Attend a gathering

OMG~~ Just Attend a gathering ... Tired now ....
I'm belated bek home ..
I think it is 12 or sumthing .. nvm ...
Haiz..
Just have a chat with him ..
Nt bad ...
Both of us do not understand each other very well ..
Prob ... prob ...
I dun noe wat the prob going with us ???

A bunch of gal ...

The video was happened in my neighborhood ..

Cool .. c .. wat m'sian has did !!

Nowaday, teens alw violence to settle their prob ..

Useless..

Mess up

Today , haiz.. it was hapepned many thing . I feel I was exhausted and stress .. I'm chatting with him . Tat feeling cum again . No one was support me . OMG~~~~



Today , In SJ period . I answered the teacher 's question . At the same moment , a guy he said ' haiz.. sien arh !! ' He dun like me for a long time . and he is assistance monitor . He alw slp.. gossip. and wont do homework .. He just a ' fake ' monitor! So, I complained to teacher and ask for replace the monitor. He is stingy and he protested bek . Finally , our ' 1st round ' was ended .

The '2nd round ' was happening in Physic lab . I was miss my class to Omega tuition centre , so I manage to cheat the teacher and back home earlier. I did it with my courage . So, I ask permission to toilet and phun tomy mom .den It was late , I quickly rush back to the lab . While I was outside the physic's lab , I heard sumone shout 'walk slowly arh !! fatty ' This was the guy said !! He call me fatty !! Oh my god ! I just 47KG , he call me fatty ! and i noe wat his means.. he was hoping I will be fall down later.. WTF !! I was mad tat time , Once I in the class.. I scold him ' wat u wan ? ' he said .. he wanna beat me.. Ok !! U wanna beat me ? I will accompany with u ply this games til the end! I nt a gal who easy to be buly !! Both of us argue in clas.. Mr. Looi .. our physic teacher ..he cant stop us so he ask us to find the disciplin teacher to settle . FINE ! it was gud to us .. They way we went to Pejabat , A guy ask for my phun num.. I gv my msn to him.. He .. haiz... wHEN I reach thr .. Mr.lee .. disciplin teacher settle this event . He is stand my side .. bcz I'm gal .. and I cry for .. I gt bully for a long time .. I also silence... how stupid on me !!!

so, finally .. the thing settle .. bt.. the other thing cum agian .. I ponteng sekolah for my tt.. But, I din go tt too.. my mom .. she was late .. she late !! this is her fault .. nt mine !! .. Tat's why I miss my tt agian !! I scold her and she scold bek too !! The second argue happened to me !! In the same day !! OH MY GOD!!

I keep crying inside my room.. i dun noe how to face all of this.. ok.. i shall clam down .. think carefully.. My EQ is low ! I really bad on control myself ! I phun to him.. bt .. he doesnt care me at all .. he just.. haiz.. I gt hurt .. and i noe .. No matter wat happened.. I also must face with myself.. he wont help n care me at all ..

I ask him on9 ..just now.. OMG~~~~ another argue hapenned in my life too !! I just a normal gal .nt a debate . I will tired . sad, exhausted too .. nobody un me .. He said .. haiz.. Ken is his fren.. best fren . He ask me dun mess up the situation ard.. hE .. wont care me ard.. Anyway , although heartbroken , I shall do my reviosn too... tmr I will have a test .. I shall do wat I wanna do .. my responsible ...

Stress .. I wont think much anymore.. I wont expect anything anymore.. If .. he wanna break up with me ,I will appreaciate .. At least .. I .. Have gud time with him .. b4 ..

OKAY .. tat thing is past.. okay ??Zhi YING.. U have ur fren.. many fren .. ok ? relax.. relax..

I wan Study more !!

Just did revision , My life is lame . Tuition, homework , skul and slp .. The only funny things for me is date with fren and Go on9 .. Hiaz.. I'm really stupid , Alw lazy to do REVISION . But !! Now I wan change ! I wan more hardwork and dedicated my msn's time to study ! I wont lazy anymore ..
Just feel sad to him. I wanna help him but I 'm nt effort to do . I .. just can buy sum thing for he eat and cook sumthing . Hmm.. just now I knew a boy.. Tommy .. He is a very nice boy.. but.. We din gt mush thing to chat . kekex..
Jen,, she din reply my comment , mayb she is busy .. haha.. Boon YONG. he must be plying dota now.. haiz... Jie ming is facing her try exam .. I .. support her arh !! Jie alw stand at ur side. ZhENG FENG.. A very 'fast' boy.. haha.. din chat fews day lorh .. ZHI Ying .. the gal same name with me .. cute and pretty gal .. She is facing Try too..
ARH ... TOO stress !!! I just hope I can tel sumone.. I'm missing him ... I love u.. Ken

Our story is nt end yet

Just now , I heard a song . This song is belong to us. he said .. this song is represent to us. I search the lyris and found tat . Tat is his mind, Tat lyris is wat he wanna said to me . I feel .. I was missunderstood n I really dun un him . Sry ..

