Mommy is gone

Life is full of varibles, thr was alw happened sumthing we cnt imagine. human being was the clevest animal in this world, bt , thr had a lot of thing we cnt control . For example, sick, dead , accident n etc. So, wat we cn do is jz find the way to survive.

My mommy was fallen ill. She alw faint n feel uncomfortable. She went for doctor check many times. Hospital awan nor hospital specialist , she alw went both of this hospital for checking up her body . Nw, doctor asked her to get in hospital for body check . If the report showing the bad result, den she wil b gt in hospital for operation.



Jz nw, I reached home frm jogging n had my tv progame. She stil doing housework bt everything look like so down. I noe she wil b go ltr bt I stil sit sofa n pretending reading newpaper. After she bath n she go pick sumthing up into her beg. My dad sit sofa thr , I take my courage n asked my mom ,"Mom.. Do u nid me accompany with u ?" She looked at me n Put her bottle into her bag , I saw her eye was reddish bt she stil said "no..." I look down the floor n " orh " . After this she said " if u go, how u bek ?" She was finished check her bag n she stepped out the door , I looked at her back n feeling she gonna left . Den, I sat down sofa again , pretend read newpaper , sob...

when she gt into the car, my dad was slidely stand bside the door n watching her gone. He stand thr for long time. I cn feel the tangible change in mood of him . He went in n tell me,"let's have breakfast."... i said..."orh..." Everything seem like nth , bt all of us was very worry abt mom ....

My mom mayb wil left us for few days, the 1st time I feel my mom was very important to me. I rmb her expression, her eye was red n face was reddish , bt she stil said " no" ..den gt out frm the house . Damn cool ! I noe she muz cry on the way to hospital, she wasnt tat strong as she act like. I noe, bcz I'm her daughter. I cn accompany with her. I cn use my phun on9 or .. etc... Bt, she und me very well, She noe I very hate to take k person n waiting the doctor. So, she decide go alone..

Mommy.. I love u ~ I never tell u abt tat .. Bt, I really appreacita n feel glad to have u b my mom. So, I wil take k home n u too.. I wil tudy up n cook for them in these few days. Mayb they r unwilling to eat my cooking dishes bt nvm .. I cn try to wash cloths, although I din wash b4 . I wil rmb collect cloths , although I dun noe how to hang the cloths. I wil rmb close the fire when boil water ,although I alw forget abt tat .
I wil learn now!!

DUn worry abt us... Hope everything wil b fine for u

女孩子看了别哭 男孩子看了别摔鼠标

从前，有一个男孩，追一个女孩，追了很久，很认真，女孩终于同意试着和他交往。男孩很高兴，那天晚上，男孩一夜没睡。 女孩一开始对男孩没有感觉，刚刚交往了几天就要分手. 男孩拼命求她，最后达成协定，不经女孩允许，男孩不可以随便碰她。在女孩找到下一个老公之前，暂时同意男孩当她老公。

后来，女孩慢慢对男孩有了一点感觉，开始和男孩好起来。男孩经常说诸如“我可以为你去死”之类的话，女孩总是不太相信他，总是说要和他分手，男孩总是不同意，他说“如果你真的要和我分手，就带着你下一个老公来见我”男孩很爱女孩，但是他很幼稚，总是不知道该如何去爱，女孩经常因为男孩发短信太频繁，而感到厌烦。

终于有一天，女孩带着她的新老公来见男孩，女孩并不是花心，她只是感到厌烦了。那是第四次女孩和男孩说分手... 男孩同意了，那天下着大雨，男孩要和女孩的男朋友，单独到外面说点事情，不可以打伞，女孩同意了。 出门后男孩说：“可能我说的这些有些太老土了，但我还是要告诉你一些事情，女孩的一些事情

她习惯让她的老公走在她的左边，因为她说心脏在左边。
她特别不喜欢男生抽烟喝酒，和他在一起，无论如何要戒掉这两个坏习惯。
她不喜欢你做她不同意的事，更不喜欢有人对她动手动脚。
她不喜欢张扬，所以和她交往要低调。
她不太喜欢淋雨，但是更不喜欢打伞，你要做好当她的伞的准备。
她不喜欢你总是发短信给她，她会烦，但更不喜欢你总是不理她，她会感到寂寞
她不喜欢你送她回家，也不想你知道她的家在哪里。
她不喜欢照相，也讨厌被偷拍。
她不喜欢你看她的手机，但是你一定要把自己的手机给她检查。
在她认识的人面前，要尽量给她面子，让着她。
如果想对她动手动脚，只能在只有你们两个人的地方。
如果你真的爱她，要用行动证明给她看，不要承诺。
你对她的爱她都会看在眼里，不用你去和她说。
一定要把自己以前爱过的人全部忘掉，心里只有她一个，不然她会吃醋。 最后，如果你对她是真心的，好好爱她，连我的份一起爱她。”
女孩的新老公同意了，说他会好好爱她。

女孩还是偷听到了，其实女孩也有些放不下男孩，女孩说要和男孩和好，男孩唯一的一次拒绝了女孩，最后，男孩给女孩的新老公跪下了，拜托他要好好爱女孩。女孩哭了，想拉住男孩。

男孩说，我只向你幸福，不希望你的记忆里还有我，我的诺言我会实现。 男孩冲向马路，与一辆飞驰的汽车相撞了...女孩抱着奄奄一息的男孩，说“你为什么要这么做？”男孩说：“为了让你忘记我，我可以从这个世界上消失，这也算为你去死了吧？呵呵”... 所以不要不相信男孩说的看似谎话的诺言，因为，一个负责任的男孩，真的会让它实现...

