Not a good day

I just went out with my fren for chat.Me , weng yee n my gog gog. I think my gog gog is a very gud gog gog..He fetch me go thr n sit down thr silencely.. He just sitted down n clicking his phun for sms. Weng yee n me were chatting abt out thing. Just sum very normal thing. Lolx. ...

2 hours.. We spend out time at the restaurant two hours. My gog gog , he is sit down thr for 2 hours n waitnig i finish my talk. I cn felt he is boring . But, he is my beloved gog gog ... I think. he wil wait me for without any reason... In the end, He paid for us. Lolx... thx gog gog...

I had spend my time with him after this in front of my house. He told me abt his family n his trouble. I saw his face is sad .. Gog gog. u said u din gt ppl sayang.. ur mei mei sayang u forever... really ...

The 2nd event is , jia hui gt sum trouble with his fren. He told me abt ... he cnt join the performance bcz sum missunderstood , but, it wil b pass , Life is changing from time to time. They wil noe wat their misstake at last. Just wait for the time pass.. It wil b fine ...

The 3rd event is Kelly . Kely has found her beloved. Jian is her beloved bt he is nt a gud guy. I means , he is ply boy. He find me everyday in msn n ask me for wedcam .But, I had reject it la... Jz... hope kelly cn overcum all of this.. dun b too sad n hurt..
Watevver thing u also cn discuss with me. I wil b the audience for u 4ever. I sry for the belated telling truth .. sry ..
frenship forever ..

All I want

我只想要 (All I Want)

怎麼說忘就忘記 這甜蜜的過去 被思念包著厚厚的糖衣
How can you forget so easily... this sweet past... has been bundled up by remembrance in a thick coat of sugar
不想再為了你傷心 這最冷的夏季 慢慢地 慢慢結成冰
Don't want to hurt because of you... this coldest summer season... slowly... slowly froze into ice

Refrain:

承諾變悲哀 悲哀因我被愛 悲哀是你因為你不在
Pledge changed to sorrow... sorrow because I was loved... sorrow is you, because you're not here我好想抱著你訴苦 卻顯得好無助 無助的讓人想痛哭
I want so much to embrace you and complain to you... but I feel so helpless... so helpless that I want to sob in pain
我只想要 和你在一起 朝著幸福走去 像戀人般的簡單甜蜜
All I want... is to be with you... to walk in the path of bliss... simply and sweetly like lovers
我只想要 和你不分離 怎麼輕易放棄 說你忘記
All I want is to not be apart from you... how easily you've given up, and said you've
forgotten

Hey... hey... ah... ahh

我想這一定是報應 都怪我太貪心 才讓你頭也不回的離去
I think this must be retribution... the blame is on me for being too greedy, causing you to leave without looking back
黃色絲巾是想念 在樹上被風吹
The yellow scarf is in remembrance... on the tree, blown by the wind
孤單的 孤單一個人無法沉睡
Lonely... lonely by myself, unable to fall asleep

[Repeat Refrain]

愛情怎麼會讓每顆心都碎 我不再相信你 卻又慢慢想起你
Why does love break every heart... I don't believe you anymore, yet slowly I remember you
我只想要 和你在一起
All I want... is to be with you... You are my baby, my darling... ohhh
我只想要 和你不分離
All I want is to not be apart from you... Be with you

Man tou 's joke

Louis says:
we r human
not only our lover is the important
our fren and family is the most important

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
yaya...

Louis says:
u know y ?

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm...
yes...
u r rite
..
bt
i dun noe
..
y ?

Louis says:
u know y i say this?

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
no.. y ?
tel me...k?

Louis says:
ur hp is 016?

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
no ..
012
dun sms me la
very expensive...
..

Louis says:
i tell u ....

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
ok....

Louis says:
because DIGI 016 hav friend and family package

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
cheh!
cheh ...
zha dou ...

Louis says:
DIGI tell us friend and family is important

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm..
Mr'digi ...
hi ..
Mr.digi

Louis says:
DIGI give us dicount
bt some people put her lover hp no. at there

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm.... den

Louis says:
so friend ...pls turn ur 012 to 016 now

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
cheh~

Louis says:
fast oo!!
if u wan change pls call 0162211880..
ts is DIGI NUM.

