Friday, August 28, 2009

A touching MTV

The life likes today, Might nt appear anymore ?





A life like today, wil it have ever ?
If as .. I wil appreaciate it ... I will appreaciate it...


I feel touch when I watch this MTV. It is damn touch .
When tat moment the boy cries , n he found tat his gf alive again .
His feeling express, his care, his nervous n also his excitment .
It is show tat he loves his gf very much .

Tat sun flower beling to them.
Tat sun flower bring a lots of fun to them.
Bring them to happy ..
But..
It also bring them to the hell..

But ,it is nt represent their love is end when the sun flower broke.
When the gal cnt take tat sun flower .
Their love wil through the end,
Their love wil alw b in their heart.

If I'm the boy of the MV. I wil nt suicide . Mayb he is nt suicide, he is just happy for saving his gf n stodd stil thr ,den the car was hurt him.

If I love sumone very much , I wil never let him going to feel alone . Instead, I wil sad myself.Even he was leave me ,bt , it is better than he sad for me. Mayb, this type of sacrify is wat we called love.

I wil n I did last time. I do sacrified myself to a guy. But, it was past since sumthing happened.Tat things, is .. damn hurt. I said I wont care the 'sumthing' bt I do care it very much. So nw , I wil nt going to be 'blindness' in love. Protection ...

I .. felt bored to sumone.Tat sumone I used to find ,bt nw, I nt going to 'find' .Instead ,I going to avoid.. Avoid... to contact him .. Start nw ...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

We gt sum prob

I just bek from parade . When I open my com , n I tried to sign in my msn. I was missed my password ! Oh my god !! I knew tat it must be his job ~ Chau kai loon 's best job ! well done!!

He change my password bcz I din call him yesterday. Yup, I angry him ard. Tat day we argue in msn. He let me mad bcz he said tat nonsence ! Damn !

I think I should tel him, date with him is such boring ! Tat breakfast .. is such boring dating . I wont out with him anymore..fews talk.. n hurry to bek .. OMG~~

Dun talk abt him.. such boring guy..

Today , I'm very happy.. Hmm.. In the morning, I had my lunch with my family in k.kangsar . We have it in nyonya sudut.A nyonya shop..quite dark . Tat food is so tasty ,I love nyonya !! I wil bek thr soon.. rice..1st time I eat rice in recently this fews months.. Rice is tasty ..I finished tat nyonya sotong alone !! All ~~ lolx..

Getting fat.. ^~^

Then, we went to Parade. quite distance from kangsar. But, bcz of tat date with him . I must go thr in time . 2pm reached parade. It is nt crowd in parade. My sis was go to shopping n I sit in kopitian to meet him. After I called him, mere 5 mins. He reach kopitian.. The 2nd meet..bt 1st date.. Yor.. damn hansum guy !!

Lolx... We wear tat same colour shirt.. Pink colour... cute neh ...

After u finish ur 'black n smelling' drink.. we hav a walk.. My dad saw me.. He asked me who r u ... should I tel him .. boy fren .. Lolx.. kidding.. I said.. u r my tt fren. Lolx..

I should go after an hour. Sry... I promise i wil meet u nxt time n I wil go a movie with u .. Ok ??

Anyway... A happy day ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A weird phun call

A phun call ...
weird


Y I said so ? This is bcz i dun noe who is the guy , n tat num also ... I excatly dun noe !!

He is a boy , mayb.. he is my fren's bro ..

I dun noe.. I feel annoy bcz dad scold me .. hmm...

Ken, without u..I really can survive very well ..

Since last nite, I din cal u .. I din cantact u .. But, I really feel happy .. N


LEE BOON YONG damn cute guy ~~ Yor... bcz of u .. I happy from the mad ..

Thx a lots... n I found out .. U shy shy tat time is .. damn cute... I likes it

Bring sum new photo ..

zhi ying n her mei mei

Taken in roadside

Yea ~~


sry yer ... (long time din take this pose)
I love photo
I love photo
I love photo
I love photo



Mad !!!!!

FUck !!
Tat fucker is so stupuid !!
U do really let me look u down n .. Idiot !
U R CHEAP !

I think I no nid angry with those guy ~
tat guy is jz ... a fucking guy~
Suck dick !!
Fuck all the bithch n haters !!
Get fuck away from me !!
Sumday ... U wil be beat in way street !
Sumday, U wil b punish by god!!

last, I wanna warning u .. Dun try to piss off me !
The game u begin with me ...
I wil ply with u til the end !!
I nt the dude u cn bully !
I nt easy n simple as u think !
Fuck ur mom n dad !!
Tat whore open her leg n make love with fucker..
After tat she take u this fucker to this world !
How shamelss of her !

Idiot , silly ,fool , stupid, useless, brainless .. is ur dad ... lolx ...


Mad ! I really out of control !
Pray ... dun let me meet u .. I wil crazy tat time !
Zhi Ying (a feeling expression)
(emotion)
(found sumwhr)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Something ...


Many ppl wil wak in n out in ur life , but only true frens wil leave footprints in ur heart, to handle urself, sue ur head ; to handle others, use ur heart .

Anger is only one letter short of danger .

If sumone betray u once,It is his fault . If he betray u twice , it is ur fault .

Great minds discusss ideas ; average minds discuss events ; small mind discuss ppl

Beautiful young ppl r accident of natural,bt beautiful old ppl r works of art.