（我不想说这是不是一个真实的故事，但我只祝福所有的情侣，珍惜吧~~~）

sumone said my chinese doesnt gud. Lolx. I cn tel u , My chinese is suck ! .
Anyway, I'm china. I should keep my mother language in standard. So nw, I keep on reading chinese although it was so lame compare to english . lolx...

Pasar malam

I went to pasat malam jz nw. It quite noisy n crowded thr . I went thr with my sis by motor. Lolx.. quite dangerous. Bt, I had been long time din pass my life like this. Anyhow, I likes this. Thr was happened many stuff tat let me upset for a while .But,tat was nt worth for upset for those useless person. I gt my frens , Bt, tat big faces does let me broke my calmness. I was mad when I saw her being with sumone . Tat ugly big faces.. Eat shit bah!
whee~

I was so rude bt I think Kelly was laughing now. U noe wat I thining abt , rite? I wore so casual go thr. I was so bored bcz I jz follow my sis go here n go thr.. Like a maid. WTH!

When I walked along on the road, An uncle , who is malay , 40 or 50 years old , who collide me at my bek . N I feel I gt his hand was touching my bottom. After this, he said "sorry arh" den he flee away. Fuck! WTH he did! It was freaking me out the moment.I cnt respond at once so I was freeze . AFTER fews second, I shouted to my sis, "yer~ he bok mong!" Xin Yin "huh ?" .." Ya larh ! diu ! bok mong! ngo ooi hui lao kui! " When I gonna approach him ,I jz rmb I dun noe how to speak malay. Especially argue with those stupid fucker !

I jz let it b.. nvm .. it's ok for me. I keep on scolding the guy with foul language. Hey , he was trepassed me , N wat the fucking appology ! K, If tat time I was damn down mood, I think I wil go his bek n kick him until he die! Luckily I din .

I wish I gt a bf beside me n protect me . I hope he cn help me when I gt trepass like wat I gt jz nw. Bt, noone help one. I jz cn face it myself. So, I'm alone. I'm alone.

Jogging

So, how to start my 1st jogging experience.K, I went out last nite with someone abt 2 +. Lolx.. I'm quite crazy recently. Anyhow, it is used to b . When I get bek , I was surfing on the wed n did sum revision til 6am. The next day , everyone was in their lovely bed bt I stil feel very high. Lolx.. So, I decide to have a morning jogging. I change the suit. tee n pans n my branded-shoe. I put on my head-set , Let's go jogging !

I warm up in house n KC text me. Idk wat he was doing , I jz replied him as soon as I can. After I gt out frm house, SUmone called me. It was totally freaking me out ! " Hello, morning.." I said.. "wake up jor mei ?" he asked me.. Actually, I 'm nt slp yet, how cum wake up ? " orh ... me jogging now.."... " can I join?" " sure u can .." " k.. meet u thr.. "
Hang up ~
So, I had been wait him for abt 10 mins. wow~ when he was shown up , I was shock! WTH he wear larh.. The Red-tee n jeans ... whee.. Isnt he cum for kou lui ?any way ,.. thr jz gt auntie uncle thr .. goddamn...

Den, we started jogging . Follow the path prepared bt goverment. Lolx.. Wat a fresh air! I love iut very much ! We chit chat by jogging. We talked bek a lot of stuff tat spirited us up . yea ...we jogged abt 1 n half hour den we went for a breakfast.

we din ordered food instead of a cup of tea. Tat milo was.. omg~ so sweet at all. We chat again .. Lolx.. we shared many thing . We keep talking talking talking n nver feel tired. I think 10.30 , I was out of energy n he seem like exhasuted. So, we bek home for take rest.

I quite love this kind of life. I gonna b held a healty life. I wil slp at 10 wake up n 6 den jogging, den slping . Wake up n brunch with fren . Lolx.. quite gud ...

Love formulae ....

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聽聽他們怎么說愛情

We alw talking abt love. Let's heard wat they talking abt love.

