2010 , Happy new year!!!

Happy new year to all of my fren .
K..I went barroom jz nw for doing the countdown. Lolx.Quite fun thr..
It is really totally sweet 16 for my life ~^^
i cnt imagine I cn past my last hours of 2009 in barroom with moving my body .

N my didi ... Lolx..Kok wai .. Thx for gving me a such gud time. lolx... di ...jie mizz u so much yarh .. lolx... (nw I cn noe u r really popular.) ^^
hmm ...
1st time meet u ..our 1st dating in barroom. Nice too ..Lolx..Any way..happy new year~~^^

tmr is going to JJ for the Alvin n the chipmunkz... with all of my best fren... kelly . ken. karchuan.boon yong.... n also bryan..lolx... have a gud time yarh ..

Happy happy new year

on the way to my new year

more 24 hours , it wil b a new year again.

Passing 2009 to 2010 ...

wat really mood am I ?

Jz moderate ...

I passing my last fews day of 2009 with suck mood.

Loat phun. lost money . getting fat. broken love.

tat isnt a really gud year .

2009 is fulled of sadness..

most of my time was crying...crying..

I'm in nt in condition very well.

Rush my time ...

Wat cn I expected in 2010.

I hope myself cn getting in well.

getting bek to da rite path.

getting bek to the normal life n normal way.

Happy new year to myself

有一位大學生暗戀班上一位女同學， 但是不敢開口對她說出愛慕之意， 深怕被拒絕，但他還是鼓起勇氣寫了一個紙條， 上面寫著：

□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□ ■　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 ■ □　　　請選擇以下其中一樣在其中打勾：　　 □ ■　　　愛情 (　)　　；　　友情 (　)　　　 ■ □　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 □ ■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■

結果......過了幾天，她送給他一首詩：

「 願君多諒知識淺，

選題未答繳白卷，

愛莫能助實有愧，

情願送詩供君覽。」

他看過後... 酸甜苦辣都盡嘗於心中, 他氣的直說： 不要就不要，還送我這首詩。 但是他也自認為自己也有錯, 當面說明白不就好了, 還寫問題給她選...... 事後, 他想了又想會不會有暗示, 他反反覆覆的看了幾遍............ 他恍然大悟馬上直奔女生住的宿舍....

要學起來ㄛ!!! 看懂了嗎? 這個女生很有國學素養喔!

Life

Love is hard to get into,

but harder to get out of.

you should know all about this ,

that's why i couldn't put down easily.

Yea ... I copy frm sum place.I jz feelt tat ..same feeling.. mayb..

chatted with bryan jz nw. watever he told ,it is let me think clearly .

unfair? nt worthly? mad?

it is my feeling ?

I gt a lot of question marks in my brain.Y I coward like tat ? Isnt I really change a lot?

or I jz nt used to b have this life?

Anyway, dun let myself injured so deeply like ..nw..

everything gonna past, This was jz the passing period with down mood.

wat I talking abt?,,IDK...

sigh...

lifeless...

爱炼.........神木与瞳

我不懂 不爱这种结果

你别说 再说都是心痛

我放了手 像不再为爱前进的时钟 停在心头

部落格 记录我们的所有我的梦

从此已经不同那些感情 寄居在不对的壳要多久

我的世界我来掌握

你给的爱像手链圈住了我 爱的太多

而我想要的你却都不懂

两人的世界只剩下了一种 心碎的沉默

你沉默 我却有种心痛

猜不透 你心里想甚麽

我的感情 为你失去了自由 要多久

就算是爱我想解脱

你给的爱像手链圈住了我 爱的太多

而我想要的你却都不懂

两人的世界只剩下了一种 心碎的沉默

我要的爱用温柔链住了我 不会退缩

而你不曾问我是否快乐

两人的世界都不必再折磨

谢谢你爱我

Chain of love..

I love her sound .. so charming n amazing. I love it!

