I'm sry to jia hui

Jia Hui , the guy who most love me in this world !

Sry , I did told u tat thing , The prob btw us . Tat is I stil love ken .

Yea, I STIL LOVE him. But, he did let me cried many times. I found tat, I'm exactly nt suitable to him although I lov him. we r damn different type . We r just two person who love each other very much BEFORE . But nw, I shall do a best choice for us. 3 person .. Nope , mayb is 4 person ! Me , jia hui , ken n ken's nw gf.

Yarh, I choose to leave him bt I find him bek too. Many times, Bcz I cnt leave him. bCZ i'M thinking he stil the ken ! The lovely ken ,Bt, many ppl told me he has change. no longer he is the ken ! Ok ?

He is cheap guy! Hw cheap on him, I wont tel here. He is bad guy! I should leave him. Yea!! Ken, u r the guy I most love in this world. Ur position even higher than Chee kin . But, Nw is getting to update !

I love ken ! I love u ! I jz can told u here! I did spend many time on u ! Bt, Y u gv me ? Ok, Everything worst must hav a reason. The reason is a unknown bt the equation is X+Y = worst. X is u ,Y is me. Both of us gt responsible too.

I miss u ! I did ! n I hope to hear ur voice alw! Bt, ur place has been replace . I wont miss u anymore. Eveytime I mis u ,I wil tel myself. I love jia hui !!

Jia hui.. I'm sry to u . I should nt b tel u tat thing bt i did . Sry to make u sad. I'm damn regret bt it is gud to us. At least u noe wat is happening.Jia hui, I should b attention to u ..

Zhi YING,I noe u stil hope u wil gt a right bek chance from ken ! Stupid !! U noe how cheap of u !! Chong Ji YIEN !! break up once den never ever bek !! This is the advice from me !! Zhi Ying ,later chat with jia hui den straighty go bed ! Dun try to find ken !! Tat guy is doesnt worth ur tears n ur time .

Zhi YING.. he wont find u. he doesnt lov u. n mayb he gt another gal. U should think urself. U must hav a prepration tmr. He wil nt b with u . Bt, U cnt love ken anoymore!! cnt love!!

U love jia hui !! Jia hui is ur dream man !! He is ur beloved.. I love jiahui..

I should forget ken ..



Ps: Zhi Ying , pls do gud to urself. ken is memory , jia hui is ur future..

I love jia hui .. I should think it..

Jia Hui

This post is relavant to a guy. He is cheong jia hui . 17 years old from poi lam high skul .

I love him very much , bt, seem like sumthing getting wrong with him .

He is a damn sayang me guy.. I wil use my life to love him ..

Although we never meet b4, bt, I beleive

we wil hav a gud meet .. rite jia hui .. ??

7th spetember 2009 , the day we amit , we r interesting to each others

lolx..

9th september 2009 ..

I saw his offline msg. Hmm.. sweet ..~~ 090909 ... I wil appreaciate I hav a such gud bf

When sumbody love me, everything wil b beautiful ..

Lov.. u ..

,,, No title

This afternoon, While I was walking to the skul gate from classroom. The feeling came again .
OMG~
i gt jIAHUI .. he is damn love me n me too. But, Y I wil felt stupid lonely feel ?

Radiculous ... I saw he stared at me , Lots times .

' You'll get over it...' I told myself .

We begin to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. .. But, Y I saw a perfect person getting worst time by time ?

yes.. I love Jia hui . Bt, I'm cnt let go ken .

Do I greedy ? I think so ..

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you .
I suggest the break up idea n u accept. I do really cnt stand of u anymore.
But,Y I wil such stupid to phun u jz nw ?
Tat has a dIfference to chat with u n jia hui .
Y i cnt get rid of u !?? Y ?

Missing is a terrible stuff ! I had been experienced last time. It is gud to leave u , It is gud to hurt myself. As I use a knife n suck it to my heart .then, I heal it myself. It is bledding all the time.

I should forget him even I cnt. Time is a best medicine . Dun push too hard .

Jia hui..a guy I alw thinking of . The double cheong.. the stuff we chat .. the funny we share. I never forget i hav a guy lov me very much .

Memories wil save in our heart til we leave this world ..

09 sEp 2009 , AtTeDiNg a dEaD

Plz pay attention to my eye ...

Damn swell !!

Oh my god !!!

this nt cause by crying..

is.. non slping ...

Mixed cuision

I'm going to buy a lot of eye mask n facial mask . I din slp well many days.Everyday on9 til so late. Oh my god... I think when he saw me , he wil shock n flee away ... Lolx..

Estee lauder, ZA,SASA, ... n any others else brand u can introduce to me ??

for the eye mask ? ... I'm need it!!

Hmmm ..shock

SAraNGhEYo says:


remmbr tat i say i felt intrstin on a girl?? acualy she is u.. i duno y.. but..i noe i no hope coz u ardy ppl who intrestin but if i dont tell
sei lo
y i pred tre jor de
OMG


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm
shock


SAraNGhEYo says:
me oso shock
i aciddenly press ENTER
omg





Shock !! When he told me !! oh my god ~~

after he told me ... the gal who he is interesting ,,,

SAraNGhEYo says:
a hope to chase u lo
but i reali duno hw to chase

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
chase = ?
wat is chase ?

SAraNGhEYo says:
yer...

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
jz ply u only..
lolx
hmm...
doing wat?
eird ques....

SAraNGhEYo says:
tis time

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
weird ques**

SAraNGhEYo says:
i reali fall luv jor

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm....
so ?

SAraNGhEYo says:
ierali long time didnt tis kinf of fell
i reali*
sry oo

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
apology for wat ?

