Three letters ... (part 1)

It was autumn. Although still afternoon the journey had been spent peering at slowly moving red lights through clouds of condensing exhaust and the intermittent slip-slip of wipers. Now as she turned off the ignition darkness gathered silently around her. She walked head down, hood up, feeling plastic handles moulding themselves around her fingers, the carrier bag spinning one way then the next as it clipped against her leg. The pavement was thick with the slippery brown mulch of fallen leaves and the smell of bonfires wafted across the common. A thin mist clung around the streetlights producing a shifting yellow gas. Sounds were muffled and movements lethargic. Cars slipped slowly by on a film of dirty water. At her gate she delayed, unwilling to break the stillness with squeaking hinges; not yet teatime and the city was being put to sleep.
The terrace before her hugged the curve of the road tumbling erratically down the hill and into the gloom. Bending around the edges of her vision she was conscious of curtains being swished closed, stone faces bathed by the grey light of televisions, broken roof tiles, satellite dishes, bay windows, the whole higgledy-piggledy collection of guttering and skylights. For a moment her home was a stranger, a simple compartment in this huge connected structure.
She rattled the key into the lock, tilting it to the particular angle that would allow it to catch. She stepped inside, her hand brushing the light switch as she closed the door behind her. The softly lit warmth of the interior walls were a welcome contrast to the dark slimy surfaces of the outside. Two elderly neighbours warmed the house from the sides and soon she would hear the comforting noises of the boiler rousing itself into life.
She kept her mind occupied by these happy details of returning home as she walked along the hall and into the kitchen. She lifted the carrier bag onto the worktop and reached for the kettle. Standing in the centre of the room, still in her anorak, she listened to the sound of the water boil and felt the house adjust itself to her presence. Now she returned at all times of the day she sometimes sensed she had caught it unawares. What ghosts that had been running through rooms were now slipping reluctantly back into walls? While its inhabitants had moved the house stayed still, preserving pockets of time in dusty corners. The blue-tak tears on bedroom walls, a water-colour sun and stick man hiding behind a fitted wardrobe, a dent in a table, a crack in a mirror, were all passing moments etched into the physical world, like voices pressed into vinyl.

My sis

Lol.. Nth cn post , just wanna share wat my sis told me just nw .
It was around 10.30pm , I was watching tv in living room n my younger sis was sat in front of com , waiting the PPS loading drama. Suddenly she told my sis ,

"Jie.. I feel slppy ...I wan slp " said with a lot of pity .
"tired den slp lorh ~ " ...My sis was texting with fren.
"no.... I nt yet finish my homework arh." almost wanna cry out.

My sis keep laughing n tel me. I went to tease her.
"huuh?? stil dun go slp ? wat time is nw ?"
"jie..I nt yet finish homework..."
"orh!! u die lerh!!! warh~ it stil has 2 exercise u had to do tonite.hahahah"
she din reply me anything , just concentrate on her homework.

den I go awake my mom , Tell my mom all abt this.
Finally . I heard a shout

"Wei Wei~ No finish No in !!! "

Lolx... so nw ... my sis... sobbing.
pity ..
Lolx

rocks

你电话不见了以后

我拿起电话寻找通讯录找了很久

但找不到一个可以聊心事的朋友

是 根本没有

够可悲

竟然有这样的下场

哈哈 通讯录里的都只是淡淡之交

Copied by my fren ,

My dear best fren . Kelly's blog

Yea, since my phun lost , we had long time din chat in phun .

I love the most crazy time tat we spend last year ,

We chatted start frm 11 sumthing til 4 sumthing .

wth ~ gal~

Bt tat was really a lot of topics tat we cn share with each oterhs.

Everytime I pissed off or high ,

I muz miss call u n hope cn tel everything to u.

tat is wat we called ------- Best fren

Clouds cover my sky ,

I just hope it cn rain .

N I saw my sunny day again.

it was so stressful to go to everyday ,

I hate the skul system !

Y the stupid teacher asked me go here walk thr,

N.. in the last is ..

wait wait wait.. for long time.

Hey ,I form 5 this year!

I should concentrate on my study ,

listen to my teacher

bt nt waiting u this "man man deng".

Just for taking a paper,

wat so important!?

Anyway , I should go for her tmr.

really nt unwilling to saw her face tmr .

disgust...

sigh for .....*helpless

Hey frenm np for ur helpless,

Just let me noe tat,

no matter wat, u alw b my side,

smile for me,

sad for my cry ...

it's much than enuf .

N abt u ..