X-mas party

The X-mas party was held on 24th dec n at ah mun's hse. The most ever happy party I had on tat day. I met new frens , noe new thing, gt new experience , n Have my new happy memory .
Ok, I gt thr abt 11.30 sumthing , It doesnt crowded thr. the 1st fren I met is bing;'s cousin, she is wei . She was the most funny gal I met since I up to form4
I likes her.
Hmm..we cut our pandan layer cake at 12 . I was quite drunk thr... n .. after we had cut out cake, we ply the "star war".. Lolx..our weapon is snow spray , used it to spray others n we jz pakat n pointing bing to psray her. She was like a snow man tat nite.. all of her hair was white.. N all of us ..ROFl....
We ha our chill on the talbe. I jz sat thr n kep on talking tat xxxxxxxxx ... My classmate.. boy.. chemor.. und ? ... bcz I jz found a guy who realy match with me thr.. he bullied tat idiot when he in remove. Lolx.. He told me " I kick him b4" .. Lolc..I go save hand with him.." kami kaki,," I said... lolx...den we continue blow water n eat..
I had never been seen pork wil appears in BBQ..wrip sweats**. anyhow..I din eat tat.. n tat chick he baked for me is...sucked!! Wat a bad taste! omg~ The cake.. I jz think it was wasted by us.. All of us ply it bt nt eat it.. waste larh...
I drunk bcz I drank a lot of red wine. It is really a lot of!! OK? they said I easily dunk .. nope.. I'm not ..ok ? Bing.. Sry for I kiss u .. I think it must shock u so much.. Bt,I realy dun think I gt kiss u .. Ken told me tat, I kissed u n hugged u one. hE said, he was shocked n all of the person was shock too. Mayb I love u so much ... Omg~ Wat is the feeling of kissing u ? .. Lolx.. yer~
He said, he fetch me home bt I dun think so. I think fei ji fetch me lerh..bcz I really saw him say gudbye to me n ask me bcareful. nvm .it is nt the point. The party was pretty much like gathering with red wine party. Drunk**
It jz have sum fun thr.. bt I jz take fews photos... Bcz..I lost my phun.. omg~
It was the 1st party I attened in this year , n it is the most happy party I had ever. I wil never forget u, Bing.. Hw u treat me.. I wil keep in my heart. sure u bing wil noe tat.. I'm stil tat zhiying.. never gonna to change. I'm stil san fan shu.. *(specially in front of u) ..u told me tat Wat hui teng told u , " I gonna change my opinion to her at the moment" ...
I jz cn tel u ... Bing..I'm never chnged ..Never ever.. mayb I nt longer funny like last time bt, I stil wil tell joke for u all to laugh. No pretend in front of my true fren.. Wat cn I said .. BING , thx for giving me a such prefect party. I love tat so much..Thx for lettig me noe tat, gt a fren is so funny like tat... Thx a lots..I love u yarh!

bday cake to hui teng~

Hppy birhtday to u ..

btw.. the clots.. suit to u anot?

star war.. saw Bing anot ? ...

she wa begging me..

this assistance of head release her..

bt I wont b so nice...(I'm middle one)

wHO is tat !!!!

It is impossible is me ook ???

It is nt me!!!

I repeated! Nt !!

the malaysia's santa...

omg~

WIRTTED BY :ZHIYING

The 1st party happy like this.. I like it

Titanic

Titanic . the best movie ever in this world.
I watched it jz nw, I ended up with sobbing . I was touching by leonardo n kate . They were show how they loving each others. A gud graphic , best actor , nice director n lovely music. Wat cn I said .. It was aweful !

I like the part when Jack was prison by the "dog" n Rose was releazi tat she was wrong n ran bek to Jack. The moment she run bek , I jz felt how much she love him.She love him so much ! She even sacrify her life , jz dun wanna lost Jack . How many of us really do gt this "true hearth love" ? No really have all ....

I cn felt Jack do love her so much. Since Jack was look for Rose n told her he love her ,we all cn noe tat, Jack is doesnt a jerk.He is nt a poor guy ,instead, he is a guy who brave to chase wat he wanna . This show his real man. Start frm the begin, Jack keep on telling Rose "I wont let u go !" .."come on...hold on my hand! ".. n the most famous.."you jump,I jump" ... every sentense , every words ... Fulled of his love .He doesnt wanna miss this gal , He doesnt expect tat , he cn so "lucikly" tat he cn won the ticket to ride the bid ferry , n met a such pretty n lovely gal den fall in love with her without fews day , den he cn make sure tat , he cnt survive without her , Rose. N finally, He cnt expect tat, he was die for his love.It 's all happened like a story .. Like a.. fairly tale to him ... He hold tat her hand tightly everytimes, no matter wat situation ..he die for worth! He die with jz wat he wanna to ! have a meaningful life! Have a advance life! N have a love life!

wat a romantic story !


"Rose...hold on my hand.. hold on... We alrite nw ! Promise me nw, U cn survive.. boat is coming now, u cn have ur baby in ur furture, u cn die on ur bed.. warm bed.. bt nw rite here.. nt rite now.. promise me.. U wil b fine.. ... ... ... promise me, dun gv up , no matter wat situation ..noamtter tat have no wat to out .. promise me.. dun let the promises go .. "..
Finally, Rose was fine. she is very well n she had child , grandchild .. A happy family n she had told her new generation abt her experience. The meet btw Jack Dawson n Rose Dawson. The story btw both of u are keeping by the whole world rite now. Jzck n Rose. hope u two cn get ur nw life in the hell ...

I trust.. I trust the world stil gt my fairy tale. Bt nw.. My prince doesnt shown up yet.. It is worth for My waiting.. I stil trust , thr gt a boy stil waiting me , he is just like me.. Get hurt in past love , bt , it is doesnt matter. We cn quickly fall in love n have out gud future soon. I noe, u wil b shown up my life , no matter how long it is..I stil waiting.. I'm waiting all the time... My true Prince..

For the PMR candidates

Congratulation for all of my form3 frens.

