My best fren _ bing

my best fren - bing. she is a knd gurl althugh gt many weak point lah . she gt a strenght ambitition . i dun noe wat iz . She b my classmate 2 year ard , haha.. we acctually sit togather 2 yeart but, i chagned my seat with my ther calssmate to sit with my other fren when form 2 , bcz tat time we quarreled . Even me din put any attention to her when we stil classmate, jz alw ply with her , but talk back . haiz... until now, we different claz. I'm the sc3 she the sc 5 , our claz is very nearly but seprate by fews classes . Futhermore , ttat guru displin work his rules very straight . so damn hard go her claz when sum free time. My claz , will b same until I gradutred , same ppl , same teachr two years , how can i lve with these guy 2 year especially tat assitance monitior, huh ? tat damn shit guy,alw boast , excuse me, hes' jz dthe ass monitior alw co me xu xu xu ... fuck the damn gy ! wat the fuck u r ..huh ? oo.. n den the sam. he really the bz bd 's sign . he make me mad , den i will scold him when i'm angry . really, now .. i jz warning him , den ... until a day , he make sumthing very bad to me , i will slap him . hahaha... but, i thought ard, i cant scold him, bcz many thing disavantage to me. so.. tolenrence . OH, i start my tt claz yesterday , haiz... i think not bad lah... really learn sumthing from there . yup, it's worth not worse. haha.. my englsih tt stil not find out the ans yet , n i feel my calz gt sum bd very brad n boast who alw show out their english , stupid ! i never guv a damn to them , jz laugh them they very silly, haha.. I din take the biology subject , mayb will gud to me, less stress . Mei jie , my acount teaher at tt, she is the sot sot teacher.. haha.. I ;m really impolite. but, she is the funny teacher , my bf also tt at there , but different calz. he the most outstanding between his claz . I'm not boasting, about the bm , bi subject , he really gud . but .. he the damn shit mother, i really hate her . she really .. if i 'm him , i will report to sum parti to help me n chain her bcz din take care her son very well , we jz kid , underage , child , we r not afford to take care ourself withou money . n we need tt to gt many A. tat DAMN FUCK ! hem .. dun let me meet her , i will giv sum punishment to her n will not care anybd to scold until her cry .. damn bitch ! i will report to police , she is a abnormal 's guy.. alw buy son ~~ i means ... haiz.. this is outlaw ! i will report , nope ! i will warning her , den co her giv me money, after i 'm finish my spm .. i will gt the shcolrship n den .. haha.. will not back to the damn family agian .. the damn fuck ppl ! all bz bd.. i ard though that how will i say when tat damn ppl cum to ask me about tat thing.. past ard.. i 4gt ard.. haha... nope lah .. tat gurl not me.. tat other gurl , dun menundi jari to me. ok ? damn fuck ! he spend his life very hardly, without eat , owe money .. haiz.. so sry to deh GUguy

I'm worry about him

He ran awy from house , bcz his dman mun backed this afternoon . Actually we had discuss deh question many many time ard. I cry everytime , i sad n feel sry everytime. I feel tat , he jz 16 years old , y ? y he wan shoulder such much thing ? I really worry ... Honey , i cried jz now, when i watched televisyen with my sis . I dun noe y i cried, I jz looked the clock , thinked u , then my tears automatically shed out . I can't stand without any news about u . I can't ! I dun noe wat u r doing, where u are staying or even u din gt a safe roof to stay . Aren't u slping in a garden ? aren't u r barked by dog ? y u will gt a mun such bad ! I think i relly wanna kill her as well as soon ! I talk really ! she really bad n shit , fuck , cruel , crazy .. y ? y god stil wanna she stay in this world ? y ? a such bad mun also can treat her son very bad, alw sclod him by no reason ...BUT, he maked many mistake . his sis , basicly, she is a normal gurl , a doesn't catch any attention from any ppl , bcz she stay in sg siput. but , she life changed , bcz she is stding in singapoa. den her very well gog gog , cahnged poor bad worst ard. sumtimes, he really din gt any attracktion , he jz normal guy! he.. changed to ordinary . din chaming.. haiz.. I very pround b hav such gud bf b4 ! but now~ idun noe wat advantage can b seen from his ~ he really bad! poor result ,poor , not hansum/// he jz a siput guy.. simple .. kanpung mali ! but, y i stil lov him so much ! y i dun wan find other who better than him . A guy.. a more normal guy.. at least he can gv me sumthing when dum festival was passing.. huh ??
My bf.. make me so shy .. I say liddeh will hurt him .. but.. he really make me so dissapoint! he so bad... I dun noe iz i'm angry about his poor or his fool or feel sympathy about his unluckly .. i dun noe.. i jz noe.. he make me shy in front my fren . haiz.. hy ? y my bf cant b vey well .. even result also cant! huh !!! jz gt 1A! of cz ,.. singapora of cz will not accept such bad student !! one A ! gud@! n if this A is enlgish .. can excuse too .. but.. chinese.. he stupid guy!! he.. changed! change to b very bad.. he cant gv hapi to me in future.. i cant lv him very much ...den y i cry now. ..I dun noe wat i'm doing !?? wat i'm doing.. y i cry .. for angry , worry , or miz ...wat i'm doing ~~~ wat!! I really so suffer between it.. I wan .. i .. dun noe wat i'm doing..confuse much .. y my bf cant b any gurl's bf.. they can b with their gf every festival,, they can fetch them go anywhere.. y my bf so bad! i shy .. I cry everyday.. sad everyday.. bcz he... jz bcz he .. make me so sad.. so worry .. aiyoo .. iz he sating in garden ... facing cold wind.. feel so cold.. freez.. ? haiz..honey ... i so miz u .. this the real .. i cant stand without u .. i really lov u even u bad.. even i cant show u out in front my fren.. even i noe u r useless.. even i felt disspoint upon u ... but ,, i stil lov u .. i wan heard ur sound, i really miz u ..E veryday i miz u , i will cry .. i shed my tears without control , u r my whole life, i cant image how i will spend my new years in 1 week ... 7 days.. how can i stand without ur sound .. i worry u so much ... i really cry everytine we phone.. I jz wanna u can pass ur life mor normaly.. like.. like /.. a normal teens .. ok ? this my wish .. my 1st wish.. I cant attenton in any thing if u r in suffer.. u walk to skol.. i really .. god~~~ plz.. help me... plz... how can a guy.. dont spend theri dinner in 30th , chinese new year.. how can his mun kick him out in new year.. how can she does it ? hapi new year~~i noe u passing a sad new year.. i noe.. me too.. a sad sad sad very much chinese new year.. new year.. hope we relly will change our life more better.. hope.. emn.. stil not yet buy my new clothes.. feel wanna cry too ..seem like i'm very like cry .. yup .. i really eazily to cry.. my eye not beauty anymore .. heng.. chou chou kai loon .. alw make me cry.. make me worry // haiz///