Friday, July 31, 2009

Best frens

A week has past. Many thing happened . I realize tat , many of my fren was facing ‘ fren’s prob ‘ in the past week . and I just feel I really luckly and I have a lot of fren be with me . Now , I wan list out all my fren ..
Kelly , She is my best fren num 1 . yup, we are fren for many yers . Since kindergarden ,we are fren and now we r best fren . She is a such gud fren and she is very care her fren . Tat’s true. she alw hiding her hard in frotn of her fren . Kelly , actually u no nid feel hurt abt how they treat u . U said they nt ur best fren , they just ur ‘fren’ . I noe wat feeling u r. U cried in class bcz of this such thing . Nvm .. I will alw be with u , and I promise I wont treat u like them .Ok ? Gambateh in ur studies ..
Then , Yen ching is the 2nd best fren I wanna talk abt . U r a such calm and clever gal . U really noe wat u wan and u can annalysis wat r going on . U help me a lot in my trouble time . But , U alw hide up urself and when u cry and sad .. I also dun noe how to Tum u and u let me worry many times ! U have ur bf who loves u very much . Hmm.. envy u tim .. u gt a kinda best bf and I din have.. Wish ur love will through the end .. And plzz… dun just share hapiness with us . talk abt sumthing u dislike when u in bad mood.. watever.. best fren 4ever..
Hm.. The next is Lychee lorh . She is kinda xi xin . she like to be a kid and she like to be protect . Cute nerh u .. Lychee .. I alw chat with yen ching and neglect u . Sry yer.. I promise .. nxt time u feel beh song.. U tel me and I must chat with u .. okay ? hehexx..
Hmm.. my lady’s best fren is list out .. for now.. My buddy is cuming out.
Fatty !! everybidy also noe he is my best fren . He helps me a lots and he do care me . When i break with ken , fatty is the 1st guy who came and care me. This action let me feel .. he also very care me gah .. I do have a lots of happy time with him.. In the basketball match .. dating.. warh .. he is a kinda humor ..
and.. Mr leng zai .. Yup I talking abt u now.. U must very beh song I put u at the last . Aiyor.. we too fren jor.. so .. hope u dun mind . We meet in a very special time and I do like u very much . U really very same like my bf bt.. I love him more than i like u . sry .. I cant accept u .. we can b best fren rite.. (U must say ok . bcz u so sayang me ) U r the guy who most sayang me in this world. okay ??haha.. we din chat for 2 days jor.. gt miss u tim.. how lerh ?? lolx..
I hope me and my best frens will keep our frenship 4ever.. Although we will quarrel , fight , hurt, and beh song sumtimes . But.. tat is nth to us. we will be with togather and have a happy fiture togather,,
I alw dream sumday , we have a high tea in Black canyom and we take our children .we share our experiemnt and hapiness.. Myab we will have this kind of life .. Nope !! We must have it !! rite ?

Friday, July 24, 2009

Just had a dinner with him

Last night , we went to Elvis , a restaurant tat he work . Happy and sad thr... we went thr 4 an hour bt even we wne ta dinner we quarrel too. I dun noe wat happened to us ?
Okey, he said he was sick and he order many fried food and snake . I'm going on diet ! I told him many times, I wont eat !! I'm on diet ! But, at the end of the dinner he blame me and scold me ! wat is going now ! U scold me !! Fuck u!! I have no idea y he gonna scold me ? does his brain sumthing wrong ?I really hate out with him ! After this, He opology to me , he said sry .. dear.. 4gv me .. Hey .. dun u think tat u r over ard ! Now, U alw blame me and talk this talk tat.. and u never sayang me and u just keep on blame me!
Mayb tat is my problem , Bt .. out with u really nt happy .. especially we go sum restuarant . U noe, u let me feel u very .. rude . U just , just act like a kampung boy . U let me unwilling sit with u ! Last time, U wont like tat. Ur fren had influence u. so , I will nt go out with u anymore. U even dun noe wat is table manner . U really like haiz... I noe this is hurt u, Bt i have to said so.. U really.. haiz..
U find a lots of excuse to cover ur false and u wont .. never go to fixed ur problem. U wont go tt bcz of u sick. Bt, u go for a badmintoon with fren . I really dun noe how to help u ! U r damn useless..
Plz.. change urself , if not.. nobody will gv u chance anymore. Ur mom.. she is .. haiz.. i ard gv up u ... I wont push u anymore.. just let uself regret in future and.. I wil nt think we have a beautiful future anymore. Bcz.. a lazy guy wil nt have a happy future.. we wont future.. U make me very disspoint to u .. really. ..