U did tried ur best to get ur best result in PMR

n finally.. U turns up a gud result..

congrat...

Bryan..U did shock me ..

bcz I saw ur name on newspaper... lolx...

Straights A's.. well donw..

Mei... Even Geo was B..

bt it is ok ...

It is really a useless subject...

Lolx..

Try hard next year...

Di n chin yan

Lolx...

congrat n try hard next year yarh ....

Lolx... I hope my SPM wil gt straight A's too ...

Kelly's blog

Suddenly she did updated her blog .

I means..everyday,,

anyhow..

tat is all abt she n bryan..

lolx...

glad to heard tat...

Kelly.. ur mon really cute n ...=='

lolx

so..waiting u bek for hang out with me

Merry chismas party ...

Lox.. Actually I went pub for countdown the x-mas .

but ..bcz of bing.. i went bek early n go her party

nice party n I meet nice person..

I went voodoo....

wow~ darn noisy m packed...

bt... nice inside...

lolx..

Den,I went for her party.

Detail n photo wil b upload soon.

hmm....

n nw....

I was so faint!!!!

omg~

Getting die ...

n....

BRYAN DING ~

i'm pround of u ..

straight A's U GT...

congratualtion ...

phun gt stole

I reached home abt 5 o-clock. I felt hungry n decide to go to my grandmon's hse for taking sum food.I putted my phun on the table , den, I stepped out my hse. I cnt imagine tat, This action let me cnt c my bleoved XM forever .

I bek abt half an hour ltr. I seach up n down , I checked everywhr my hse. Nowhere was my phun. My aunt asked my wat I seaching for, I told her, my phun. She said.. mayb her fren came jz nw n take away it .. Anyway..5800XM is nt realy expensive. I jz treat it easy.

I take for a nap after this. But,when I gt up, Ken called me n told me tat I cn find my phun bek. Bcz My phun stil count as lastest modal, so it could b help for seching my phun bek. Ok.. He told me , he was asking his fren abt the Nokia care n He asked go thr tmr.

Hmm...after I heard this.. My mind getting angry n angry.. wth! Tat stealer dare to stole my thing! Omfg! he was never try to die b4. Anyway, I wil find my phun bek n report to police! I muz!!

this is nt the phun lose prob, i wan tat stealer gt punish ! heng!

I gotta gt my N97 mini soon... I wan it pink colour one~!

Bt...I sked my dad nt gonna buy for me , bcz he said.. " ltr u lose it again"
yea.... mayb... SE is more suitable to me... bcz cheaper .....
haiz... stupid person use gud hp for wat ?
haiz... nw gt stole dy ...haiz...nvm lerh... buy a new one....

Tong zi

Happy tong zi to everyone~ .. Happy new year ~

Tdy is a important for us, chinese . Hmm..tdy , I went a lot of places for celebrate it. Today, I make Tong Yuan myself n eat myself.. I love tat very much ! It is colourful ! Taste gud too.. Yet, it is home-making .So, Healthy n tasty.

I helped my mom painting out furniture. The furniture is made from wood . so We jz paint " colour " on it.
It's like, we did out KH work in our from 3 . the last step , Paint colour on tat, den let it exposed under the sun. Then, after it dried, Paint again n dried again . Yea.. I was doing sumthing like tat today. \
I keep on tel my mom, "wow~ hou liang.. who make geh ?" ..my mom .. speechless.. Bt,I think tat my painting is really perfect ... Lolx...
Anyway, it doesnt a hard work. I spend half n hour to paint a table. Lolx..I really dun noe Hw cum I cn do such perfect work ..lolx (boast).

My working place

nice.. it is drying. The feeling take the table exposed to sun is so sticky.n,the paint made my hand very dirty . Lolx..

brush

slovent...

After I wash my hand, I made the tong yuan .. I put two colour into it n i make it. Wow~~ so cute.....

I eat also wan take photo... =='

n NW.. I'm going to pasar malam. I wan eat chou dou fu !!!

Bad word

Lolx.. bad word ..

I'm quite gud in it ..

anyway , it is nt a gud "attitude"

hmm....

Lolx..

jz nw Sor LOU told me tat...

"ur blog.. gt a lot of bad word "

omg~

lolx...

bcz of those "idiot"

Anyway, b fren with him muz happen a lots of gossip.

Start frm nw ,

I wont contact him anymur ...

He.. jz like water... gone away dy ~~

^_^

hope he wil pass his life happily ..

n ...

Finally I noe wat type of ppl he is ..

everyone noe.. bt nt me..

nw.. I'm clearly und ...

Sry arh ..Sor lou ...

rude a bit dy ...

sry ...

sry ...

sry ...

sry...

sry ...

apology to u ...

I dy spoilt my image ...omg~

Gossip

Ok... I was feel extremely Disgust to those so called "my classmate " . WTF !

I met sumone in KFC tdy. It was a amazing meeting. Lolx. Ok, so we chilled thr n my sis was plying my phun aside . I sat opposite of him , we chatted abt skuling .. tat is our conversation .

me: Z sumone:K



K : I hate 2g2 skul .It is nice if I cn graduate this year.

