I alw tel myself if we break up , I wil have a better guy to b with . I want myself 4gt u since one month
ago.

Ken chau.. a chatful guy. Mayb u r very chatful to ur buddy. But,for me , u r lame . U r unwilling to chat with me sumtimes. U r keep secret alw .. U do nt discuss to me when u take action. U lt me feel hurt sumtimes.

Ken chau.. a bad guy . U r bad guy. U alw scold me n fiece to me. I noe it is my prob. But, I just wan u treat me with soft n gentle maner. I love ur gentle . But, It is dissapear .. U wont face genlte to me. U hav ur fren ,I hav my fren. Both of us gt a big uncommon. suck ...

Ken chau.. a guy I hoping he wil alw b with me . A guy I loved or loving .. I cn happy without u, bt u do hav a 'seat' in my mind.

Ken .. the name display on scene when i call u. The name I sked. I'm fear when i was waiting u ans my call. U seldom ans my call. 'DU DU DU ' I sked heard tat. Everytime I cnt heard ur sound , I wil think u r being with sumone.. Although u r being now...

ken .. common name ... but , I dun noe Y i wil write this for u ... For u ?? Yea. mayb.. I'm rescuring our relatinship. I was alw thinking of tat phun ringing n display ur num.. msn show tat u r on 9...


no no no !!! I WONT MISS U !!! CNT !! it is out of contro ll.......

CHatting with jen .... considering call u anot ... yes or no.. a gud question... haha...

Ridiculous... speechless

About us

I called him . Just now ,

I told him , I din call him tmr bcz I have sumthing to do . I heard his phun is ringing , Msg ... n .. he told me.. ' wont regret' .

I noe he has others . I noe , this time .. Just like last time . I wont .. I wont I wont ... call him startfrom now . Let he n tat gal hav a gud time . I wont disturb. He tot I'm stil like a fool , tat I'm angrying abt him . He mayb wil tot I'm a stupid . I dun noe wat was going on n the next ..when i noe he has other. I wil chase him bek .

No .ken, u made a wrong decision. This time , zhi Ying is nt only childish zhi ying . Zhi ying has her experience n she'll naughty sumtimes. no longer Zhi Ying is simple ... She has many feeling in her mind n she never told u.U tot she is a alw annoy n crazy n fa pi qi without any reason gal . She do everything with her reason . She angry to u bt u never care abt her.


Jen said, just gv sum times to us .. time ?? is it necessery? I dun think so . I gv him many times n he too. I noe he is cnt stand of me. He is dislike me . Okay.. tat is nth to me .

I'm being chasing by a guy now. I wil n I'm acceptting his chase. U wont noe it . U tot ur gf just a stupid. No.. start from tat day u betray , she is changing .

I wil b out with him in wed. U hav ur gal n I hav my boy . different life bt happy .

Glad I hav prepare . I din gt hurt this time n I noe we wil break sumday. Love is gone .. miss is dissappear. the rest of us is ... tired n dry ...

Ken... u wil b my fren 4ever.. no matter wat happen .
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..

If u din appear in my life, Mayb I stil a childish gal who dreaming over everthin' with fren . Mayb I'm stil a very 'common' gal . But now, I was changed til I cnt recognize myself. The betray let me learn many thing ... I hate it !!

Sad ?? heartbroken ?? suffer ??
No.. I din gt this feel .. I'm execting my wed.. the 1st date .. the 1st date.. Important..!!
Wat kind of relationship of us now ?? suck !!
Anyway .. I'm waiting ur word.. the break up word. .

Friday, August 21, 2009

Single is the best !! ZhI YING is Single

I just bek from a gathering. Omg~~ I have been attend 2 gathering in this month. Haiz .. TIred ~~

Anyway, tmr I wil go to my cousin's fallwell party , bt it is held in Elvis . Then, Sun I wil date with my fren. Sumthing need to talk to them, I nid they bcum my dustbin.. Watever thing I also wanna tell them . I sad n confused many times . Should I keep coupling with ken or I suggest tat Better than we break up . Break up doesnt means heartbroken. Yea.. Jen is rite .