Love is romance

Ken , the guy I love a year .. We in couple relatinship for one year . A long journey we did past . We realize each other and we do love each others .
It is stil like yesterday, the day we couple and the day we gave a chance to ourself to lead a hapy life . I do love u very much ..Do u ?
My heart to you is given: Oh, do give yours to me? Well, lock them up together, And throw away the key. U r belong to me 4ever . I love u . ken .
We past many hard situation and we support each others when one of us in a hard state. Tat’s a really strong sprit when we support . Oh, I was affraid all the time u leave me . I was fear one day u will abandone me . Oh~ this feeling is suck!
U said I was change . Since I becum more thin , U said I was change. Although I chagne more perfect and more beauty, althoguh life is different now , Love is nt change in our mind. The Seat of VIP in my heart are u . The guy I’m care ,love and worry r u . Come live in my heart, and pay no rent.
How abt u ? How abt … me in ur heart ? I realize I wont trust u anymore . I sked I will feel disspoint to u again . I fear I wil gt hurt without a warning . The 1st time , I feel u r untrustful . Sry , ken . I ‘m really sry .
I will be with u to pass ur time 4ever and I wil change to a better temper. I change for u .. Since I noe u, I chagne for u. I keep fit for u , I love english for u , I cut my hair for u . Bt , the matter tat I wont change is .. I wont change my heart for forget u .. I love u ..ken

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I worry abt u

I’m really worry abt him . Just chatting with him and I realize tat , he has a lot of trouble. I cant help him , Just hope can share his sadness. Sumthing bad was always going with him. Y .. Y his life is such tat unfair !!
Mayb this is his problem, mayb he doesnt appreciate his own thing , Bt.. I dun agree the god punish him with those cruel method . I really feel unfair to him !!
I noe he fears all the time and he choose to 4gt it.. dun think abt it. In this way , he wil feel better and nt so stress.. I advise him many time, go solve it and have a clear ans.. Bt..He doesnt care at all.U alw escape from the trouble .. I really dun noe how to help u.
Ur life is so unique. When the gud thing cuming,.. U really have a lots of happy .. Bt.. the gud moment is no longer.. when u bad luck . everything cum consecutive .. I..just.. sry abt it ..
Hope.. U will be fine .. soon … Hope u will stay ‘bside’ ur mom.. Hope.. U no nid to go to England.. Hope everything will gud…
Watever , I will take care u alw.. I will…

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Useless



This title is write
abt me. Not him .. Mayb he is.. Bt..I wont talk him like this.. I change now ..
I'm useless.. Y I said so ? .. We fine again. We getting in love again. Sumthing wrong btw us ... Just now , when u ask me ,' R u suffer? ' I just talk sumthing noncense to cover it . We both suffer now. We do love each other very much but we cant couple . we r plying the undertable love. I really suffer.. I feel I'm getting to weak again. Tat hurt feeling cum again. U cant solve ur prob .. Her family will find u , I noe . I din blame u.. So, everytime we speak of her,, I just 'hmm' den I silence.. Bcz My heart is bleeding ..


I saw ur phun full of her pic . tat place is for me only !! Y she cum and snatch my place !! I wan her get out from thr ! rite now !!!! Tat inbox is only gt my msg ! Y she alw send msg to u !! Bitch !!! Dun u feel ashame when u b with him ?U is beling to me !!Nobocy can share with me !! damn natty gal !!

Tat stupid... hot temper.. ugly.. natty .. naughty..fool.. idiot .. porkchop .. faker..bitch !! Pls stay away from my bf !! Dont u noe tat , Ur name is very unpleasant to hear !! And I hate to saw ur name in his phun!!! Fuck off !! U r fool ! We r plying u and U dun noe ! U just noe.. A slave is 'serving' u
rite? hahah !!! Ur brain is so simple.. Do ur brain just have ' chau kai loon.. ur sis.. and .. urself' ' Watever thing also ask ur sis solve .. U would rather ask ur sis help u pregnant ! stupid !!!