Z : Y? Do u noe tat Graduate same means with out of work. I prefer b a student.

K : Next year, it muz b more quarrelment happen n situation messer.

Z : ok, of cz.. bcz ur frens r shi fei jing

K : hm..I nt points abt u , I saw sumthing tat said, if u gossip on sum1,think twice, bcz

mayb u r talking abt urself.



(quite beh song.. n fire raising )



Z: ...... ok.. den tat means u states tat I'm shi fei jing larh ?

K: No..I nt this means.. jz tat.. .

Z: Den wat u means? U dun think they r exactly Wat I say them ?

K : Ok, u gossip them 1st ...

Z: wth! I gt gossip them merh?

K: sure u have..

Z: nope

K: sure!! ,, U din ?

Z:. hmm.... i gt.. bt nt in skul.. jz fren discuss..

K: tat means u gt..

Z: bcz the way they do is so disgust.. they r wrong 1st

K: not this prob.. it is , u gossip 1st

Z: wtf I gossip 1st! ,,, I din lorh .. the guy who changllent my patient r them..

K: so u gossip larh.

Z: wth ! so nw, u psuh all the fault to myside. they r innocent at all,rite?

K: nope.. I'm nt means this. .

Z: den wat u means.?

K: I means tat, the way u think abt them, n they too.. so the prob is like a snow ball.

bigger n bigger..

Z: wth ! Den , izit although I gt bully stil silence ? like last time?

K: nope.. It's.. I cnt persuade them den Nw wat cn i do is to persuade u ..

Z: so u r blaming me nw? I'm the shi fei jing! I was the bigger mistake?

K:nope..I'm nt the means..

Z:. of cz larh.. u r their gang.. u of cz stand their side n talk with their thinking.

C: haiz.. Not!

Z: I dun wan talk to u !



.................... silence ..................................................

Mr.K , so nw, is u blame me nw? orh .. ok.. ask ur fucking fren wat they talk abt 1st . If they din make troubles , I wont gossip with those sucker.

So nw , the probs turns up to my fault again ? wat so unfair! K.. did u short ur wire? I think u should go for a doctor check ? I din gossip even in skul they r talking abt wat the fucking impolite behave they were. I silence n smile stand aside. Keep silence, bcz I noe tat, I'm ur gf last time .. N nw, U fucking me bcz of "I'm shi fei jing" holly shit larh wey ! .. god fuckig ur eye...

I'm din even talking her! n wat they said I jz dun gv a damn on them ! Bcz I gv faces to u .. Dun let me gt the same feeling to u again. Tat time, I muz !! I muz b behave like a gangster.. Scold them watevER I like.. U noe I' m sot ... Im' seriusly.. I gt my gang support nw ...

N u.. Dun u think tat u r timid like a croward? Omfg! I never seen a guy sked their fren like u !!! ... listen .. is " SKED".. nt respect... hw cum u cn like this. U din learn how to noe n live with fren when u in samtet? Mayb ur samtet's fren mature than ur fucking here. Bt, U did really let ppl gt a bit dissapoint. Anyway,tat is nt the way to have frens... haiz... U stil gt a true heart fren here...

Urself r very understanding wat type of person u gang with now. Even more wat habit they have , urself noe very much. I wont gossip n I wont tel here bcz they r nt worth for appears in my blog. Those idiot..

I'm damn fucking hate ur fren. Y we wil broke ? Y we wil gt tis suck situatio? Y? tat's all bcz of ur fucking fren! List out their name.? Lolx.. If nw I'm nt ur fren, mayb I wil bekstab they here n I cn sure tat I cn do better than the them 100times.

Plz do ask ur fren! Dun acting like they r superman. I was so feeling funny when I saw ur gang n u in pasar malam. A gang like moneky gang walk here walk thr. Idiot like hell.. Wat'up nw? going for battle ? ..come on.. plz... N did u mention how the ppl look at all of u.. like look like a gang of so hai ! .. wat so big gang? Din gt a leng lui n leng zai inside.. shame sei larh !!

I'm nt behave jealous. Lolx.. 4 or 5 frens being me walk ..enuf .. .. free lorh ..cn chat. lolx. like u all .. especially tat big faces.. saw her .I feel like vomic ! how cum her face cn big like UFO ?haha... U noe y I so hate her? ,,Mr.K.. U noe u did ...

Yea.. this is wat we called gossip ... I'm bekstab her ! Big faces. Y? bcz she did make me mad . N others, I wont , wont , wont talk..bcz she helps me once. I wil forget hw she suport me tat time I most down . She is gud gal , jz sumtimes, she too selfish.. anyway. It is non of my bussiness..

Ok.. so nw.. It is my fault ... I admit.. I admit..as long as u wan me to do ..I do .. I admit !!! OK!!! satisfy now ? happy now ?!