SAraNGhEYo says:
coz
i didnt tel u lo

Lolx.. finally... we chat long time...

love letter

hmm ... A love letter. ..

妳現在應該睡了吧，已經好久沒見面了，

最近過的如何呢？！是不是一切都好呢！

不論妳在何時何地，記得打通電話給我！

也好順便讓我知道，妳真的一切都順心！

對於所有妳的消息，我真的都非常關心！

我只是想知道幸福，是否已經降臨於妳！

真的不知道怎麼做，妳才會真正的開心！

妳的笑對我很重要！只是我從沒查覺到！

也許這是現世報吧！我以前對妳不夠好！

一直到現在才發現！妳對我真的很重要！

我一直都還在原地！想著有天會再相遇！

從前那些是是非非！已經成了過往雲煙！

我們都要很有勇氣！去面對未來的改變！

縱然沒有愛在身邊！都還是要努力向前！

可我想有妳在身邊！陪我一起哭笑瘋顛！

這樣的話！我才會有勇氣面對一切改變！

~請看每行第5個字

Love..sweet ... When I saw it.. I smile n ... sweet in heart ..

A dead

Have u ever seen a person dying ? Have u ever seen a person's heartbeat slowing down til die ?

I HAVE !

I jz bek from fatimah,it was happened a sad event. I'm wish time can turn bek n we stil hv harmony life with auntie. But, we hav to face truth,She was dead. DEAD ! Bad word ! Out!
Mayb passed away is more suitable to her.

Auntie mei yoke is nice , gud, pretty ,talkful .. etc .. I love her so much . She leave her son suddenly , all of her family cant accept it.

I'm the teens gal who stading thr to witness it . Jz fews hours ago, I stand thr, wearing a tube dress which black n white colour n a black jacket. I stand far awat from wei yip. A guy who was my best fren in my childhood. He was holing his dad's hand n crying silence.

I noe wat feeling was them.But, My sentence cnt help them much. Mayb a hug a enuf to gv him a warm . Bt, I din gv him a hug , I jz put my hand in his back. I told him.. dun think too much.

His mom is leave him. How cum he can accept this event? he is jz a teens with 16 years old. Wei yup, U must 'shang xing' ..as ur aunt shout in front of the door . U wont let ur mom worry , u wil ?

The 1st, I nt dare to in the door . I sked to witness all of the sad evernt n I nt so close to her family. So,I stand outside. But, after 5mins. I went in . It is the last heartbeat of her. 'TU~~~~~~~~~' the mechince was sound lik this. Jz same like the movie.. the relative cry louder later..n me.. stand thr .. dull

When I was saw ths, I was mourn to wei yip family n upset .

We r jz normal person. When our family or fren was falling iil n went to hospital . Doctor wil gv us medicine . DEN, WE HEAL . Bt, if we take the wrong medicine from doctor. we wil fall in serius . too, If we belated to hospotal, we wil die.

y ?? Y we jz cnt handle out life in front of the Death? We jz like a fool who stupid around by doctor. 'injection nid xxx hundred thousand ' ' the fees nid xxx hundred thousand' .. etc .. money money moeny ~~!!! I cnt stand of this !! Stupid doctor ! Return my auntie !

Auntie mei yoke, Ur son wil behave well after U leave them. I noe u r miss ur son ,bt they wil make u pround of them. Rite ? U wil b a angel .. alw surrounding us . U din leave us, jz u move to oths planet to live. U wil b my angel 4ever.

Wei yup, dun cry. Although u r strong in front of me. Bt, I noe u wil getting better. U hav a strong family. Wei yup, my dear fren ... be alrite .. wish u can handle ur life stronger in ur future ..

salted chicken

31/8/09 . MONDA

This is the 1st time I cook the salted chicken.It is tired but happy . I have my cheif. Llox.. They r my uncle n len zai .

We must prepared sumthingb4 we started steamed chicken.

INGREDIENTS : ginger(fined) , salt(fined), salt(cube) n oil .. of cz,, a chicken...

1 we mix the giner n fined salt n oil with chicken , Put aside for fews mins..

2 Fried the cube salt until it hot , (it wil 'jump' when it is enuf hot. )

3 pack the chicken with oil paper (for cooking).Put a plate to escape the chicken sup for escape.

4 Then, put the packed chicken into the hot cube salt for an hour.

5 We cn enjoyed it larh ~~~~~~~

step 1

step 3 & 4

Nice taste ... gud experience ..My favourite food ... salted chicken ...

我知道 Lyris

我知道

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中 其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流

Whenever I heard this song , I wil rmb tat time I was sad alone n cried in my room. Tat lyris is exactly match tat situation. I had never think n expect tat U wil leave me. I never try past a lonely nite .I never experience a lonely nite without u. But, Y I called u ,U din ask my phun ? I knew, Tat time u r fetching oths.Tat time, U forgot zhi ying.

But,we stil love each oths. Both of us noe, love is never stop although we were broke up. N, I was hope tat u stil beside me . I was alw mention my phun , I hope sumday u wil cal me. But, U din.

Yea.. I love this song.. very much .....

你不相信我爱你是你不够专一.

你怀疑我，

是你已经做错事了，

要找藉口为你自己反扑，

如果爱一个人不是为了一生一世，

那不要说自己有多爱一个人，

时间是给我们记载我们走每一段路的回忆，

相信我...不是我不想..

而是我不敢我不敢肯定你能否给我幸福

有就让我们的感情这样的维持下去好吗？

不需任何承诺的维持好吗?

你爱我时间会知道

怎样去熬成一句动人的话

那些过往让它自己燃烧

我爱你时间会知道

我爱你是风吹不走的承诺，因为我已无法自拔。

你爱我是彩虹留下的蝴蝶结，因为幸福一直绑着我