Today, we argue bcvz tat suck guy agian ! He told Mr.lee , I wil find gangster to hit him in this holiday . Oh my god ~~ I never wanna do tat ! But ,the most ridiculous stuff is -- Ken had signed a deal with Mr.lee tat is abt , He wil 'watch' me in this holiday n promise I wont make trouble anymore !! Hey ~ Who r u ?? U noe , U had overbearing my stuff. Tat is abt me n tat cheap guy 's stuff.. Y U wanna busy body around ? I noe u care me , bt , it is nt the best method u be . U never think my feeling. tat deal u make with Mr'lee , it was represent tat I wil n I'm managing the plan to hit him ! Hey ~~ Wat stupid stuff u did ?? oh my godness ~~

Orh ... Although I'm angry . Bt, from now . I wont make trouble anymore. I promise him . I wont from now . I wont care u anymore. I wont love u anymore . So, I wont angry u anymore. Okay ? Tat is d way .

Hmm... I decide to leave him . Yea.. from now .. I'm waiting his word. tat break up break from his mouth .

Okay.. start from now. Zhi YING must nt find him anymore. No call, no date , no miss , no love . I wont call him anymore. I wont miss him anymore .I cn survive very well in my own life. I wont care who out with him . I wont care wat is going on with him. I wont tel him abt my thing . I wont expect he wil apology to me. I wil trying to do my best. I wil trying to forget him. I wil used to single life. I wil keep fit n love myself..

single is the best !! ZHi YING IS SINGLE

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Tat quotes copy from Jen

how can u expect me not to bother
when it is my past that i messed up
how can i be happy
when it just hurt too much to think about
how can i hope anyone would understand
when i don't even know what i truly want
Copy from Jen's blog ..
Yea.. How cn I dun bother , How cn I happy , How ??
I'm bad in english. I cnt express my feeling very well.
Lolx... U ask me, stil love him anot ? I said... hahah.. mayb ... Y I bcum like tat ? Y I hide up myself in front of ken ? It is unfair to him ! He is loving me . BUT, whr is my heart ? I leave this game , I surrender .
He wont understand me. Never..
Tat present actually is nt important . I dun noe Wat I angry for .. Mayb..I'm stingy...
Happy ?? Tat day u betray me , I never happy ..since tat
sked,panic, untrustful.. tat is alw going with me ...
But,I'm fine now .. Really.. well n well..
No way foR me to sad .. But , no way for me cheer up ..
Nvm... I lv my fren ~~Fren ... Fren ... Fren
ps: Jen..I'm fine.. Iwont sad.. I'm be strong .. Ok..
n u too.. b strong n happy

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

These days ...

These days , both of us alw argue.I feel tired .

Haiz.. Mayb it is my fault,I dun noe wat is the prob tat cause I saw him I wil mad . And his attitude is bad to me too.Big prob.. . Mayb, we r nt suitable to each other.

Today, we discuss abt tat ques again.He said he wanna find man tou, bcz he missunderstood Mt wanna chase me. Maybe Mt is , bt , he said he wanna hit him . Oh my god!! Violence ~~

Y he wanna cheat me ? Okay, u din write blog ,U just say u din write.Y u wanna cheat at me? Y u gv me a such big hope den let it fall ? Haiz.. dissappoint to u ....

I never 4gt how he treat me. He ripped my paper , tat is my drawwing!! How dare he do it !! He is crazy !! Today,he asked me, Isnt I nt love him anymore ? My mind din hav any respond.I just feel,I couple with a guy ,just for name. No mur lov in it , no longer 'love til die' feeling in it. Glad I hav prepare,I noe, sumday, we will break. sumday, he'll leave me like last time .Sumday, I'll alone. No !!I'm nt alone! Never alone, I stil have my frens! My frens r alw be with me. Fren is important than bf ! It is cnt denied.