Fuck! .. Idk y everytime I chat with u also wil mad me.. Bt,I;m nt dare to tel u abt tat. Look!! I'm timid like hell ..wat also wil express in blogspot.. omg~...shit! I suppose to fiece to u, face every problem with u .. This is fren.. bt I jz like.. shit..

watever... Bcz of u.. I start stop gossip ... I noe u r the middle guy... hard to do ..Haiz... watever... concentrate ur study .. dun give up.. u stil gt hope.. jz ur fren all stupid, dun let them influlence u ... hope everything getting well ..

Ken chau & kelly

Last nite ,when I jz gt home frm supper ,tat was abt 2 sumthing. I on9 for checked my fb n I found tat , KELLY ON9 DY!!

Wow~ damn excited n happy! I chated with her a while . We talks abt Bikini...lolx. she bought bikini n she gonna wear soon. Lolx.. she dare to wear bt I'm not.

Actually, I 4gt wat Ken did dy bt after chat with kelly. Omg~ feeling all cum bek . I hate him so much ! It's too over . He did make me hate him so much n cnt forgive him ! ok... I cn pretend nth in front of him , bt, I do really hate him so much..

The tore in my heart was cnt remove. How cum he cn lie me ?I really hate ppl lie me! n. he rush bek for celebrate her bday .. omg~it is too hurt .... dun tel me tat was a coincidence. I'm nt a child! .. I hate u .................

n kelly seem like dun like gossip abt her anymur. n I wil rmb wat kelly told me. kelly, U r the 1st person who support me when I gt troubles.. I love u baby !

Last nite, I went pm with feng. I keep telling him abt wat ken chau did. I think I was spoilt my image in front of him. I keep said,, " ngo hou for... " .... keep mad til my face red! . Lolx.. n he said.. no nid care for those stupid guy.. Lolx.. bt anyway .. We hav a lot of fun when chill with each other..

Ken chau..I hate u more than I expect. I tot I wil forgive u after U called me or... hmm .... bt, it is nt easy to get ride the tore in my heart. U noe wat u did! ,, sumthing I noe I jz pretend I dun !bcz.. i wanna gv u a chance to down stage... Lolx.. n nw.. U lie me!! nt the 1st time... U noe how much I hate u !!. . I really wanna slap u when U r in front of me!!
I hate u!!!

market

Today, I went market with my mom . lolx.. early in the morning... I reach thr abt 9 sumthing bt ,tat is nt the point. The point is thr r crowded n the stalls were fully occupied by those "auntie" . Lolx.. The lovely housewife is more suitable to them .

So, we went to the seafood stalls 1st . Thr were bad smeeling n wet floor .Yet , thr were a lot of seafood listed out on the table tat they prepared , n many aunties stand in front of the table , asked the price, low the price with seller n discuss abt the seafood with frens.My mom used her hand to chose fishes n asked the seller sum opinion. watever my mom asked, the uncle said "leng! zheng! mai larh! " ... or.. "hou sei ! hou yeah!" ... boast larh wey ~ I jz stand bside n keep moving my leg , bcz thr was a load of flies flying. omg~ Bt, I'm nt complainting abt tat, bcz tat is wat we called "market".

Anyway , I'm the "over-active" gal , I muz had have fun thr. Thr were a basket which collect crabs.Rofl ... I saw the uncle pick up the crabs by his hand , n I feel intersted. Lolx.. I nt dare to pick it up with hand bt instead of leg.. I used my leg kick it... until the basket rotated n the crabs walking out ... I pretend like a OMG~ .. " mom .. c!! ..crabs wan zou lou jor.. " ... den the uncle saw it n shout me " wei ! leng lui... mou tek ..." After it , he pick the crabs up n continue his business. I shy like hellllll ~~

Then , we went to the vege stall. Wow~~ totally packed! .. It was hard to stand thr n chose vege.. the seller exchange money quickly n business almost reach the fantic rate . hmm.. A lot of vege tat I din saw b4.. so i pick it n put down.. picked it n put down .. plyed myself.. enjoyed myself very much ...

After this, we bought a lot of stuf.. it's time to go bek ..!! lolx...

Then, I breakfast with family in the small small stall .. wow~ tasty so !!!...
anyway ... the recent I went to market with my mom, it was so interest! I like it very much , I think I wil go market with my mom everyday , for kick the basket.. lolx...

hmm...abt the smeeling .. actually nt too bad... Yet , I cn tahan also ... lolx...

Events

Life have a lot of changes .

Sum nice sum worst.

It nt cum one by one

sumtimes, It comes togather.

Jz c how u treat it ,

b nice.. or b sad ...

We shouldn't look on one point,

think twice b4 u sad,

think twice b4 u cry ,

U wil found out,

The reason u upset to , it's fool.

mY Aunt was really freaking me out!

she went bek suddenly

n

she never told anyone.

tat's y she so ..... "funny" ...

surprise lover...

N kelly , she gonna went to singapora.

quite sad ...

ng she dek erh~~

waiting her bek..

