Fren for life

kElly yew - yan ..... (dA JIE)

dA JIE .. i'M SRY . I dissappointed u many times.I have no idea abt the apology n I dun noe how to said sry in front of u . I madded u ,, sry ...

Kelly , I think many of my fren also noe who is her. A cute gal lorh .. Called kelly. Although she doesnt likes this name, bt , kely is suitable to u . really. I promise,. i didnt lie to u ...

Kelly,u teach me many thing. Such as, how to face love , how to cruel . N .. u b with me whenever i fel sad , happy , angry n also excited. Lolx..U r important for me.

Dajie, I treat u as my sister.Our relationship nt normal as best fren. no.. u r my da jie.. really da jie..

I love u ...

Lolx.. it is too ... 'freeze' ...

Kelly , u told me nt going to find ken anymore. Forget this guy . N u scoled me , Y i stil wanna find him.. u said u wanna beat me bcz i 'm too fool n stupid!! Tat time msn .. I never forget how angry n sad r u .. n also the dissapoint..

Kelly, sry .. pls.. forgive my foolness..I promise u , I wil let u c i smile n laugh.I wont let u c I cry .. U said.. u dun wan c i cry anymore.. .. i NOE..

sRY .. I wil change.. n I wil let u c i smile.. okie ?

sry for let u worry abt....I wil nt goignt o let u worry abt me agian ..

i wil .. okie.. both of us.. nt sad anymore ..

N u. dun keep ur sadness in heart.Speak it out. ok ?

I wil support u jz like u support me. ... I must...

this world is match. we same class in kindergarden , n now , we same class togather.Many years has past.. we meet togather.. lolx.. it is.. lolx..

Promise me .. we must toward our relatinship to better n better . okie ??

lolx..

N..

we cnt aruge gah ... ok ??

hmm..

best fren forever . Frindship forever.. n.. family forever... okie ??

Lots ques... u cn stand anot ??lolx..

Zhi Yiing n his past tense

A week has past ... I dun noe u gt view my blog anot ..

watever ... It is useless...

I'm poor in express my feeling , improving my gramma ...

I was tt just now n had my breakfast with my fren . Queen ,she told me sumthing abt ken . she knews ken is loving yen ching n yen ching replaces me.. OMG~~

'Tat is nth to me.' I told myself. They seem like really close . I even cnt imagine how close r them.. Wat's wrong with me ? I stil care abt this guy ? HUH ? Am i a stupid ? Yea.. I'm fool !

Think twice . He was a part of my life , but it is past tense for now . I have my future with my new partner. I should nt jz care the 'first love ' .. Although this is hard to forget.

If u jz hold ur hand , u can jz gt little . Otherwise, u open ur hand , u cn receive more.

Yea.. It is rite.

I rmb tat moment tat we went for badmintoon. I asked u get away from me bcz u r smelling. Den , u this naughty boy.. u wripped ur sweats to my clothes,, den u smiled to me.. like a child.. like a kid.. It is ... sweet..

I said louderly.. ' sui yan ~~ yer~~~ hou sui arh ni~~' .... U stil smile like a kid.. Tat face stil shown keep in my mind . Actually , u r cute.. really a sor lou.. Bt it is nt belong to me anymore..

I lay on ur shoulder n call u .. ' lao gong.. u c... sharon's new phun.. u c .. u c.. yer~~ .. ' I start to 'teh ' u ... U answered like a adult. ' ya la ,ya la.. den u ignore me.. ' I keep on disturdb u ' laogon.. yer.. dun c this .. c thr.. aiyer.. ur lao po is pretties in this world rite ? ' ' ya la.. U r.. ' den u kiss my check ... lolx.. U r a adult.. so mature.. I lov it

We plyed badminton. U hitted the ball n it beat on my body . I pretend angry . I said..' heng!! U stand !! dun move!!! ' Den i hit the ball to ur body .. u smile.. I smile.. den u bully me again .. hit the ball to my body again ..den I ' yer~~~ har wo!! ' den i pretend angry again .. U cum beside me n hug me.. Said.. ' aiyo. dun like tat la.. ok . sek fan .. ' lox..u r the best medicine to let me cheer up .. n .. u also the one who can let me die.. u r the most efficient poison for me ..

