Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I am trying to have a new mind

I .. try to have a new mind .I did it . Bt, sumtimes I feel I was pass a gud thing. I lost him and I try to 4gt him .. Try to nt sad.. Yup.. I can do it.. Bt,without love I feel lonely..
Just one day, I feel better and better..and my wound is healing now. He did such cruel thing to me.. He ask for teacher to change his seat and he doesnt willing to sit with me. He did go home with his gf and .. everybody is happy to him. He does . He happy now. and me too..
I stil wil think we have a future.. like we hav our ‘ troy ashley grace chris ‘ and we live in ipoh // bla bla bla…
tat nonsece thing tat I care now.. I stil will think ..dream and .. expect . Other side, U 4gt everything .U will have ur son n duaghter with ur gf. I had to advise u.. U too lazy .. U too ‘prmosie’ bt u never keep ur word.
U just think tat love is important than everyone and u hurt sumone u care last time.. U care tat gal now is belong to u . and tat other gal u dun care is belong to whom? She is waiting ur apologize and expect to 4gv u.. She is dying time to time and she doesnt show out her feeling. She was heard wat u guys talking and she pretend heard nth . She pretend foolish and silly.
u guy now is happy rite? My smile is doesnt curve perfectly anymore. I have my fren be with me.. I had putted down everything and nt so persistance .Everytime heard tat sad song.. I will think u and I will tel myself I will meet sumone better than u . Even I doesnt meet ,I will and I must have my life ..gud life..
I just wan b fren with u . Nth.. Tat’s all .. our relatinship is .. classmate . lol…
sumthing very funny .. Let me tel u a story … a.. funny story tat everyone will experience..
A Boy n gal are fren.. tat boy love tat gal and he chase her .When he did, he promise so much likes.. we will nt through the end… we will have 3 babies and we wil.. go thr go here.. rich .. bla ba bla… and the most funny thing is gal will trust . A ll gals will believe this kind of nonsence. Bt, when d boy meet sumone . He will leave u ..Tat’s y I said.. If u din effort to do tat thing, Pls dun keep on promise to sumone. It will just let tat person dissapointed.
I realy put down and I just envy.. I will wait.. Bt .. I nt waiting the Chai kai loon now.. I ‘m waiting my new Chau kai loon.. A Chai kai loon tat will better than Chau Kai loon .. I 4gt how to spell ur name.. and .. I was nt going to correct it. I just wan my hapy future.. I dun wan care abt u ..
I happy for u .. I .. will thanks u for let me learn so much thing.. U teach me lots of thing.. and now.. I’m obtain more knowledge and I … have a fren .. A fren tat realize me more than everyone.. bt.. this fren is will nt to care abt me.. nvm..I .. will take care myself and u too.. Thanks.. ken

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