No more gt ppl call me

when I feel boring.

no more... T.T

Haiz...

feel quite boring now...

n miss kelly...

Haiz.. miss how we gossip, bekstab others.

n u gonna b went...

how cum I survive without u ...

Kelly, do tak care orh .

I keep on talking take care.. (nag~)

kelly , i miss u so much ~~

I love u .....

T.T

miss u ~~....

kelly....

i HOPE TAT..

when u get bek,

I cn tel u ...

"I finally put down ken !"

hmm...I wil do my best!

bye..dear frens

Breaking season

Nowdays, My frens was facing a lot of problem. I means abt love prob. Ok...mayb a lot of ppl r coupering n sweet with their honey, bt, at least I gt two fren r facing those prob.

Ok, let start with Kit mun. yea.. jie ming. My mui mui, she is waiting her bf\s answer. Conversation prob mayb occured , bt , I cn hear tat, kit mun love her bf very much. N mei , jie fully support u! Watever wat is ur decision, jie wil stand bside u n when u unhappy, jie wil call u n as ur dustbin,ok?

N kelly turns. I feel sry for hear tat . I feel sad to hear tat.I dun noe how to comfort u, N b ur best fren , I jz cn wait ur call n hear wat u said. The situation effect let both of u cnt continue to the love path, bt nvm, It is jz a temporary leaving. Both of u r loving each other very much,this proved tat.. Love cn b disolve everything .

Kelly gonna singapora. Sigh, I cnt phun with u anymore n u told me tat u bek after x-mas. Ouch! How cn I survive without u... Bt,seriusly ... after reach thr, dun think so much , jz forget abt everthing happened in M'sia. Have fun thr ! Enjoy yarh!!!

N lastly, take care orh ...ok ??? hmm..n.....dun forget my souvernir orh !! lolx....miss u lots

Mommy is gone

Life is full of varibles, thr was alw happened sumthing we cnt imagine. human being was the clevest animal in this world, bt , thr had a lot of thing we cnt control . For example, sick, dead , accident n etc. So, wat we cn do is jz find the way to survive.

My mommy was fallen ill. She alw faint n feel uncomfortable. She went for doctor check many times. Hospital awan nor hospital specialist , she alw went both of this hospital for checking up her body . Nw, doctor asked her to get in hospital for body check . If the report showing the bad result, den she wil b gt in hospital for operation.



Jz nw, I reached home frm jogging n had my tv progame. She stil doing housework bt everything look like so down. I noe she wil b go ltr bt I stil sit sofa n pretending reading newpaper. After she bath n she go pick sumthing up into her beg. My dad sit sofa thr , I take my courage n asked my mom ,"Mom.. Do u nid me accompany with u ?" She looked at me n Put her bottle into her bag , I saw her eye was reddish bt she stil said "no..." I look down the floor n " orh " . After this she said " if u go, how u bek ?" She was finished check her bag n she stepped out the door , I looked at her back n feeling she gonna left . Den, I sat down sofa again , pretend read newpaper , sob...

when she gt into the car, my dad was slidely stand bside the door n watching her gone. He stand thr for long time. I cn feel the tangible change in mood of him . He went in n tell me,"let's have breakfast."... i said..."orh..." Everything seem like nth , bt all of us was very worry abt mom ....

My mom mayb wil left us for few days, the 1st time I feel my mom was very important to me. I rmb her expression, her eye was red n face was reddish , bt she stil said " no" ..den gt out frm the house . Damn cool ! I noe she muz cry on the way to hospital, she wasnt tat strong as she act like. I noe, bcz I'm her daughter. I cn accompany with her. I cn use my phun on9 or .. etc... Bt, she und me very well, She noe I very hate to take k person n waiting the doctor. So, she decide go alone..

Mommy.. I love u ~ I never tell u abt tat .. Bt, I really appreacita n feel glad to have u b my mom. So, I wil take k home n u too.. I wil tudy up n cook for them in these few days. Mayb they r unwilling to eat my cooking dishes bt nvm .. I cn try to wash cloths, although I din wash b4 . I wil rmb collect cloths , although I dun noe how to hang the cloths. I wil rmb close the fire when boil water ,although I alw forget abt tat .
I wil learn now!!

DUn worry abt us... Hope everything wil b fine for u

女孩子看了别哭 男孩子看了别摔鼠标

从前，有一个男孩，追一个女孩，追了很久，很认真，女孩终于同意试着和他交往。男孩很高兴，那天晚上，男孩一夜没睡。 女孩一开始对男孩没有感觉，刚刚交往了几天就要分手. 男孩拼命求她，最后达成协定，不经女孩允许，男孩不可以随便碰她。在女孩找到下一个老公之前，暂时同意男孩当她老公。

后来，女孩慢慢对男孩有了一点感觉，开始和男孩好起来。男孩经常说诸如“我可以为你去死”之类的话，女孩总是不太相信他，总是说要和他分手，男孩总是不同意，他说“如果你真的要和我分手，就带着你下一个老公来见我”男孩很爱女孩，但是他很幼稚，总是不知道该如何去爱，女孩经常因为男孩发短信太频繁，而感到厌烦。