I realizE u r important for me in ths world.. I wil forget u WITH also those sweet memories..

it is hard to do , though . I 'm trying..

Sry , ken .. thx ken.. I love u , ken ..

Tat song , 'our story is nt end yet' U said u love it. Bcz tat lyris is exactly wat u wanna said to me . I'm listening this song now. I noe hw helpless u r, I should more care abt u tat time .I should gv more warm to u , confidence, time , love , smile.. n nt the stressn pressure tat let u cnt breath . I shouldnt..

I noe how much u love me. Bt, it is past now. I noe. Tat promises, jz let it go , ok ?
ken , if u read this post.. rmb.. U r the best fren of me..
U must happy forever oorh ~~... cnt b sad.. n .. u can beat urself to achieve a flying result !! rite ?
U r smart . i noe.
U cnt give up .. try hard ... Zhi Ying . is alw b here for u ...
Ken, u must happy forever.
If nt, my tears n hurt is wasted .
All of us must happy nw~~ ken .. Thankyou. U let me feel hurt n love..
lolx...
cry is doesnt a deal . the important is ..I learn it. n i must keep it .. !! keep it...

Ken ,the most important special noun of my life. bt, now my life hav a new nouns.. I discover a new noun..Jia hui ..

Jia hui ,

If u love me.. plz dun hurt me...pls.. pls.. pls...

sem like i gt sumthing

Jen is sicked

I hope she is getting well...

I'm sick too

lovesick

lolx..

I'm useless...

many ppl angry abt me..

My head gt prob ,

My mind gt prob

My attitude gt prob..

All of them said I'm stupid

Y i wanna make myself cheap ?

Y stil wanna him ?

This is ....

Unknown ...

formulae..

PRESSURE = force over area ..

the bigger the area the smaller the pressure

the smaller the force the smaller the pressure

Am I un sumthing ?

I gt sumthing ?

yea..

Ken ...

no matter wat, U wont cum bek anymore..

I was found a guy who b with me now..

Bt, i stil cnt put u down ?

U gave a lot of happpiness to me,

The secret abt .. us..

The thing abt .. us ...

the memories of .. us

the smile , happy, laugh , enjoyful.. ..

bt,

the rest of now is

cruel .. sad.. hurt.. suffer n cry ..

Sry ,

ken ...

I hurt u .. I noe i said tat thing is hurt u ...

I sry now..

I sry ....

mayb u wont forgive me..

bt..nvm ..

I hope u happy..

I wil prove to u ..

I wil happy with jia hui ..

I wont let jia hui cry n sad..

For u ... this moment

你現在應該睡了吧，已經好久沒谈天了，
最近過的如何呢？！是不是一切都好呢！
不論妳在何時何地，记得我这个朋友哦！
也好順便讓我知道，你真的一切都順心！
對於所有你的消息，我真的都非常關心！
我只是想知道幸福，是否已經降臨於妳！
真的不知道怎麼做，你才會真正的開心！
你的笑對我很重要！只是我從沒查覺到！
也許這是現世報吧！我以前對你不夠好！
一直到現在才發現！你對我真的很重要！
我一直都還在原地！想著有天會再相遇！
從前那些是是非非！已經成了過往雲煙！
我們都要很有勇氣！去面對未來的改變！
縱然沒有愛在身邊！都還是要努力向前！
虽我想有妳在身邊！陪我一起哭笑瘋顛！
但我知道！现在已经没有这个机会了阿！


~請看每行第5個字

Quotes

The love tat we have

where is it ?

Tears collected in my eye

I face upward my head

Nt going to let the tears drop down

I wripped it off

'I wil gt over it sumday'

I told myself

I lie myself everytime

bt it is breaken up in front of u

I cnt fotget u

The guy I loved

Bt I wil nt couple with u

I sked of hurt

Pain , heartbroken, suffer, engryless

pls.. Gv me sum ways to let me breath

I'm breathless

I'm bleeding

.......

useless at all

Sep 16th

Wednesay.

Today, I'm moodless. I sat togather with him in the chemistry lad. We din chat.I din even look him even he jz sat beside me. I think he wil b change his seat tmr.Anyway,I wil treat it usual.I noe he doesnt lv me anyomre n he din stare me today .