莎士比亚说: 再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过 。

几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你, 当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步, 我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过. 我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

安妮宝贝说:当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。她只是寂寞。

遇见平凡说: 缘分像一本书。翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

张小娴说: 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

亦舒说: 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

雪小禅说:我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

梓色心晴说: 男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了~ 女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

玄漪说: 能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

张爱玲说:爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你、我恨你，便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

.饶雪漫说: 这个世界欺骗了我，我必须给与还击，我不会放掉任何一丁点儿属于我的幸福，哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱，我也在所不惜

郭敖说: 每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

三毛说: 某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

张小娴说:如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

张爱玲说: 因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容!

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐　惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩 发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知 道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通 都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的 泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣

我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然 间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!男孩子,你们听见了吗?


When we gals were fall in love to sum1 guy . We do watever for the guy , no matter wat we sacrified or lost, n we were no regret at all. Though , Isn't guy should do sumthing bek to us ? Learn to love, respect , concern abt us ,.Yet , let us have a truthly smiling for u guy .....
Guys... did u heard it ?

Dine with family

Today ,I dine with family in Wen Ji . We went Dong Hui 1st, bt Idk what the prob my dad wanna chage to wenji. Hmm, We reached thr n I odered the dishes.Lolz.. I jz order the food I favourate to , n the end... The dishes was cnt finish. Lolx...

After this , we went to pasar malam. I meet frens thr. I bought food n sambil makan sambil jalan. Yea, this is the best feeling of walk pasar malam ! Lolx.. Thr was crowed . I keep on waved my hand n said" hou yi arh~ gou miang arh!" Lolx.. the worst is, my phun no battery at the same time. Argh! WTH!

after this we went Dong Gu Ting. I drank ABC , taste gud. N my sis was blaming my mum thr. She wanna so Sidewalk for eat ice-cream. At the end, We went to MCD. Lolx.. nice ! i was long time din have been thr.
we reach home abt .... 12 like tat/... n I blogging lurh ~ lolx...

I was going to low weight. Mention .. low weight , nt keep fit! ... I was 51KG nw.. Lol. impossible A person cn fat 5 KG without couple weeks. I was so down n keep eating.. Lolx.. Nvm .. I'm going to lowed it now.. lolx~ Corn-flakes~ U r my meal forever~ .....

I was outed a a whole afternoon

I was outed for a whole afternoon . I have my brunch with kelly n her nephew. Wow~ wat a wonderful brunch I had.So, When she shown up , she bought togather her nephew, xuan. He was a cute kid! Yarh .. I keep on ply with him with my other fren. lolx.. I ask him , kiss me.. then he kiss me.. I asked him,"call me leng lui" ,, " lui lui" he said.. .."sayang me" ,,, he go touch my hair... lolx.. wat a cute kid! I likes him !

he was so ecixted when face in front of the camera. Of cz, this was his smile look , I think laugh is more suitable to use. Anyhow, it's ok. the more important thing is.. have fun ~

our photo taked by kelly.. Lolx...

Fighting =='

who's tat??

kelly lorh ...

I reached home abt 5 sumthing. Anyway , I met my old frens tdy. Bing lorh .Lolx..I found out tat, I really damn 'fei' in front of her. Mayb I likes conversate like tat with her. Lolx.. Bt, I will b keep more shi wen geh larh .. haha... Sor po.. long time din out with u .. Hope cn out more ...

Kelly, wow~ tdy ..ur nephew really make the situation up. I likes him .. N I promised u ! I wont put aeroplane this thrusday . K?

Video call with Ansen Lee

It was a special nite, Boon Yong gt on9 n we start video call . Lol, chat with him really gt a lot of fun . lolx..As usual , I laughed bcz of his joke. He is humour n funny guy. lolx, bt, It was totally different compare to his real guy. Lolx.. so, we spend most of the time on taking photo. Haha,.his idea was too gud ! N, I'm sad gor cnt upload the most cute photo bcz cnt gt his permission. lolx.. Boon yong, I wanna tell u, urs sot sot pic really so cute!!! n I wanna tell u ..
U so cool , man !



This is the starting one , we start use out normal look to face camera. Lolx.. tat is my Husband. Mr.XM

He is starting to abnormal n I accompy him too.. Lolx.. I'm very crazy ! I wanna find my Hak Qiu , Bt, I was fail. I tot I cn ply with him , two dian dian dei .. hahah.....

I asked him do this post bt he din too .. T.T ... nvm .. I do alone...


He gone to take his towel .. Lolx.. yellow colour

Do u guys c tat.. How dian were us ?One wear hat ,the others wear mask. Hey ! wat time was now ? Midnite larh wey ~

Anyhow, he was brough a loT OFfun for me . Gal like me , so lame.. I cnt imagine gt a guy who cn accompany me crazy in such lame midnite. Lolx.. nt bad...

N,boon yong, I think we better seldom hang out. U noe y ??.....

BCZ... ppl wil said qi qi ngoi ngoi , choi mai yi toi

lolx.. Kidding ...

lolx. u guy wanna go camp soon ,

so.. hmm....

kou lui yarh ... lolx...

Meet u in chrismas...