终于有一天，女孩带着她的新老公来见男孩，女孩并不是花心，她只是感到厌烦了。那是第四次女孩和男孩说分手... 男孩同意了，那天下着大雨，男孩要和女孩的男朋友，单独到外面说点事情，不可以打伞，女孩同意了。 出门后男孩说：“可能我说的这些有些太老土了，但我还是要告诉你一些事情，女孩的一些事情

她习惯让她的老公走在她的左边，因为她说心脏在左边。
她特别不喜欢男生抽烟喝酒，和他在一起，无论如何要戒掉这两个坏习惯。
她不喜欢你做她不同意的事，更不喜欢有人对她动手动脚。
她不喜欢张扬，所以和她交往要低调。
她不太喜欢淋雨，但是更不喜欢打伞，你要做好当她的伞的准备。
她不喜欢你总是发短信给她，她会烦，但更不喜欢你总是不理她，她会感到寂寞
她不喜欢你送她回家，也不想你知道她的家在哪里。
她不喜欢照相，也讨厌被偷拍。
她不喜欢你看她的手机，但是你一定要把自己的手机给她检查。
在她认识的人面前，要尽量给她面子，让着她。
如果想对她动手动脚，只能在只有你们两个人的地方。
如果你真的爱她，要用行动证明给她看，不要承诺。
你对她的爱她都会看在眼里，不用你去和她说。
一定要把自己以前爱过的人全部忘掉，心里只有她一个，不然她会吃醋。 最后，如果你对她是真心的，好好爱她，连我的份一起爱她。”
女孩的新老公同意了，说他会好好爱她。

女孩还是偷听到了，其实女孩也有些放不下男孩，女孩说要和男孩和好，男孩唯一的一次拒绝了女孩，最后，男孩给女孩的新老公跪下了，拜托他要好好爱女孩。女孩哭了，想拉住男孩。

男孩说，我只向你幸福，不希望你的记忆里还有我，我的诺言我会实现。 男孩冲向马路，与一辆飞驰的汽车相撞了...女孩抱着奄奄一息的男孩，说“你为什么要这么做？”男孩说：“为了让你忘记我，我可以从这个世界上消失，这也算为你去死了吧？呵呵”... 所以不要不相信男孩说的看似谎话的诺言，因为，一个负责任的男孩，真的会让它实现...

（我不想说这是不是一个真实的故事，但我只祝福所有的情侣，珍惜吧~~~）

sumone said my chinese doesnt gud. Lolx. I cn tel u , My chinese is suck ! .
Anyway, I'm china. I should keep my mother language in standard. So nw, I keep on reading chinese although it was so lame compare to english . lolx...

Pasar malam

I went to pasat malam jz nw. It quite noisy n crowded thr . I went thr with my sis by motor. Lolx.. quite dangerous. Bt, I had been long time din pass my life like this. Anyhow, I likes this. Thr was happened many stuff tat let me upset for a while .But,tat was nt worth for upset for those useless person. I gt my frens , Bt, tat big faces does let me broke my calmness. I was mad when I saw her being with sumone . Tat ugly big faces.. Eat shit bah!
whee~

I was so rude bt I think Kelly was laughing now. U noe wat I thining abt , rite? I wore so casual go thr. I was so bored bcz I jz follow my sis go here n go thr.. Like a maid. WTH!

When I walked along on the road, An uncle , who is malay , 40 or 50 years old , who collide me at my bek . N I feel I gt his hand was touching my bottom. After this, he said "sorry arh" den he flee away. Fuck! WTH he did! It was freaking me out the moment.I cnt respond at once so I was freeze . AFTER fews second, I shouted to my sis, "yer~ he bok mong!" Xin Yin "huh ?" .." Ya larh ! diu ! bok mong! ngo ooi hui lao kui! " When I gonna approach him ,I jz rmb I dun noe how to speak malay. Especially argue with those stupid fucker !

I jz let it b.. nvm .. it's ok for me. I keep on scolding the guy with foul language. Hey , he was trepassed me , N wat the fucking appology ! K, If tat time I was damn down mood, I think I wil go his bek n kick him until he die! Luckily I din .

I wish I gt a bf beside me n protect me . I hope he cn help me when I gt trepass like wat I gt jz nw. Bt, noone help one. I jz cn face it myself. So, I'm alone. I'm alone.

Jogging

So, how to start my 1st jogging experience.K, I went out last nite with someone abt 2 +. Lolx.. I'm quite crazy recently. Anyhow, it is used to b . When I get bek , I was surfing on the wed n did sum revision til 6am. The next day , everyone was in their lovely bed bt I stil feel very high. Lolx.. So, I decide to have a morning jogging. I change the suit. tee n pans n my branded-shoe. I put on my head-set , Let's go jogging !