I cnt put down him ? Otherwise I jz dun wan put him down ? Lolx.. to be or nt to be, tat is a queation . I'm calm tat time. I feel comfort while sat beside him. Lolx.. Tat is wat we called couple ?When we were loving each other,we hug .But when we breap up, we sat for starngely. Radiculous.

He din stare me today, through this, I cn noe he doenst lv me . Y I stil care abt this guy ? I told myself I wanna put him down n attention to JH. But,Y i cnt do it ?
I din lv him anymore ? I dun noe...

I'm thinking of him.Isnt he fall lv in yen ching ? Or he .. I dun noe. Zhi ying , let take it easy, dun treat it too persistance. U can keep ur feel in ur mind .

We r nt match at all . He nt the guy I wanna . Y I stil miss him ? God, pls gv a reason to forget abt this guy ! Pls...

I shall nt to stare him anymore. No matter wat happen, I shal nt to stare him. Zhi Ying, ken dun wan u jor !! he wanna leave u jor !! u noe ?u wake up larh !! Dun dreaming summore arh!! Damn fool zhiying!!

Ken.. U r the guy I most lv in this world.. Y u hurt me twice? U r changed. Bt, nw, it doenst a deal. U r non of my bussiness.. U wanna close with yen ching, tat is ur choice.Bt, I jz wanna b ur fren.. I jz hope I can b ur fren..

Nw, I realize.. Kelly is the best fren of me..I wont forget this fren .. U r the best of fren..Frenship forever

Tat day zhi ying Go parade

HAPPY Moment with family

Exhausted bt happy ..

三分鐘就知道誰是你最愛得人? (98的準確率)

一個很準的心理測試：按下面的步驟一步一步做，不要作弊，否則你的希望會落空（用３分鐘完成）發送這個留言的人說：她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實，記住：不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣，注意：按順序往下讀，不能跳躍地往下讀（只要花３分鐘，值得一試）首先拿一枝筆和一張紙，當你在作出選擇時，如果是人物，保證是你認識的，無論是數字或名字都是第1直覺，每次向下移動一行──記住：不要跳行往下讀！


一、首先在一列中寫下１到１１的序號（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０,11）
二、在序號１和２的旁邊，寫下你所想的任意兩個數字
三、在序號３和７的旁邊，寫下任意兩個異性的名字。（注意：不要跳躍的向下看，不要作弊哦）
四、在序號４、５、６的旁邊，寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕（不要有欺騙行為）
五、在序號８、９、１０、１１的旁邊，寫下４首歌的名字。
六、最後，許一個願。



( 準備看答案嘞唷.... )結果：

１. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給（序號２旁邊寫下的數字）個人。

２. 序號３是你所愛的人。

３. 序號７是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。

４. 序號４是你最關心的人。

５. 序號５是非常瞭解你的人。

６. 序號６是你重要的人。

７. 序號８的歌適合序號３的人。

８. 序號９的歌適合序號７的人。

９. 序號１０的歌最能代表你的想法。

１０. 序號１１的歌是你對生活的感受。

Zhi Ying 15th Sep

Tuesday

Yesterday, I called u . Ken, in the morning.

Both of us were talked rudely with each other n we r gt hurt. Mayb u dun , Bt, I'm . I'm care watever u talk to me. I care u even more.

Midnite, I called again. I'm damn suffer in stomach ache . But, u scold me tat u feel i'm brothering u . I'm damn hurt .

U told me u saw my pm tat write abt me n jia hui. U r angry. U r damn mad, I noe bcz I'm noe abt u .

Afternoon, I bek alone with tears in my eye. I weared a big jacket n black in colour. Tat sky is blue n windly.It is a nice day, Bt , my mood is doest vry gud. He stare at me again. I hope he wil cum n told me he wil fetch me bek bt , he din ..

I was out of cool when i walked to home.I was crying n crying . I reach home den I drink sum soya . I was drinking it by crying . I was bathing with crying . I was falling aslp with crying.
I dun noe wat i'm crying for ? For the lost love ? For the hurt ? or jz I'm used to cry everytime I break up ?
I ask myself, n i gt the ans , I'm heathbroken badly .