Dun think so much

N me..stand by for u all the time.

Wat the suck skul I studying nw!?

alw do sumthing useless...

just a paper..

for the problem for SPPT

wan wait this wait tat ...

purpose for wat ?

*teaching student should wait teacher n neglect study*

yea... nice lesson..

I muz leave !

I wont study form6 inthis suck skul!

wont!!!!!

Stressful...

I feel stressful .. pretty much .

N, thx for boon yong.

for the comfortable .

I just dun noe y ..

everytime I feel moody or stressful,

I wish I cn chat with him..

he is a damn cool man .

n he cn teache me a lot .

thank my dear ji mui.. Lolx...

I noe wat should I do the next .

being mature in all time

Clouds wil gone soon ..

Rejoice wil reach thr when U find the reson of hapiness .

Laugh for life~

Rocks !

single rocks!

Y u wanna break a perfectly gud heart

On phun with sumone just now .
n wth he talking now !!!
damn !

I just learn sumthing tdy,
typing foul language just wil make urself cheaper.
Let sumone just look down at u , totally agree wat my teacher said.
She was so fabulous , tat let me freak out at once.
Anyway , it isnt the point. Point is ... heartbroken .

Since we had a special relationship last time ,
U were went in my heart , thr alw hv a speacial places for u
Bt, u just let me heartbroken many times ,
N wat I do is just keep on forgive abt wat u did .

Ur sentense was totally hurt me so much..
I call for telling the truth to u ,
I treat u as my fren ...
bt hw u treat me nw ?
U just break sumone's heart without any realizetion.

U alw do tat, U just let me dissapoint to u everytimes.
Wat u did now!!
omfg!
The other half I only trying to
is just hope I cn help u ..
Bt it seem like u doesnt nid this ,
sry for disturbing .
I cn sure tat , I wont do tat freaking fool stuff anymore !
U piss me off now!

Step in to 2010, the 1st week had ended n start of the 2nd ,
It was happened a lot of thing tat we cant stopped.
It cant make a sense for me ,
For those , who look me as a "VIP " in their heart,
Sry for the dissapoitment ,
I din pay any attention on my study instead of entertainment.
totally suck !

sry abt tat ... I'm really sry abt tat..
Nw,I do really noe wat my fault .
hey my dears fren ,
I should tel u tat,
no matter who tel u tat gossip ,
U should cnt believe it 100 % ,
as wat we said .. " eye for judge "
nt "hear" for judge ...
Rite ?

b smart .... when U angry ,
think twice ..
sumtimes, u just angry for sum nonense "missunderstand"
n when u noe tat ,U r angrying abt "missunderstand" ,
u just feel very radiculous n wil find a hole for hide up .
tat is wat I feeling now ..
I so sry to her...I told my fren ,
I felt so sry ... tat is the word tat I cn describe .
omg~ I cnt imagine, the end of the story is ... "missunderstood"
OMG~
damn ... darn lame ...
I so stupid n fool .. Wat I did is judge without any checking.

Haiz.....

Random

I called my honey this afternoon. N we do chat a really long time. fews hours ..I guess

Anyhow, I just heard how my honey keep talking bad words n I keep silence .

Honey, I noe u angry ... Calm down ok ~~ n thank for listen .

ur sentense do really let me think certainly , I should... hmmm.

so ... Baby !!! I love u

Anxiety may berelieved by talking to a fren. Thanks my honey ....

N .........


"what la. u don deny u cheater la.admit it.if u didnt phone him. me surely win geh.*arhm* nvm. u girl. let u win ba. bei min dai sou. "

tat is wat Sam said ... Omg~ wth ...
I'm nt cheater larh ...
I'm the winner ..it is cnt denied n u cn go ask kar chuan ...
Although kar chuan is my side ... =='
N...he called me dai sou again ...
Leong kar chuan ..I wanna kill u ....
tmr I gonna go samtet ...with boom ...
Lolx...
Funny lerh~

btw ....

tat bryan Ding.. dun noe speak wat with me...
"koniciwa..wAT Ta she zhiying "
"hik... wa ta shi wa...ding deska"

two ppl chat with japanese... =='

*sweat*

" your hu hu hu bday today wo"

" wat larh~ huhuhu worh~ ==' "

Lolx... Bryan ..u do really "very funny "
I gonna tell kelly abt this...zha me alw
UFO is UFO
ask kelly take revenge for me ..Lolx..

