These days , both of us alw argue.I feel tired .
Haiz.. Mayb it is my fault,I dun noe wat is the prob tat cause I saw him I wil mad . And his attitude is bad to me too.Big prob.. . Mayb, we r nt suitable to each other.
Today, we discuss abt tat ques again.He said he wanna find man tou, bcz he missunderstood Mt wanna chase me. Maybe Mt is , bt , he said he wanna hit him . Oh my god!! Violence ~~
Y he wanna cheat me ? Okay, u din write blog ,U just say u din write.Y u wanna cheat at me? Y u gv me a such big hope den let it fall ? Haiz.. dissappoint to u ....
I never 4gt how he treat me. He ripped my paper , tat is my drawwing!! How dare he do it !! He is crazy !! Today,he asked me, Isnt I nt love him anymore ? My mind din hav any respond.I just feel,I couple with a guy ,just for name. No mur lov in it , no longer 'love til die' feeling in it. Glad I hav prepare,I noe, sumday, we will break. sumday, he'll leave me like last time .Sumday, I'll alone. No !!I'm nt alone! Never alone, I stil have my frens! My frens r alw be with me. Fren is important than bf ! It is cnt denied.
I'm worry abt d end-year trip.I should keep couple with him for go d trip, or else I ask other go with me. Hmm.... Should I keep couple with him bcz he cn go with me. Other side, I find another guy who cn be with me 2 go d trip.But,I'm really lazy to find a guy.I wanna tat guy slp with me worh..this guy must close with me , I lazy to build up relationship with guy. lazy.
He love me ? Or he need me ? or he cnt 4gt me ?
This types of ques alw flow to my mind.Mayb we just nid a partner be with when feel boring.
Love... hahah.. foolish stuff .
Wat types of promise wil broke eventually . So, I be a smart this time. Trying nt to fully believe 'promise' .We must noe,even believe this word.the middle of it stil gt'lie' . I wont believe any guy since gt hurt tat time. I wont ! Fren is alw important than bf !
Fren wont lie to u .. Bt bf wil lie to u.Fren wil nt hurt u , bt bf wil. Fren wil be with u when u r upset,bt bf wil nt. Fren wil never scold u bt bf wil. Fren is the most loyal person in ur life, bt for bf... hahah.. I never noe Isnt he gt another gal outside or.. Isnt he is chasing sumone ? I never noe..Fren wil be with u wherever u go, canteen, lab,bek home .. or other else.. They wil be with u, bt.. bf .. just leave u alone.. haiz..
I call him just now.No longer I wil thrill to expect his sound.Instead, I hate his sound. He let me hate him very much.I think carefully... I nt love him anymore. He is nt the guy I wanna . He wil leave me eventually. I noe. He wil turn bek, n leave me alone. He wil go with his fren n leave me alone. Haha..
Foolish love! Foolish ZhiYing! Y u wanna find him bek tat time ? U r stupid n idiot.No one cn worth for ur tears. U noe.. No one! U must appreaciate ur tears. He is nt belong to u...U cn treat him as ur fren bt dun love him anymore. No.. U cnt fall in his love. He is bad guy. Plz.. 4gt everything abt him. Close ur mind. Hide up urself.. U cn avoid gt hurt in love . U cn.. U r zhiying.
Just now, I saw Ping Lun in pasar malam.Have a hello.. n chat sumthing.. Happy nerh!!!! My sis was envied of me bcz she is his fren. But he doesnt look at her ..HAHA.. FUNNY ..
I love myself! I love my frens!! I love my life!! I muackz... to my future!! But.. I dun love my bf.. nEVER again .