I warm up in house n KC text me. Idk wat he was doing , I jz replied him as soon as I can. After I gt out frm house, SUmone called me. It was totally freaking me out ! " Hello, morning.." I said.. "wake up jor mei ?" he asked me.. Actually, I 'm nt slp yet, how cum wake up ? " orh ... me jogging now.."... " can I join?" " sure u can .." " k.. meet u thr.. "
Hang up ~
So, I had been wait him for abt 10 mins. wow~ when he was shown up , I was shock! WTH he wear larh.. The Red-tee n jeans ... whee.. Isnt he cum for kou lui ?any way ,.. thr jz gt auntie uncle thr .. goddamn...

Den, we started jogging . Follow the path prepared bt goverment. Lolx.. Wat a fresh air! I love iut very much ! We chit chat by jogging. We talked bek a lot of stuff tat spirited us up . yea ...we jogged abt 1 n half hour den we went for a breakfast.

we din ordered food instead of a cup of tea. Tat milo was.. omg~ so sweet at all. We chat again .. Lolx.. we shared many thing . We keep talking talking talking n nver feel tired. I think 10.30 , I was out of energy n he seem like exhasuted. So, we bek home for take rest.

I quite love this kind of life. I gonna b held a healty life. I wil slp at 10 wake up n 6 den jogging, den slping . Wake up n brunch with fren . Lolx.. quite gud ...

Love formulae ....

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聽聽他們怎么說愛情

We alw talking abt love. Let's heard wat they talking abt love.

莎士比亚说: 再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过 。

几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你, 当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步, 我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过. 我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

安妮宝贝说:当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。她只是寂寞。

遇见平凡说: 缘分像一本书。翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

张小娴说: 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

亦舒说: 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

雪小禅说:我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

梓色心晴说: 男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了~ 女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

玄漪说: 能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

张爱玲说:爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你、我恨你，便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

.饶雪漫说: 这个世界欺骗了我，我必须给与还击，我不会放掉任何一丁点儿属于我的幸福，哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱，我也在所不惜

郭敖说: 每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

三毛说: 某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

张小娴说:如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

张爱玲说: 因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容!

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐　惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩 发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知 道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通 都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的 泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣

我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然 间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!男孩子,你们听见了吗?


When we gals were fall in love to sum1 guy . We do watever for the guy , no matter wat we sacrified or lost, n we were no regret at all. Though , Isn't guy should do sumthing bek to us ? Learn to love, respect , concern abt us ,.Yet , let us have a truthly smiling for u guy .....
Guys... did u heard it ?

Dine with family

Today ,I dine with family in Wen Ji . We went Dong Hui 1st, bt Idk what the prob my dad wanna chage to wenji. Hmm, We reached thr n I odered the dishes.Lolz.. I jz order the food I favourate to , n the end... The dishes was cnt finish. Lolx...

After this , we went to pasar malam. I meet frens thr. I bought food n sambil makan sambil jalan. Yea, this is the best feeling of walk pasar malam ! Lolx.. Thr was crowed . I keep on waved my hand n said" hou yi arh~ gou miang arh!" Lolx.. the worst is, my phun no battery at the same time. Argh! WTH!

after this we went Dong Gu Ting. I drank ABC , taste gud. N my sis was blaming my mum thr. She wanna so Sidewalk for eat ice-cream. At the end, We went to MCD. Lolx.. nice ! i was long time din have been thr.
we reach home abt .... 12 like tat/... n I blogging lurh ~ lolx...

I was going to low weight. Mention .. low weight , nt keep fit! ... I was 51KG nw.. Lol. impossible A person cn fat 5 KG without couple weeks. I was so down n keep eating.. Lolx.. Nvm .. I'm going to lowed it now.. lolx~ Corn-flakes~ U r my meal forever~ .....

I was outed a a whole afternoon

I was outed for a whole afternoon . I have my brunch with kelly n her nephew. Wow~ wat a wonderful brunch I had.So, When she shown up , she bought togather her nephew, xuan. He was a cute kid! Yarh .. I keep on ply with him with my other fren. lolx.. I ask him , kiss me.. then he kiss me.. I asked him,"call me leng lui" ,, " lui lui" he said.. .."sayang me" ,,, he go touch my hair... lolx.. wat a cute kid! I likes him !

he was so ecixted when face in front of the camera. Of cz, this was his smile look , I think laugh is more suitable to use. Anyhow, it's ok. the more important thing is.. have fun ~

our photo taked by kelly.. Lolx...

Fighting =='

who's tat??

kelly lorh ...

I reached home abt 5 sumthing. Anyway , I met my old frens tdy. Bing lorh .Lolx..I found out tat, I really damn 'fei' in front of her. Mayb I likes conversate like tat with her. Lolx.. Bt, I will b keep more shi wen geh larh .. haha... Sor po.. long time din out with u .. Hope cn out more ...

Kelly, wow~ tdy ..ur nephew really make the situation up. I likes him .. N I promised u ! I wont put aeroplane this thrusday . K?