I'm worry abt d end-year trip.I should keep couple with him for go d trip, or else I ask other go with me. Hmm.... Should I keep couple with him bcz he cn go with me. Other side, I find another guy who cn be with me 2 go d trip.But,I'm really lazy to find a guy.I wanna tat guy slp with me worh..this guy must close with me , I lazy to build up relationship with guy. lazy.

He love me ? Or he need me ? or he cnt 4gt me ?
This types of ques alw flow to my mind.Mayb we just nid a partner be with when feel boring.
Love... hahah.. foolish stuff .

Wat types of promise wil broke eventually . So, I be a smart this time. Trying nt to fully believe 'promise' .We must noe,even believe this word.the middle of it stil gt'lie' . I wont believe any guy since gt hurt tat time. I wont ! Fren is alw important than bf !

Fren wont lie to u .. Bt bf wil lie to u.Fren wil nt hurt u , bt bf wil. Fren wil be with u when u r upset,bt bf wil nt. Fren wil never scold u bt bf wil. Fren is the most loyal person in ur life, bt for bf... hahah.. I never noe Isnt he gt another gal outside or.. Isnt he is chasing sumone ? I never noe..Fren wil be with u wherever u go, canteen, lab,bek home .. or other else.. They wil be with u, bt.. bf .. just leave u alone.. haiz..

I call him just now.No longer I wil thrill to expect his sound.Instead, I hate his sound. He let me hate him very much.I think carefully... I nt love him anymore. He is nt the guy I wanna . He wil leave me eventually. I noe. He wil turn bek, n leave me alone. He wil go with his fren n leave me alone. Haha..

Foolish love! Foolish ZhiYing! Y u wanna find him bek tat time ? U r stupid n idiot.No one cn worth for ur tears. U noe.. No one! U must appreaciate ur tears. He is nt belong to u...U cn treat him as ur fren bt dun love him anymore. No.. U cnt fall in his love. He is bad guy. Plz.. 4gt everything abt him. Close ur mind. Hide up urself.. U cn avoid gt hurt in love . U cn.. U r zhiying.

Just now, I saw Ping Lun in pasar malam.Have a hello.. n chat sumthing.. Happy nerh!!!! My sis was envied of me bcz she is his fren. But he doesnt look at her ..HAHA.. FUNNY ..

I love myself! I love my frens!! I love my life!! I muackz... to my future!! But.. I dun love my bf.. nEVER again .


Sunday, August 16, 2009

Fren

It is getting 11.10 pm ... Omg.. damn tired ..
Hehex..I dun noe y my mind is alw thinking of fren..Fren is important . Yup .. frenship is a kind of relatinship which canconversed a longer time than others relationship.
Last week, I tot yen ching n lychee wont close n care me anymore . Bcz of ken , they leave mefar away. I tot like this .But,while I take my bag , Yen ching gv me a confidence glance n ask me dun think so much . Tat feeling is warm .Howluckly was me?
Thx god.. I stil have my best fren. ANd kelly,hey ..Justlet it go.Take it easy..Dun so stuborn in tat stuff , ok ?? U reading myblog rite? Haha.. I noe u have many prob,bt, if u share, I must ..I wilHELP U with my whole soul! Worh.. so serius of me.. lolx..
I knew a new best fren recently in my life. She is Jen. A very smart gal . She said she is dull.. I dun think so. Haha.. by the way, she is another Yen ching . A caring n honest gal.I just viewed her blog , she is suffering on her loving stuff. she cnt forget her ex. nvm.. time will paling everthing. Zhi Ying stand by for u ..
BF is important than best fren ?? haha.. I dun noe.bf have its own position n best fren is very precious.Thx for a lots of caring .