*winner here*

Lolx....

tired too ~~~
I gonna take a rest bt I just woke up
Piggie*

For Karchuan

" Gotta get get ~ gotta get get "

Karchuan.. I singing n dancing larh ... Lolx...

"boom boom pow"

Hey guy , Seem my post really useful huh ?
U gt aruba tdy.. 6 ppls.. Omg~ I must laugh til roll on the floor when I saw tat video...

*expecting*

How r u now ..? " everything " gotta b alrite ?
[wipes nose]

Haiz..Guess u in parade or samtet's hall nw ... Watever ..
idk ...moody ... Y samtet alw gt a lot of function !?

Karchuan, I nt wanna make u down in ur bday . Tat is , it was happened a lot of thing today . No matter today or last midnite , it was totally let me feel annoying
all of this was Too stress for me ...

Suddenly miss man tou ............so much .............
nid him kidding n let me laugh ....

Suddenly miss Boonyong ........freaking much
Hey ..leng zai captain . Whr r u nw ?
I means, tat "fei fei dei" boon yong..
U din joke to me fews day dy ~ I so miss u ~
nid u really make me laugh like hell ...

Argh ~~~ so annoying now~
*Damn*
Just hope I cn go barroom n forget abt all of this!!!
Barroom !! I'm cuming soon

Apology

I just discovered tat, sumthing I missunderstood long time. N tdy, I finally noe the truth.
Omg~ anyway, Tdy had happened a lot of thing tat I was uncoinvenient tel here .
n, I was Totally feel sry to her who I slander last time.
Wen Ying..sry abt tat ...
wat cn I say ...sry for my foolness ....

Karchuan bday's event

Nw r kar chuan's birthday .
Just nw, I think abt 11 or sumthing. We chat in fb n His fren , Sam , he said he wil b the 1st one who sms karchuan. Lolx..den I said..impossible. bt , Sam I'm sry for telling ...I'm the 1st one. Lolx.. hahahahahhahahahahha

when the clock turns 11.58, I called kar chuan. lolx.. [cheat] Lolx.. hahah hmm ..calling him for countdown his bday. Dun noe y, I wil feel nervous n happiness with him. Just like, I'm the one bday. Lolx..it is ok... He is with me alw ....lOLX..

Lolx... I so happy for u !!!! Karchuan !! Lolx ... "5 4 3 2 1 ... happy birthday ! " .... Tat is wat I told u . nice.. very nice.. N after I hang up the phun, I just very happy n keep laughing . I told my fren "I very happy now.. I dun noe y I so happy nw" ...lolx..

Karchuan.. Birthday is the most important day for a person. Bcz of tat day, thr the person r n the person to be. Enjoy ur birthday ...

Btw, Boon yong this sui zai told me tat.. U muz bek to skul tmr, if nt, all the absenter wil b report to teacher. He is blue's house captain, ..no choice larh ~~ lolx.bek skul n hang out at parade after it dismiss.. Lolx..

Karchuan !!! Happy birthday ..muackz muackz ..(present lai geh) ..lolx..birthday kiss arh~ haha
[joke]

hmm..feeling like wanna make a cake for u .bt..Just "feeling" ..Lolx..sry abt tat...

N..I'm the winner !! rite?? although I cheated... I stil the winner..

Hahaha [laugh with devil sound]

Happy birthday to sor lou

Hey .. today is Karchaun birthday ...

hmm...call him at 12.00 am ...11th jan of 2010.

Lolx...

today is his bday worh ...

muz wan bless him myself..

Hm..karchuan..

17dy orh ...

grew dy owrh ~

muz take care urself..

dun alw moody lorh ...

I dun noe wat u unhappy for..

bt..nvm ...

I cn cheer u up..(maybe)

Lolx...

wheee~~~~

sor lou

Singing:

Happy birthday to u

Happy birthday to u

Happy birthday to sor lou ~~~

Haorry birthday to u

wish u more hansum ..

more smart

more gud in handball

n....

wish u all the best

Troy

Troy , the question u asked me tdy was isnt really freak me out .
Instead , I just think .. " sumthing should cum sumday"
U ask me ... do u gt a chance ?
I din reply .. n u ..said.. U noe it dy ...
It's really sry abt tat...
I really cnt ... start anything with u... sry abt tat..
Troy, I noe u r gud boy..
U r a similiar place with me.. tat is.. both of us like 2g2 barroom..
Hmm.. bt.. The most bad is.. I just treat u as my bro.. younger bro ..didi..
sry for tat "didi" ...
Bt..I just hope u dun mind...
sry for the rejection ..sry ...

*frenship forever *