A weird phun call

A phun call ...
weird


Y I said so ? This is bcz i dun noe who is the guy , n tat num also ... I excatly dun noe !!

He is a boy , mayb.. he is my fren's bro ..

I dun noe.. I feel annoy bcz dad scold me .. hmm...

Ken, without u..I really can survive very well ..

Since last nite, I din cal u .. I din cantact u .. But, I really feel happy .. N


LEE BOON YONG damn cute guy ~~ Yor... bcz of u .. I happy from the mad ..

Thx a lots... n I found out .. U shy shy tat time is .. damn cute... I likes it

Bring sum new photo ..

zhi ying n her mei mei

Taken in roadside

Yea ~~

sry yer ... (long time din take this pose)

I love photo
I love photo

I love photo

I love photo

Mad !!!!!

FUck !!
Tat fucker is so stupuid !!
U do really let me look u down n .. Idiot !
U R CHEAP !

I think I no nid angry with those guy ~
tat guy is jz ... a fucking guy~
Suck dick !!
Fuck all the bithch n haters !!
Get fuck away from me !!
Sumday ... U wil be beat in way street !
Sumday, U wil b punish by god!!

last, I wanna warning u .. Dun try to piss off me !
The game u begin with me ...
I wil ply with u til the end !!
I nt the dude u cn bully !
I nt easy n simple as u think !
Fuck ur mom n dad !!
Tat whore open her leg n make love with fucker..

After tat she take u this fucker to this world !
How shamelss of her !

Idiot , silly ,fool , stupid, useless, brainless .. is ur dad ... lolx ...


Mad ! I really out of control !
Pray ... dun let me meet u .. I wil crazy tat time !

Zhi Ying (a feeling expression)

(emotion)

(found sumwhr)

Something ...

Many ppl wil wak in n out in ur life , but only true frens wil leave footprints in ur heart, to handle urself, sue ur head ; to handle others, use ur heart .

Anger is only one letter short of danger .

If sumone betray u once,It is his fault . If he betray u twice , it is ur fault .

Great minds discusss ideas ; average minds discuss events ; small mind discuss ppl

Beautiful young ppl r accident of natural,bt beautiful old ppl r works of art.

Learn from the mistake of others. you cnt live long enough to make them all urself

Yesterday is a history ; tmr is mystery ; today is a gift.

Tat's y they call it present.

Love quotes

It was abt 11 in the morning

Lying on the bed

It was a mere one month since we be with

Stuffs strike seriuly

We ceased steps up

stopped .. Nonsence


A chap barged to our relationship
Mess up .. Broke up

(I write it ..1st time try )

Every begins has a ends
time ends... begins agian

Ends up doesnt means dying
It is singal of start of something new

As the year rolled by
memories we will always treasure

(created by Zhi Ying)

Ken

I had a idea suddenly while I wrote the last post.

Ok.. Turn to the point .Let us talk abt ken .. A guy I loved ...

He is a very hot temper guy n he wont care anybody when he is angrying . yea, he is very care his gf when necessary. he is gud in 'chi chu ' bt very cute ..

He is smart bt lazy . he is clever bt lazy. he is a genius bt lazy . Lazy let him fall down time to time .
He is wellcoming by teachers , bt , he strike it with himself .
He is loving zhi ying .. bt .. he doesnt treat zhi ying very gud..
He is alw scold zhi ying bcz of his fren .
He is a gud boy.. sumtimes ..
He is gud in english .. sumtimes ..
He is gud in debated...
He is a tolence master ...

Yea.. Tat gud of him I list out ... A guy I loved.. ken ...

Ken .. a nice name . I noe u hav others..bcz u saw my pm msg . I'm sry .. Tat is my feeling . I'm hiding my emotion in front of u , bcz I sked wil gt hurt . I'm alert . Ur fren, he did lot of thing to broke our love. We quarrel,argue ,fight many times bcz of him . I told myself wont love u anymore ,I wont miss u anymore.
I did it . I alw tel myself if we break up , I wil have a better guy to b with . I want myself 4gt u since one month
ago.

Ken chau.. a chatful guy. Mayb u r very chatful to ur buddy. But,for me , u r lame . U r unwilling to chat with me sumtimes. U r keep secret alw .. U do nt discuss to me when u take action. U lt me feel hurt sumtimes.