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只要再給我多一點時間希望能給你全部的世界我無法改變 錯過的一切只能讓思念如夢般盤旋
只要再給我多一點時間想為你完成所有的心願太多的夢想 太多的諾言等待每夜慢慢實現
讓所有悲傷在日落後終結在日落後終結讓我陪你繼續未完的情節就算你在天邊就算你在地面兩顆真心像風箏連著一條線
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠
啊～嗚～
只要再給我多一點時間多一點時間想為你完成所有的心願太多的夢想 太多的諾言等待每夜慢慢實現 啊～
讓所有悲傷在日落後終結在日落後終結讓我陪你繼續未完的情節就算你在天邊就算你在地面兩顆真心像風箏連著一條線
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠
讓所有快樂在日出前蔓延讓我看見你最幸福的笑顏雖然你在天邊雖然你在地面我們的愛要相約到永遠我們的愛要相約到永遠

U think like this , u tot like this . But , I just keep on blame u .. I sry for I dun un my bf .. I'm sry . But , u did wrong too .. U r too fiece.. U keep on blame me .. I cnat stand .. sumtimes.. dun u noe , when u do like tat to me.. i sad tooo.... gt hurt too ... ??

Hair show~~ (Picha)

I have my hair cut in Phillip Sum . Thr is a nice salon and the staff is nice too.

I have my new hair and my style will changed also . Cool .. now ..

Sexy feel .. I think it is nice

Bf WANTED !!

My rock style !

( Zhi Ying new style , quite rock )



I knew a special fren currently . She is Jen . She is friendly , CHATFUL ..I like her so much , We knew in fs , and we chat just fews times . But , she did let me feel I gt my best fren same age with me in fs too.. Nt bad to me .. lolx ..

I knew how fs is working . How the person change frem fren to best fren and then stranger . But , I hope this time wil different from the past . I hope our frenship forever...

New hair

I have my new hair ! Tat is a sigal of I have my new whole life ! I becume more thin and pretty ard . I cutted my in Phillip sum IN this evening after I end my tt. Hmm.. Wat can I said , thr is quite expensive but it is worth ! I love my hair very much and my new picha. kekex...
He fall in the hard situation again . his mother abandone him now . Mayb this time is serius but I hope he can pass it as soon as posible . Haiz.. I'm worring abt his future . I wanna help him but I just cant do anything . I dun noe !
He so clever and smart , he must can handle all of this . I trust him and support him . I love u ...

I'm pretending cruel now

This morning in the Chemistry lad , as usual , we chat . I means , We talk with mock to each other . I told him abt I called Yong B last nite bcz asking abt his -ex 's fs. Just like tat . Okay , the quarrel was began. We quarell and finally , I tot the winner is me bt , I got wat he felt in this time conversation .
I told him abt I will go to find tat gal and let her noe abt our thing. I 'm making reprisals now . I told him abt my plan. First ,I edit his fs and wrote abt many sweet thing abt us.. Then, I view her fs on purpose .After this ,I will let her noe abt when she was couple with him , he didnt love her at all . I told him abt this , bt wat his response is , ' I can said , tat profile is nt my edit .. is chong ji yien edit ! ' He talk with pround and smile to me. I bowl down my head , and I said ' oorh.. hehe' Yea.. wat can I reapond ? I dun noe.. But , I noe , actually he doesnt love me rite .. I fel it long time and Everytime I ask him , he just cheat at me .
I feel shame on myself , I dun noe wat to do and I just get hurt from him . I noe tat, he is unwilling to show out wat kind of relationship of us and he just nt treat me as his gf .
I should noe wat position is mine and I should clear with my action . I should delete all thing , I should distinguish wat should I do . I smart this time . I gave up . I gave up . But , it is nt represent I 'm surrender.Nope! I just do wat I wanna do now . I let him happy ,I wont let him feel I 'm like a fly alw disturb him.. Nope ! I'm nt a rubbish ! Sry.. I 'm a smart gal . I wont let others feel I'm bothering around u !
From the day we fine again , I did make a preparetion in my mind . Once I take up this love , sumday , I wil put down with happy . I did make it ! So, if we break this time , I must nt like last time .. fool around and stupid .. mess myself up . I can handle my life very well. I can ..
I shall mature to view and absorb all the things tat happen in my surrounding . I wont foolish like last time. Today , I lost u . Tommorrow , I get a better . I will ..