PS: I maked sum herbal pudding for u.. All of my best fren can eat.. bt,Jen.. U cnt.. I cnt post to u ..too far from m'sia to ur thr. Nvm .. hutang 1st ... wait u bek to m'sia . I treat u eat.. lolx.. Yawp ~~ sleepy now... going to bed.. bye bye

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Attend a gathering

OMG~~ Just Attend a gathering ... Tired now ....
I'm belated bek home ..
I think it is 12 or sumthing .. nvm ...
Haiz..
Just have a chat with him ..
Nt bad ...
Both of us do not understand each other very well ..
Prob ... prob ...
I dun noe wat the prob going with us ???


Friday, August 14, 2009

A bunch of gal ...

The video was happened in my neighborhood ..


Cool .. c .. wat m'sian has did !!

Nowaday, teens alw violence to settle their prob ..

Useless..

Mess up

Today , haiz.. it was hapepned many thing . I feel I was exhausted and stress .. I'm chatting with him . Tat feeling cum again . No one was support me . OMG~~~~



Today , In SJ period . I answered the teacher 's question . At the same moment , a guy he said ' haiz.. sien arh !! ' He dun like me for a long time . and he is assistance monitor . He alw slp.. gossip. and wont do homework .. He just a ' fake ' monitor! So, I complained to teacher and ask for replace the monitor. He is stingy and he protested bek . Finally , our ' 1st round ' was ended .

The '2nd round ' was happening in Physic lab . I was miss my class to Omega tuition centre , so I manage to cheat the teacher and back home earlier. I did it with my courage . So, I ask permission to toilet and phun tomy mom .den It was late , I quickly rush back to the lab . While I was outside the physic's lab , I heard sumone shout 'walk slowly arh !! fatty ' This was the guy said !! He call me fatty !! Oh my god ! I just 47KG , he call me fatty ! and i noe wat his means.. he was hoping I will be fall down later.. WTF !! I was mad tat time , Once I in the class.. I scold him ' wat u wan ? ' he said .. he wanna beat me.. Ok !! U wanna beat me ? I will accompany with u ply this games til the end! I nt a gal who easy to be buly !! Both of us argue in clas.. Mr. Looi .. our physic teacher ..he cant stop us so he ask us to find the disciplin teacher to settle . FINE ! it was gud to us .. They way we went to Pejabat , A guy ask for my phun num.. I gv my msn to him.. He .. haiz... wHEN I reach thr .. Mr.lee .. disciplin teacher settle this event . He is stand my side .. bcz I'm gal .. and I cry for .. I gt bully for a long time .. I also silence... how stupid on me !!!

so, finally .. the thing settle .. bt.. the other thing cum agian .. I ponteng sekolah for my tt.. But, I din go tt too.. my mom .. she was late .. she late !! this is her fault .. nt mine !! .. Tat's why I miss my tt agian !! I scold her and she scold bek too !! The second argue happened to me !! In the same day !! OH MY GOD!!

I keep crying inside my room.. i dun noe how to face all of this.. ok.. i shall clam down .. think carefully.. My EQ is low ! I really bad on control myself ! I phun to him.. bt .. he doesnt care me at all .. he just.. haiz.. I gt hurt .. and i noe .. No matter wat happened.. I also must face with myself.. he wont help n care me at all ..

I ask him on9 ..just now.. OMG~~~~ another argue hapenned in my life too !! I just a normal gal .nt a debate . I will tired . sad, exhausted too .. nobody un me .. He said .. haiz.. Ken is his fren.. best fren . He ask me dun mess up the situation ard.. hE .. wont care me ard.. Anyway , although heartbroken , I shall do my reviosn too... tmr I will have a test .. I shall do wat I wanna do .. my responsible ...

Stress .. I wont think much anymore.. I wont expect anything anymore.. If .. he wanna break up with me ,I will appreaciate .. At least .. I .. Have gud time with him .. b4 ..