Learn from the mistake of others. you cnt live long enough to make them all urself

Yesterday is a history ; tmr is mystery ; today is a gift.

Tat's y they call it present.



Saturday, August 22, 2009

Love quotes

It was abt 11 in the morning

Lying on the bed

It was a mere one month since we be with

Stuffs strike seriuly

We ceased steps up

stopped .. Nonsence


A chap barged to our relationship
Mess up .. Broke up

(I write it ..1st time try )

Every begins has a ends
time ends... begins agian

Ends up doesnt means dying
It is singal of start of something new

As the year rolled by
memories we will always treasure

(created by Zhi Ying)

Ken

I had a idea suddenly while I wrote the last post.

Ok.. Turn to the point .Let us talk abt ken .. A guy I loved ...

He is a very hot temper guy n he wont care anybody when he is angrying . yea, he is very care his gf when necessary. he is gud in 'chi chu ' bt very cute ..

He is smart bt lazy . he is clever bt lazy. he is a genius bt lazy . Lazy let him fall down time to time .
He is wellcoming by teachers , bt , he strike it with himself .
He is loving zhi ying .. bt .. he doesnt treat zhi ying very gud..
He is alw scold zhi ying bcz of his fren .
He is a gud boy.. sumtimes ..
He is gud in english .. sumtimes ..
He is gud in debated...
He is a tolence master ...

Yea.. Tat gud of him I list out ... A guy I loved.. ken ...

Ken .. a nice name . I noe u hav others..bcz u saw my pm msg . I'm sry .. Tat is my feeling . I'm hiding my emotion in front of u , bcz I sked wil gt hurt . I'm alert . Ur fren, he did lot of thing to broke our love. We quarrel,argue ,fight many times bcz of him . I told myself wont love u anymore ,I wont miss u anymore.
I did it . I alw tel myself if we break up , I wil have a better guy to b with . I want myself 4gt u since one month
ago.

Ken chau.. a chatful guy. Mayb u r very chatful to ur buddy. But,for me , u r lame . U r unwilling to chat with me sumtimes. U r keep secret alw .. U do nt discuss to me when u take action. U lt me feel hurt sumtimes.

Ken chau.. a bad guy . U r bad guy. U alw scold me n fiece to me. I noe it is my prob. But, I just wan u treat me with soft n gentle maner. I love ur gentle . But, It is dissapear .. U wont face genlte to me. U hav ur fren ,I hav my fren. Both of us gt a big uncommon. suck ...

Ken chau.. a guy I hoping he wil alw b with me . A guy I loved or loving .. I cn happy without u, bt u do hav a 'seat' in my mind.

Ken .. the name display on scene when i call u. The name I sked. I'm fear when i was waiting u ans my call. U seldom ans my call. 'DU DU DU ' I sked heard tat. Everytime I cnt heard ur sound , I wil think u r being with sumone.. Although u r being now...

ken .. common name ... but , I dun noe Y i wil write this for u ... For u ?? Yea. mayb.. I'm rescuring our relatinship. I was alw thinking of tat phun ringing n display ur num.. msn show tat u r on 9...


no no no !!! I WONT MISS U !!! CNT !! it is out of contro ll.......

CHatting with jen .... considering call u anot ... yes or no.. a gud question... haha...

Ridiculous... speechless

About us

I called him . Just now ,

I told him , I din call him tmr bcz I have sumthing to do . I heard his phun is ringing , Msg ... n .. he told me.. ' wont regret' .

I noe he has others . I noe , this time .. Just like last time . I wont .. I wont I wont ... call him startfrom now . Let he n tat gal hav a gud time . I wont disturb. He tot I'm stil like a fool , tat I'm angrying abt him . He mayb wil tot I'm a stupid . I dun noe wat was going on n the next ..when i noe he has other. I wil chase him bek .

No .ken, u made a wrong decision. This time , zhi Ying is nt only childish zhi ying . Zhi ying has her experience n she'll naughty sumtimes. no longer Zhi Ying is simple ... She has many feeling in her mind n she never told u.U tot she is a alw annoy n crazy n fa pi qi without any reason gal . She do everything with her reason . She angry to u bt u never care abt her.


Jen said, just gv sum times to us .. time ?? is it necessery? I dun think so . I gv him many times n he too. I noe he is cnt stand of me. He is dislike me . Okay.. tat is nth to me .

I'm being chasing by a guy now. I wil n I'm acceptting his chase. U wont noe it . U tot ur gf just a stupid. No.. start from tat day u betray , she is changing .

I wil b out with him in wed. U hav ur gal n I hav my boy . different life bt happy .

Glad I hav prepare . I din gt hurt this time n I noe we wil break sumday. Love is gone .. miss is dissappear. the rest of us is ... tired n dry ...

Ken... u wil b my fren 4ever.. no matter wat happen .
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..

If u din appear in my life, Mayb I stil a childish gal who dreaming over everthin' with fren . Mayb I'm stil a very 'common' gal . But now, I was changed til I cnt recognize myself. The betray let me learn many thing ... I hate it !!

Sad ?? heartbroken ?? suffer ??
No.. I din gt this feel .. I'm execting my wed.. the 1st date .. the 1st date.. Important..!!
Wat kind of relationship of us now ?? suck !!
Anyway .. I'm waiting ur word.. the break up word. .

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