mad and sad

Just now , I go his profile and seach everything abt his ex . I dun noe y wan to do all of this but I just try to find a way to relax and release my mind ! I do very angry bcz he is changed now . He wont sayang me anymore. Wat can I do . I .. alw tum him bt it is nt works anymore .
When he is angry , he just cool and silence to me . No matter wat I said to him , how i tum him. he just like tat. We go for breakfast this morning , it is nt a gud time for us. I apology for wat I said . Mayb I wrong or I'm wrong . But, U did angry to me and hurt me so much u noe.. I really tired in this kind of relationship . I wont break with u bcz I really cant forget and put down u .
I just hope ,when I unhappy ,I have sumone be with me . I just hope I have someone who can alw cheer me up and let me smile . I just hope i have sumone who very sayang me. I had it !! but .. it is past now. Now.. I din.. I just be the sumone who alw let ppl scold and angry .
Wat can I do ?? Mayb I should put down form the begining .Mayb Tat letter should not let u read . As wat I said.. once the glass crush , thr has a rift thr.
u said u wan control me and stay higher than me. BUT, Love is nt talking abt it. I knew now . u do wanna sayang ur gf and just love her. I noe u love me very much and me too. But, u did a lot and hurt me sumtimes..
I fear of u , I hope I can in msn 4ever bcz I have Lz pui me. He is doing wat u did last time. From time to time , mayb he wil replace u.He wont angry me and he alw say yes to me. Other side, Everytime u heard sumthing u dun like u just throw away everything and silence to me.. Omg.. I hate out with u !!
Zhi Ying, it is time to think properly.. ken or lz.. I .. dun noe how to choose bt I really treat lz as my fren .. my best fren . For ken , I just feel nth to him.. I noe I will pass my life like last time.. alone .. sum day in the future.. I nt dare to face alone and I just hope I have sumone pui.. tat is enough to me ...I just hope I can call sumone den chat .. tat is enough.. I dun noe ..wat my mind thinking now.. love him.. ??? Hahah.. mayb now I just likes him.. I dun noe..

Best frens

A week has past. Many thing happened . I realize tat , many of my fren was facing ‘ fren’s prob ‘ in the past week . and I just feel I really luckly and I have a lot of fren be with me . Now , I wan list out all my fren ..
Kelly , She is my best fren num 1 . yup, we are fren for many yers . Since kindergarden ,we are fren and now we r best fren . She is a such gud fren and she is very care her fren . Tat’s true. she alw hiding her hard in frotn of her fren . Kelly , actually u no nid feel hurt abt how they treat u . U said they nt ur best fren , they just ur ‘fren’ . I noe wat feeling u r. U cried in class bcz of this such thing . Nvm .. I will alw be with u , and I promise I wont treat u like them .Ok ? Gambateh in ur studies ..
Then , Yen ching is the 2nd best fren I wanna talk abt . U r a such calm and clever gal . U really noe wat u wan and u can annalysis wat r going on . U help me a lot in my trouble time . But , U alw hide up urself and when u cry and sad .. I also dun noe how to Tum u and u let me worry many times ! U have ur bf who loves u very much . Hmm.. envy u tim .. u gt a kinda best bf and I din have.. Wish ur love will through the end .. And plzz… dun just share hapiness with us . talk abt sumthing u dislike when u in bad mood.. watever.. best fren 4ever..
Hm.. The next is Lychee lorh . She is kinda xi xin . she like to be a kid and she like to be protect . Cute nerh u .. Lychee .. I alw chat with yen ching and neglect u . Sry yer.. I promise .. nxt time u feel beh song.. U tel me and I must chat with u .. okay ? hehexx..
Hmm.. my lady’s best fren is list out .. for now.. My buddy is cuming out.
Fatty !! everybidy also noe he is my best fren . He helps me a lots and he do care me . When i break with ken , fatty is the 1st guy who came and care me. This action let me feel .. he also very care me gah .. I do have a lots of happy time with him.. In the basketball match .. dating.. warh .. he is a kinda humor ..
and.. Mr leng zai .. Yup I talking abt u now.. U must very beh song I put u at the last . Aiyor.. we too fren jor.. so .. hope u dun mind . We meet in a very special time and I do like u very much . U really very same like my bf bt.. I love him more than i like u . sry .. I cant accept u .. we can b best fren rite.. (U must say ok . bcz u so sayang me ) U r the guy who most sayang me in this world. okay ??haha.. we din chat for 2 days jor.. gt miss u tim.. how lerh ?? lolx..
I hope me and my best frens will keep our frenship 4ever.. Although we will quarrel , fight , hurt, and beh song sumtimes . But.. tat is nth to us. we will be with togather and have a happy fiture togather,,
I alw dream sumday , we have a high tea in Black canyom and we take our children .we share our experiemnt and hapiness.. Myab we will have this kind of life .. Nope !! We must have it !! rite ?