OKAY .. tat thing is past.. okay ??Zhi YING.. U have ur fren.. many fren .. ok ? relax.. relax..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I wan Study more !!

Just did revision , My life is lame . Tuition, homework , skul and slp .. The only funny things for me is date with fren and Go on9 .. Hiaz.. I'm really stupid , Alw lazy to do REVISION . But !! Now I wan change ! I wan more hardwork and dedicated my msn's time to study ! I wont lazy anymore ..
Just feel sad to him. I wanna help him but I 'm nt effort to do . I .. just can buy sum thing for he eat and cook sumthing . Hmm.. just now I knew a boy.. Tommy .. He is a very nice boy.. but.. We din gt mush thing to chat . kekex..
Jen,, she din reply my comment , mayb she is busy .. haha.. Boon YONG. he must be plying dota now.. haiz... Jie ming is facing her try exam .. I .. support her arh !! Jie alw stand at ur side. ZhENG FENG.. A very 'fast' boy.. haha.. din chat fews day lorh .. ZHI Ying .. the gal same name with me .. cute and pretty gal .. She is facing Try too..
ARH ... TOO stress !!! I just hope I can tel sumone.. I'm missing him ... I love u.. Ken

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Our story is nt end yet

Just now , I heard a song . This song is belong to us. he said .. this song is represent to us. I search the lyris and found tat . Tat is his mind, Tat lyris is wat he wanna said to me . I feel .. I was missunderstood n I really dun un him . Sry ..

故事未完成
只要再給我多一點時間希望能給你全部的世界我無法改變 錯過的一切只能讓思念如夢般盤旋
只要再給我多一點時間想為你完成所有的心願太多的夢想 太多的諾言等待每夜慢慢實現
讓所有悲傷在日落後終結在日落後終結讓我陪你繼續未完的情節就算你在天邊就算你在地面兩顆真心像風箏連著一條線
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠
啊~嗚~
只要再給我多一點時間多一點時間想為你完成所有的心願太多的夢想 太多的諾言等待每夜慢慢實現 啊~
讓所有悲傷在日落後終結在日落後終結讓我陪你繼續未完的情節就算你在天邊就算你在地面兩顆真心像風箏連著一條線
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠我們的愛要相約到永遠


U think like this , u tot like this . But , I just keep on blame u .. I sry for I dun un my bf .. I'm sry . But , u did wrong too .. U r too fiece.. U keep on blame me .. I cnat stand .. sumtimes.. dun u noe , when u do like tat to me.. i sad tooo.... gt hurt too ... ??

Friday, August 7, 2009

Hair show~~ (Picha)

I have my hair cut in Phillip Sum . Thr is a nice salon and the staff is nice too.

I have my new hair and my style will changed also . Cool .. now ..




Sexy feel .. I think it is nice

Bf WANTED !!


My rock style !



( Zhi Ying new style , quite rock )



I knew a special fren currently . She is Jen . She is friendly , CHATFUL ..I like her so much , We knew in fs , and we chat just fews times . But , she did let me feel I gt my best fren same age with me in fs too.. Nt bad to me .. lolx ..
I knew how fs is working . How the person change frem fren to best fren and then stranger . But , I hope this time wil different from the past . I hope our frenship forever...

Thursday, August 6, 2009

New hair

I have my new hair ! Tat is a sigal of I have my new whole life ! I becume more thin and pretty ard . I cutted my in Phillip sum IN this evening after I end my tt. Hmm.. Wat can I said , thr is quite expensive but it is worth ! I love my hair very much and my new picha. kekex...
He fall in the hard situation again . his mother abandone him now . Mayb this time is serius but I hope he can pass it as soon as posible . Haiz.. I'm worring abt his future . I wanna help him but I just cant do anything . I dun noe !
He so clever and smart , he must can handle all of this . I trust him and support him . I love u ...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I'm pretending cruel now