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hahah
..
nice joke
..
me laugh jor
...
haha

Louis says:
good night

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
gud nite
..

Louis says:
me wan sleep

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
k...sweet dream

Louis says:
don 4get call 0162211880 ...

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
btw..thx you man tou

Louis says:
DIGI always is ur smart choice..

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
haha
yea~
go bed la~

A funny guy, man tou .One of the best fren of me. He is humour alw n he alw make me laugh .. I sat with him in form 2. Tat time, I think it is the most happy time of my study period. We alw gossip , chat n share stuff with each other.. He is best fren, I love him !! But, jz the sibling .. Sibling relationship....

Hmm... I lv his joke .He alw 'simply' talk n he can make ppl laugh out. Lolx.. Thx god.. Thx for giving me a such funny fren... lolx...

Hope frenship forever .... me n man tou

XXX... LISTEN ... I gotta my own my way

hey .. listen


I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
somehow the plan Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me You'll be ok...
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisWorld someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up And I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've Gotta do what's best for me You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisWorld someday
But at least for now I gotta go my own away


Troy What about us? What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella What about trust?

Troy You know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella And what about me?

Troy What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy I'll miss you

Gabriella SoI've got to move on and be who I am

Troy Why do you have to go?

Gabriella I just don't belong hereI hope you understand

Troy: Gabriella We might find our place in thisWorld someday But at least for now

Troy I want you to stay

Gabriella I gotta go my own wayI've got to move on and be who I am

TroyWhat about us?

Gabriella I just don't belong hereI hope you understand

Troy I'll try to understand

Gabriella We might find our place in thisWorld someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

hmm... chatting with boon yong

Zhï ¥ïñg says:
quite nt gud
...
jz nw.. i heard a news
abt
....
hmm...
hmm...
ken is chasing sumone...


·#·&·$#BEBEBE bAвY ☠ saK[[rA miZZ ﾌ eЧ says:
hmmm


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
...
lolx
...
·#·&·$#BEBEBE bAвY ☠ saK[[rA miZZ ﾌ eЧ says:
yao diM ?


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm.. dun noe oorh..jz sudden like
cold water
wash my body
...
very cold

·#·&·$#BEBEBE bAвY ☠ saK[[rA miZZ ﾌ eЧ says:
er
tis


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
haiz..


·#·&·$#BEBEBE bAвY ☠ saK[[rA miZZ ﾌ eЧ says:
Non of ur business ard


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
ya lorh ..
hmm..
u r rite
haha
.......




Yaya ,,, boon yong.. u r rite.. It is non of my business.Yea..I told myself.. I have my life n he too..Of cz it is nt a prob to he have a new gf.. I should nt care it at all.. I just gossip .. lolx



I'm just concern abt my thing .My goal..the pilot.. N.. I dun care he wil regret after he leave me anot .. Tat is really a such noncense for me.. rite? zhiying

...



I'm strong.. yea... of cz... Lolx... Without ken .. zhiying is a new zhiying..



a confidence zhiying~ yea~~keep doing job well.. zhiying...



Tmr, u mayb wil sit with him,, lolx.. nth ,,, it is nth ... cruel.. n treat him as ur fren ..jz a normal fren ...



N,, jia hui .... is ut beloved.... ok ???



yea....



Thx.. boon yong,, ur 'non of ur business' is worth for me...



lolx

I'm bad gal

I'm bad gal .

Yea... Just now , I had a phun talk with jia hui. We shared our life experience to each others.He told me abt his skul . Lolx.. tat is funny. He said he r bad at Tum lui zai .. but, he doesnt noe,his voice can comfort my heart. He doesnt noe , I lv his sound even we r rarely to meet . But, his sound is very similiar to me. Just like, we r old fren .

I'm bad gal. I'm.. definately .. bad gal. I nt gud bcz I .. mayb just let others feel .Lolx.. this is my prob.. Mayb .. lolx..
He told me tat, he is very sayang me bt , other side, I nt at all.. I'm nt very sayang him at all.. Lolx.. How can i said.. lolx.. Yea... I think so .. But, I had done my best ...

sigh .....