I express my feeling here.. Bt I never dare to tel him. I'm useless. I really usellss.. We cant ride like b4.. We cant fo 4 breakfast.. even .. Nt.. mayb.. u cant b with me in skul.. I pass my life like single..I dun noe..i FEEL my body like wanna faint.. I tired and suffer.. I cant imagine tat.. she sit bek of u .. and she hug u .. I cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I .. cnt stand of u tell her,, u love her!!! I cant!!! U r mine @!!!! ... I cant..... I cant do anything although I noe she is beside u .. alhough.. she is kissing u...Wat can I do is just ...crying and crying.I really confused and u too.. I really dun noe how to help u... Bt I will alw the one who support u .

this situation keep going ..I think .. I cnt stand.. Better u 2 have happy life.. and 4gt abt me.. And..Mayb ..I ..pass my life like ghost.. no feeling.. no smile.. no... everything.. is no for me...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Decision

In our life , we have to make many decison.No matter in study , family , love and even sumthing very simple like ,, food ,clothes .. etc. We have make with ourself. A few of us alw make wrong decison because they just think with simple. This wrong decision will lead us to a gud consequence or bad .. we dun noe.. we not the god .. So, we have to make it with our experience, fren's experience and.. guess..
I dun noe I made it ,this is rite or fault .. Bt, I cant stand while I was sawing he is suffering on his thing. As a ex or fren.. or.. a gal love him.. I will help him bcz ppl gt feeling ..
wHEN The time he hug me , he let me felt warm and skedful .. I dun noe y he wanna do it ? or mayb he gt another purpose. I dun noe!
I just nt dare to believe himn again.. Nt i dun love him.. U noe.. The feeling of gt hurt is so pain and I sked I have this feeling again ..
Last nite, It isa really excited nite.. Bcz e had encounter a police.. And.. tat police advise us.. this ..tat.. bla bla bla/.. I wan thx to ths police.. He isa such responsible police..
I'm sawing he is changing.. He dun wan anyone gt hurt . so our love is unpubilsh. tHIS.. It really hard to me, Bt bcz of him.. I did it for him . I dun care .. REALLY DUN CARE ??I dun noe.. As long as I can love him.. I will do watever to him ...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I am trying to have a new mind

I .. try to have a new mind .I did it . Bt, sumtimes I feel I was pass a gud thing. I lost him and I try to 4gt him .. Try to nt sad.. Yup.. I can do it.. Bt,without love I feel lonely..
Just one day, I feel better and better..and my wound is healing now. He did such cruel thing to me.. He ask for teacher to change his seat and he doesnt willing to sit with me. He did go home with his gf and .. everybody is happy to him. He does . He happy now. and me too..
I stil wil think we have a future.. like we hav our ‘ troy ashley grace chris ‘ and we live in ipoh // bla bla bla…
tat nonsece thing tat I care now.. I stil will think ..dream and .. expect . Other side, U 4gt everything .U will have ur son n duaghter with ur gf. I had to advise u.. U too lazy .. U too ‘prmosie’ bt u never keep ur word.
U just think tat love is important than everyone and u hurt sumone u care last time.. U care tat gal now is belong to u . and tat other gal u dun care is belong to whom? She is waiting ur apologize and expect to 4gv u.. She is dying time to time and she doesnt show out her feeling. She was heard wat u guys talking and she pretend heard nth . She pretend foolish and silly.
u guy now is happy rite? My smile is doesnt curve perfectly anymore. I have my fren be with me.. I had putted down everything and nt so persistance .Everytime heard tat sad song.. I will think u and I will tel myself I will meet sumone better than u . Even I doesnt meet ,I will and I must have my life ..gud life..
I just wan b fren with u . Nth.. Tat’s all .. our relatinship is .. classmate . lol…
sumthing very funny .. Let me tel u a story … a.. funny story tat everyone will experience..
A Boy n gal are fren.. tat boy love tat gal and he chase her .When he did, he promise so much likes.. we will nt through the end… we will have 3 babies and we wil.. go thr go here.. rich .. bla ba bla… and the most funny thing is gal will trust . A ll gals will believe this kind of nonsence. Bt, when d boy meet sumone . He will leave u ..Tat’s y I said.. If u din effort to do tat thing, Pls dun keep on promise to sumone. It will just let tat person dissapointed.
I realy put down and I just envy.. I will wait.. Bt .. I nt waiting the Chai kai loon now.. I ‘m waiting my new Chau kai loon.. A Chai kai loon tat will better than Chau Kai loon .. I 4gt how to spell ur name.. and .. I was nt going to correct it. I just wan my hapy future.. I dun wan care abt u ..
I happy for u .. I .. will thanks u for let me learn so much thing.. U teach me lots of thing.. and now.. I’m obtain more knowledge and I … have a fren .. A fren tat realize me more than everyone.. bt.. this fren is will nt to care abt me.. nvm..I .. will take care myself and u too.. Thanks.. ken