This morning in the Chemistry lad , as usual , we chat . I means , We talk with mock to each other . I told him abt I called Yong B last nite bcz asking abt his -ex 's fs. Just like tat . Okay , the quarrel was began. We quarell and finally , I tot the winner is me bt , I got wat he felt in this time conversation .
I told him abt I will go to find tat gal and let her noe abt our thing. I 'm making reprisals now . I told him abt my plan. First ,I edit his fs and wrote abt many sweet thing abt us.. Then, I view her fs on purpose .After this ,I will let her noe abt when she was couple with him , he didnt love her at all . I told him abt this , bt wat his response is , ' I can said , tat profile is nt my edit .. is chong ji yien edit ! ' He talk with pround and smile to me. I bowl down my head , and I said ' oorh.. hehe' Yea.. wat can I reapond ? I dun noe.. But , I noe , actually he doesnt love me rite .. I fel it long time and Everytime I ask him , he just cheat at me .
I feel shame on myself , I dun noe wat to do and I just get hurt from him . I noe tat, he is unwilling to show out wat kind of relationship of us and he just nt treat me as his gf .
I should noe wat position is mine and I should clear with my action . I should delete all thing , I should distinguish wat should I do . I smart this time . I gave up . I gave up . But , it is nt represent I 'm surrender.Nope! I just do wat I wanna do now . I let him happy ,I wont let him feel I 'm like a fly alw disturb him.. Nope ! I'm nt a rubbish ! Sry.. I 'm a smart gal . I wont let others feel I'm bothering around u !
From the day we fine again , I did make a preparetion in my mind . Once I take up this love , sumday , I wil put down with happy . I did make it ! So, if we break this time , I must nt like last time .. fool around and stupid .. mess myself up . I can handle my life very well. I can ..
I shall mature to view and absorb all the things tat happen in my surrounding . I wont foolish like last time. Today , I lost u . Tommorrow , I get a better . I will ..

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

mad and sad

Just now , I go his profile and seach everything abt his ex . I dun noe y wan to do all of this but I just try to find a way to relax and release my mind ! I do very angry bcz he is changed now . He wont sayang me anymore. Wat can I do . I .. alw tum him bt it is nt works anymore .
When he is angry , he just cool and silence to me . No matter wat I said to him , how i tum him. he just like tat. We go for breakfast this morning , it is nt a gud time for us. I apology for wat I said . Mayb I wrong or I'm wrong . But, U did angry to me and hurt me so much u noe.. I really tired in this kind of relationship . I wont break with u bcz I really cant forget and put down u .
I just hope ,when I unhappy ,I have sumone be with me . I just hope I have someone who can alw cheer me up and let me smile . I just hope i have sumone who very sayang me. I had it !! but .. it is past now. Now.. I din.. I just be the sumone who alw let ppl scold and angry .
Wat can I do ?? Mayb I should put down form the begining .Mayb Tat letter should not let u read . As wat I said.. once the glass crush , thr has a rift thr.
u said u wan control me and stay higher than me. BUT, Love is nt talking abt it. I knew now . u do wanna sayang ur gf and just love her. I noe u love me very much and me too. But, u did a lot and hurt me sumtimes..
I fear of u , I hope I can in msn 4ever bcz I have Lz pui me. He is doing wat u did last time. From time to time , mayb he wil replace u.He wont angry me and he alw say yes to me. Other side, Everytime u heard sumthing u dun like u just throw away everything and silence to me.. Omg.. I hate out with u !!
Zhi Ying, it is time to think properly.. ken or lz.. I .. dun noe how to choose bt I really treat lz as my fren .. my best fren . For ken , I just feel nth to him.. I noe I will pass my life like last time.. alone .. sum day in the future.. I nt dare to face alone and I just hope I have sumone pui.. tat is enough to me ...I just hope I can call sumone den chat .. tat is enough.. I dun noe ..wat my mind thinking now.. love him.. ??? Hahah.. mayb now I just likes him.. I dun noe..

My post