Zhi Yiing n his past tense

A week has past ... I dun noe u gt view my blog anot ..

watever ... It is useless...

I'm poor in express my feeling , improving my gramma ...

I was tt just now n had my breakfast with my fren . Queen ,she told me sumthing abt ken . she knews ken is loving yen ching n yen ching replaces me.. OMG~~

'Tat is nth to me.' I told myself. They seem like really close . I even cnt imagine how close r them.. Wat's wrong with me ? I stil care abt this guy ? HUH ? Am i a stupid ? Yea.. I'm fool !

Think twice . He was a part of my life , but it is past tense for now . I have my future with my new partner. I should nt jz care the 'first love ' .. Although this is hard to forget.

If u jz hold ur hand , u can jz gt little . Otherwise, u open ur hand , u cn receive more.

Yea.. It is rite.

I rmb tat moment tat we went for badmintoon. I asked u get away from me bcz u r smelling. Den , u this naughty boy.. u wripped ur sweats to my clothes,, den u smiled to me.. like a child.. like a kid.. It is ... sweet..

I said louderly.. ' sui yan ~~ yer~~~ hou sui arh ni~~' .... U stil smile like a kid.. Tat face stil shown keep in my mind . Actually , u r cute.. really a sor lou.. Bt it is nt belong to me anymore..

I lay on ur shoulder n call u .. ' lao gong.. u c... sharon's new phun.. u c .. u c.. yer~~ .. ' I start to 'teh ' u ... U answered like a adult. ' ya la ,ya la.. den u ignore me.. ' I keep on disturdb u ' laogon.. yer.. dun c this .. c thr.. aiyer.. ur lao po is pretties in this world rite ? ' ' ya la.. U r.. ' den u kiss my check ... lolx.. U r a adult.. so mature.. I lov it

We plyed badminton. U hitted the ball n it beat on my body . I pretend angry . I said..' heng!! U stand !! dun move!!! ' Den i hit the ball to ur body .. u smile.. I smile.. den u bully me again .. hit the ball to my body again ..den I ' yer~~~ har wo!! ' den i pretend angry again .. U cum beside me n hug me.. Said.. ' aiyo. dun like tat la.. ok . sek fan .. ' lox..u r the best medicine to let me cheer up .. n .. u also the one who can let me die.. u r the most efficient poison for me ..

I realizE u r important for me in ths world.. I wil forget u WITH also those sweet memories..

it is hard to do , though . I 'm trying..

Sry , ken .. thx ken.. I love u , ken ..

Tat song , 'our story is nt end yet' U said u love it. Bcz tat lyris is exactly wat u wanna said to me . I'm listening this song now. I noe hw helpless u r, I should more care abt u tat time .I should gv more warm to u , confidence, time , love , smile.. n nt the stressn pressure tat let u cnt breath . I shouldnt..

I noe how much u love me. Bt, it is past now. I noe. Tat promises, jz let it go , ok ?
ken , if u read this post.. rmb.. U r the best fren of me..
U must happy forever oorh ~~... cnt b sad.. n .. u can beat urself to achieve a flying result !! rite ?
U r smart . i noe.
U cnt give up .. try hard ... Zhi Ying . is alw b here for u ...
Ken, u must happy forever.
If nt, my tears n hurt is wasted .
All of us must happy nw~~ ken .. Thankyou. U let me feel hurt n love..
lolx...
cry is doesnt a deal . the important is ..I learn it. n i must keep it .. !! keep it...

Ken ,the most important special noun of my life. bt, now my life hav a new nouns.. I discover a new noun..Jia hui ..

Jia hui ,

If u love me.. plz dun hurt me...pls.. pls.. pls...