Jia hui , I had do my best to called u in my time. I had do my best to on9 every nite even I'm facing my exam .I had done with my best . But , U told me tat I'm nt sayang u very much ,,, lolx.. I heard it.. I just.. speechless...

Speechless... I noe .. I'm nt gud gal now.. I realise now.. I dun noe b4 .. lolx.. Mayb it is my style .. Bad style ..

Nt very pleasure to hear it ...

Just fews hours ago, I found tat the memorize btw me n ken .Lolx.. I cried jor leh ~~~ T.T

Cry is nt for stil loving him .. tat is .. I just mourm for the dead love. Lolx.. Ihad putted down u eventually...

Haiz....

Bad gal~~ ....

Happy or sad.. ur choice

生命可以让你有１００个哭的理由，

但也可以让你有１０００个笑的理由，

不应该属于你的烦恼，就不要去想..

快乐其实很简单，

哭或笑，都由你选择...

Life can let u have 100 reason for sad

Life can also let u have 1000 reason for smile

The trouble which nt belong to u ,dun think it

Happy life is simple actually,

Smile or cry , ur choice ...

I dun noe wat is going on ??

Hey ..
I really dun noe wat is going on ??
He suddenly off .. n ..
haiz..
I really dun noe wat is happening ..

OMG~~

Jia hui is angry this time ..
I jz chat with fren ..n i knew it is late ..
But.. haiz..
I jz manage my blog ..
Tat's all .. nth more ...

Oh my god~~

I'm getting fat

OMG~~

It is sad for happening!!
I'm getting fat!! OMG~~
U noe..
I'm 50KG now~~ oh my god~~
I cnt imagine how fat am i!!
Oh my god!!
It is a nightmare for me!!
It is terrible !!
@@

I cnt let myself fat bek ! I wont!!
I wont!! OH my god!!
Y I taked the supper ??

I should on diet now!!
50 TO 43 kg ~
I wil !! ....

I wil ... 43 Kg.. my goal !
going to achieve it ...

Sep 27 .. nt a mood

Nt a mood today .
I feel tiredless . I dun noe this is cause by physical or mental. I have no idea!
I sked to go to skul bcz o have to meet him. Haiz.. U noe,haiz.. the past thing I dun wanna think anymore.

I chatted with my aunt who is back from singapora n she is rich jz now . I told her tat i wanna b a pilot.She agreed n we start to discuss abt it. She promise me she wil help me to gt the scholarship in singapora one .But,the 1st thing is ..I must get straight A's in SPM .

FULLED A's ??? Can I gt it ? The 1st time I think abt my future with seriusly .My aunt do gv me a lot of pressure .I promise her, I wil do m best !

OK!! If.. luckily, I really gt the scholarship from singapora one , den , wat wil b my future ? My aunt said , they wil send me to US for taking couse . I forgot wat the hell of the university name , bt .. it is seem like very fabulous. I can do it ??Yea!! I can do it..

The 1st thing I worry abt is Jia hui . He told me he dun wan bek to us n he wanna stay at malaysia. OMG~~ yea~~..Malaysia.. So, how is our future? izit.. I'm US n . he is in m'sia..

I dun noe .. Jz nt a mood .. moody...

Now, I wont gv a damn to them.I means ken n his fren . I'm serius. I jz treat everyone as my normal fren n I wont tel anymore my secret anymore in my skul execpt Yan . she is my sister ...

Mayb this wil protect me from gtting hurt . I should nt think too much. I made a lot of nighmares recently.I dream him everyday, tat hurt feel occurs everynite in my dream.I sked ,fear ... Omg..tat is nt the way ...

No ... it is nt !! I'm nt love him. No.. this type of stupid ,useless question ! I WONT THINK !!! FUck it off ! GET AWAY FROM MY MIND! U DID TROUBLE ME!! OMG~

Anyway,the most important thing is study n study n study .

Pilot!! YEA~~ pilot ... I'm coming now..

The others...I wont think n I wont waste my time on it...

Keep doing job better!! Working hard !! yea..
I feel my life energy agian...