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Betray

Betray.. a wonderful word/ he betray me.. I have learn to cruel to myself . I should nt make trouble anymore. U noe .. I sad now.. I miss him and now.. I try to 4gt him. I trying now . I noe I will be heal sumday. bt nt now ..

Hearth is dying time to time . bt When i face to him. I din gt tat hurt feel. Myab he hurt very much and I ..dun now wat I will do to him. I hav open my mind and putted down. hope them wil happy.. tat all i can say to them.. They hurt me so much . they .. betray me .. and.. I gt false too. I ..never noe his feeling and I just make decision with my mind. I 'm sorry .bt now everything is too late.

Yen ching .. My counselor.. she talk too much to me.. thx to her.. Thx.. although now My love is empty.. she and kelly and lychee will support me. With their support . I must and will gt well faster .

I must gt well faster. He.. is a gud guy..I past it and I wil meet a better . rite ?

就算我失去一切 , 也拥有未来

他是不属于你的了。 这个事实。我接受了,唯一方不开的是,我。。忍受不了。。 背叛。。。

我会忘记他的, 我会! 我失去了他,但我还有我的未来。 我的未来不是梦。。
我。。 吸取了教训。。 我会好好德国。。爱一个,上一科。。
你问我会等吗 ? 我。。 不会等了。。 就像我的道歉和领悟。。 太迟了。


芷莹。。。 你能做到的。。 你已经作了一半。。 你会忘记他的。。 芷莹,不要忘记这个世界上,还有很多人陪着你。。。。

Monday, July 6, 2009

I have to forget .. I have to ...

I have to not so persistent. I 'm a very persistent person . I cant put down everything bcz i'm nt down to everything.Today , I heard tat he knew a fren..gal lorh ..Tat's y he different in this fews day .. Sad is alw to me. I sad now.. I wonder cry now.. bt,, Y i dun change my mind to have a more gud mood?
We cant turn bek since I say i wanna break . I cant regret although I'm doing it . I really regret. A guy love me very much .. he does the best for me. He pay much to me . Bt I stil do sumthing hurt him bcz.. I'm so common.. I wanna him becum better .. bt. it is hard to him.
This time, I learn sumthing. Nobody is perfect.although u try to change a person . u need time.. and nt force.. The consequence of u force a guy is.. we both lose .. U cant control him and he doesnt love u anymore. He doesnt care me.. I feel sked and sad.. Y he bcum like tat!! this is nt chau kai loon!!
Bt.. I have my fren support.. Kelly.yen ching.. lychee.. they all support me.. my decision.. they try to meke me more comfort when i was crying,, Thx to them.. I love u very much ,,
I did expect fren is such important to me.. I try to hide my feeling .. bt.. if when u gt hurt feeling pls tel sumone.let tat person share with u , u will feel better..
I wont call him today. Let he realize .. let me realize .. let both of us realize.. We.. stil wan continue or break ?
Anyway.. I will love him too.. bt nt this method.. I wil choose a method more... suitable.. haha..~~
Break up is nt represent u lost sumone.. tat is.. U just bek to ur place ..tat place gt ur fren. a lot of fren.. and bf.. and gf.. is gone ard.
He din care whether I 'm cring anot? I was sad..angry .. ..he dun care..
Nvm .. I noe he stil care of me.. bcz i saw he looking on me.. lol.. tat is enogh to me..
He choose his fren , AND i choose my study ...
We mayb will have a more better life in future.. who noe?? haha

I shall rmb.. 今天我失去一切, 但我拥有未来。

你打扮的美美的,你怕你没有人要哦?