He did let me fal in such situation twice. He lv me ? no.. he dun. Everybody is realize he is change since tat betray, He doesnt lv me very much nw. Hurt ...

I look at the phun, jz hoping ur msg n ur misscall. I'm waiting ur apology. But , I'm disappointed every second by check the phun. I'm hurt by my choice.I was choose jia hui , bt i let u choose in the last chance. U decide to be part of . This is the best way for us.

A couple without trust , without respect.

I'm hardly to survive without u , I hope i can tel jia hui all abt this. But, I'm nt dare to call him. I wont let my feeling effect others mood. Sry, Jia hui .. Jz gv me sumtime . I wil b heal it ..

Crying is doesnt stop. When I wake up at nite, it was abt 9 or sumthing. I read my novel.<> . I open the book n listening the emo song. My heart is bleeding n tears is follow dropping .

Hw hurt abt our choice. I barely to breath. I cnt stay calm. I'm surrender to everything. I was lying on the bed energyless. I was let my tears falling . I nearly decide to sucide, luckly, I was cnt move tat time.

10pm.I phunto jiahui. I told him abt it. He try to make me comfort. He talk abt his skul's stuff . He tel a lot of joke to me. I smile ... Since tat time. I'm feeling jis hui can replace ken . He can do it .

We chat for a long time. Finally, I'm feel tired n I went bed.The last person I was thinking is Jia hui . I told myself. I lv jia hui very much ! I cn live without ken .

The distance btw me n ken is getting far away . The wall is built up . It is thick n tall. We barely to walk togather,bt, we found we r nt match. I noe ur style . U too... But nw , we dun .

Tears dropping , heartbroken, suffering. I'm facing now. Hw abt u ? I saw u r happy . I hope u wil b forever.

N jia hui, everyone is praise u r gud. U r better than ken . I think so . Pls.. jz gv me sum times.I wil forget him . I will...

The guy I most lov in this world is ken , Bt, NOW IS GETTING change.


Today

I din go skul today, I sked to face him in skul . I sked lonely.
Ken , If u lv me , pls dun hurt me ...
Jia hui .. If u lv me , pls dun hurt me ...
.....
pls... I cnt stand of hurt ... I nt as strong as u think,,, I'm nt ...

I love jia hui

Ken is a past , Jia hui is my future

jia hui , U noe .. I love u ..

SAraNGhEYo says:
zhi ying
u noe wat
i
i duno y
i so stupd
n jz nw
i tink n tink
i find out tat
i reali veri luv u
i duno y
i reali cant let u go

SAraNGhEYo says:
i forever cant beat up u ex
n onli can be the shadow
or a sub
i noe tat u wount or cant frgt u ex
i so stupd tat is
i tot
everytim whn we talk in phon
i tot can make u more hapi n grows up the luve
but.
is negative
i didnt realize tat i make u
if
1 day
u couple bak wth u ex
erm
i reali ntg the onli ting can do is gip up n hope u 2 hapi forever
n the most impotant tins is
i knew tat i worse thn worse thn u ex jz udont wan tel me n keep lie on u self
everytim whn i c my frEN
wth their gf
they r reali so swet
n i hope 1 day me oso
n i tot tat i find adi
but
erm
i didnt realize tat i make u
i reali so sry
i tink'we dont wan talk in phone ba
n n n
i nt supost to show up
nt supost to join u n zf conversation
nt supost to met u
haiz'
but
the onli ting i can say is
I REALI VERI LUV U N CANT LET U GO
REALI
i knew tat i nt pro in chase girl
onli noe talk abit cold joke
n
stupd
u r the 1st girl make me lik tis
serious
didnt lie u
i duno y
coz mayb
we nvr c eachothr be4

SAraNGhEYo says:
if 1 day
n brk up wth me.. i wount say anyting
jz respect u decide
THE END

Jia Hui, I love u by time to time. Nt day by day ,

Lov is grow when u told me like this.

Yea, I din c u b4..

Bt,I lv u ..too..

I lv u more than ken nw..

I really lv u..

When I heard ur voice sad..

I hope I cn sayang u...

Really....

Jia hui ...

I love u ..

Really..

Jz gv me sum times,

I wil prove ..I love u more than anyone...

I lv u ...

Jiz hui