我永远记得,在我最痛苦的时候,还有我的朋友在我身边。支持我,鼓励我,安慰我。。
谢谢你们。。 真的谢谢。。。

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Danger!!! Look over here!!!

I was being slander by a guy..
He talk sumthing bad of me to my bf!
and he persuade my bf to leave me~
How bad is this guy!!!!


Name- liew yao bang
age - 16
skul - shing chung !!
class - 4sc3
live - chemor

He envy of me and my bf 's love..
and he do suck dirty trick to let my bf leave me ..

BCz of him .. I have cry mnny nite !!

I have to do sumthing ..
I'm so angry now!!!

Get hurt

I have calm down myself and did the best to myself. U noe? wat is the feeling of hurt?wat is the feeling of sked..disspointment.and sked to everything.. I told myself dun think so much bt .. I lost control lst nite.

I slap myself ,beat.. and do watever thing i could be wake up from the suffering.. Bt .. I cant.I keep crying..and i dun noe wat i was doing... I call him .. for many many times.. bt ..wat he responed to me?He just ignore my call and I fell breathless .. I cant live without him ..i KEEP CALLING even i noe he wont ans mycall.. I keep crying even i noe he wont gv a damn on me.. I keep calling n callimg.. wish he will be heard my explain n my suffer..But, this is the 1st time, he ignore me.. He let me face the darkness myself.. Wat he promised me when we couple tat day., wat he promise me.. huh??Did he 4gt everything?did he really choose his fren? I dun noe. I dun wan this kind of thing happened..I have nobody now.. I alone now..

I sked n angry abt tat msg.. I feel afraid to him.. I feel afraid to my phun..I feel afraid to the ring.. I feel sked tat everything..I didn't noe wat I'm talking about..bt I noe I'm sad..I'm hurt.I..Am.. poor.. pity.. I ...dun noe y I'm crying..

While I saw the comment , I.. cnt stand ard.. I.. cry when i really cnt stand,, just one hours ago..I cnt stand.. I chat wih kelly bt i stil feel sad n sad.. I .. keep crying.. n crying,,I wan suicide .. I hope evrything will b fine.I .. dun noe.. I have no idea abt wat is going to me?

I start to sked of calling u .. U wont ans n i dun noe wat u r going to talk to me.. I.. really feel sad .. n y our relationship bcum like this..I just wan u to be more perfect and I wan sure my future will be more hapi .. so i force u to do this. n do tat.. bt..I found tat.. I was wrong..

We r different type of ppl.. we..nt match rite? Bt..After i told myself abt it.. I will keep crying.. I alw cry n cry ..I'm useless.. I cnt contrl myslef now..

eveything is out of control.. everything is chaging.. n me.. is standing under the sun.. the sun keep buring on me.. I keep suffer.. I keep suffer!!!

I must be clam .. I SHOULD BE CALM!! I must ... nt tired .I should go for the war.. The phun..I din expect ..even ans a call .. I will affraid like now.. I dun wan .. I dun wan this thing happened..I wan go to last time.. I wan form3.. I dun wan couple anymore..I sked .. I gt hurt.. I .. painful n dying..

Y u do it to me?Y??U have forget ur promise and leave me alone..N u not enough, U go fs n comment me ..Tat thing is too hurt .. U din think of me.. U ignore me..U did bad to me.. I hate u ..I really hate u.. Bt,,i love u too .. I did!!I did!!!



Friday, July 3, 2009

真正爱你的男人

1. 真正爱你的男人,一下子说不出真正爱你的理由,只知道自己顾不上注意别人。 
  
2.真正爱你的男人,其实总惹你生气,你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。
  
3.真正爱你的男人,很少当面赞美你,可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。
  
4.真正爱你的男人,会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
  
5.真正爱你的男人,只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪,当你触摸到他时,也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。
  
6.真正爱你的男人,会默默地记住你不经意说过的话,在某时某刻重复它们。
  
7.真正爱你的男人,不会轻易做出承诺,因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉,只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。
  
8.真正爱你的男人,总告诉你不要胡思乱想,因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。
  
9.真正爱你的男人,可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日,他觉得爱你是每时每刻的,并不是靠这几天简单的日子。
  
10.真正爱你的男人,不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”,因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻,为了不让你无端地误解他。
  
11.真正爱你的男人,总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了,因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了,他会觉得不珍贵。
  
12.真正爱你的男人,如果他去机场接你,不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”,只是自然地提过你的行李,然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说,怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了?
  
13.真正爱你的男人,当你发脾气时,只会不做声地听你把火发完,然后慢慢地说,你明天有课吗?早点睡吧。
  
14.真正爱你的男人,不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来,过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有?如果你质问他为何这么久才打来,他会理直气壮的说,你生气时我的解释一定没有用,等你的火消了,我的解释才有效果。
  
15.真正爱你的男人,总是叫你小姑娘,可是每次他做什么重大的决定,却总想先听听你的建议。
  
16.真正爱你的男人,不喜欢玩具小毛熊,却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。 
  
17.真正爱你的男人,当和你发生争执时,总是控制不了地先妥协,先承认“我错了”,过后发来短信以“神经病”开头,以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚,这次是你有点无理取闹。 
  
18.真正爱你的男人,很想很想你时,也会买玫瑰送你,傻傻地等着你,却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系,他的心里送的是玫瑰。
  
19.真正爱你的男人,都不甜,但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。
  
20.真正爱你的男人,当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时,他反而会装得很正经,其实心里很甜很甜。
  
21.真正爱你的男人,如果不能经常见到你,他会让自己忙碌起来,为了不去想你,因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾..

22.真正爱你的男人.不会因为朋友说的几句话就放弃你们的所有。他会尽办法在从中得到平衡。

23.真正爱你的男人,不会让你掉泪。反而,他会在你生气得说分手的时候,想办法改变自己,让你看到他的好。

24. 真正爱你的男人,不会对你动手动脚,因为他连生起你都舍不得,怎么可能打你?

我以为我放得下你。。原来我还是那么懦弱。。做不到。。因为我爱你,比我想象中还要爱。。好恨老天这么作弄人,在我觉得有希望的那刻,却把你带走。。我宁愿眼睁睁看见你跟着别的女人,我都不想你走。。我好舍不得你。。好怕见不到你。。可是在我决定振作的时候,你却让我感觉到你在难过。。我好想替你分担,可是你却把所有的不开心,藏在心里。。我不想看见你难过因为我会更难过。。没有你的日子,接下来我该怎么过。。我才发现,现在过的日子很没意义。。我发现没有你,我什么都做不好。。我好失败。。你呢?会过得很好吗?答应我,一起加油好吗?你不是那么容易就被打倒的c~知道吗?加油加油!你的未来是美好的。。我相信。。我会每天祈祷着你过得很好。。而我。。选择站在原点,继续爱你。。随时等着你累的时候,回来找我。。我等你~

Friday

When i was in the tt class.. I take his phun for sent sum photo to my fren. I think , If not I take his phun , I will never knew the secret tat hiding between he and his fren .
I was thinking of him on the way I backed home .. and the msg too . Tat msg is clearly explain wat I did.Hmm.. tat contain .. Is meaningful.. I read it 3 times and
I realize and get wat I should do! Thus... start from now. I will stay away from him .. For last time, when i take my dad's phun .. I wil automatcally phun to him and talk sumthing nonences..Just bcz of I stil love him and can't put him down .


Last time , when I write this blog ..I was expecting that u will view and realize wat I talking about . But for now.. I wil write for myself.. Nt for u anymore ..
I 'm deleted all our photo .. the sweet memory between u and me. But, sum of those memory will keep in our hearth. After sum days. We recall and think back . we miss the time.. we hav a lot of fun thr.. rite?
Lolx.. now.. we just fren . nt best fren , nt gud fren...Just ordinary and simple fren .. I dun wan heard anymore from ur fren .. I hate my classmate!!!
I just phun u and I feel tat I was wrong!I.. even expect u will help me buy tat thing. Stupid hor? So.. I hiding myself in my bedroom and strated thinking. U r nt my whom, U will nt do anything to me again. Me.. I will nt expect anyhting again.ok?I will nt disturb anymore ..

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