Ken chau.. a bad guy . U r bad guy. U alw scold me n fiece to me. I noe it is my prob. But, I just wan u treat me with soft n gentle maner. I love ur gentle . But, It is dissapear .. U wont face genlte to me. U hav ur fren ,I hav my fren. Both of us gt a big uncommon. suck ...

Ken chau.. a guy I hoping he wil alw b with me . A guy I loved or loving .. I cn happy without u, bt u do hav a 'seat' in my mind.

Ken .. the name display on scene when i call u. The name I sked. I'm fear when i was waiting u ans my call. U seldom ans my call. 'DU DU DU ' I sked heard tat. Everytime I cnt heard ur sound , I wil think u r being with sumone.. Although u r being now...

ken .. common name ... but , I dun noe Y i wil write this for u ... For u ?? Yea. mayb.. I'm rescuring our relatinship. I was alw thinking of tat phun ringing n display ur num.. msn show tat u r on 9...


no no no !!! I WONT MISS U !!! CNT !! it is out of contro ll.......

CHatting with jen .... considering call u anot ... yes or no.. a gud question... haha...

Ridiculous... speechless

About us

I called him . Just now ,

I told him , I din call him tmr bcz I have sumthing to do . I heard his phun is ringing , Msg ... n .. he told me.. ' wont regret' .

I noe he has others . I noe , this time .. Just like last time . I wont .. I wont I wont ... call him startfrom now . Let he n tat gal hav a gud time . I wont disturb. He tot I'm stil like a fool , tat I'm angrying abt him . He mayb wil tot I'm a stupid . I dun noe wat was going on n the next ..when i noe he has other. I wil chase him bek .

No .ken, u made a wrong decision. This time , zhi Ying is nt only childish zhi ying . Zhi ying has her experience n she'll naughty sumtimes. no longer Zhi Ying is simple ... She has many feeling in her mind n she never told u.U tot she is a alw annoy n crazy n fa pi qi without any reason gal . She do everything with her reason . She angry to u bt u never care abt her.

Jen said, just gv sum times to us .. time ?? is it necessery? I dun think so . I gv him many times n he too. I noe he is cnt stand of me. He is dislike me . Okay.. tat is nth to me .

I'm being chasing by a guy now. I wil n I'm acceptting his chase. U wont noe it . U tot ur gf just a stupid. No.. start from tat day u betray , she is changing .

I wil b out with him in wed. U hav ur gal n I hav my boy . different life bt happy .

Glad I hav prepare . I din gt hurt this time n I noe we wil break sumday. Love is gone .. miss is dissappear. the rest of us is ... tired n dry ...

Ken... u wil b my fren 4ever.. no matter wat happen .
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..
U r the guy who let me change ..

If u din appear in my life, Mayb I stil a childish gal who dreaming over everthin' with fren . Mayb I'm stil a very 'common' gal . But now, I was changed til I cnt recognize myself. The betray let me learn many thing ... I hate it !!

Sad ?? heartbroken ?? suffer ??
No.. I din gt this feel .. I'm execting my wed.. the 1st date .. the 1st date.. Important..!!
Wat kind of relationship of us now ?? suck !!
Anyway .. I'm waiting ur word.. the break up word. .

Single is the best !! ZhI YING is Single

I just bek from a gathering. Omg~~ I have been attend 2 gathering in this month. Haiz .. TIred ~~

Anyway, tmr I wil go to my cousin's fallwell party , bt it is held in Elvis . Then, Sun I wil date with my fren. Sumthing need to talk to them, I nid they bcum my dustbin.. Watever thing I also wanna tell them . I sad n confused many times . Should I keep coupling with ken or I suggest tat Better than we break up . Break up doesnt means heartbroken. Yea.. Jen is rite .

Today, we argue bcvz tat suck guy agian ! He told Mr.lee , I wil find gangster to hit him in this holiday . Oh my god ~~ I never wanna do tat ! But ,the most ridiculous stuff is -- Ken had signed a deal with Mr.lee tat is abt , He wil 'watch' me in this holiday n promise I wont make trouble anymore !! Hey ~ Who r u ?? U noe , U had overbearing my stuff. Tat is abt me n tat cheap guy 's stuff.. Y U wanna busy body around ? I noe u care me , bt , it is nt the best method u be . U never think my feeling. tat deal u make with Mr'lee , it was represent tat I wil n I'm managing the plan to hit him ! Hey ~~ Wat stupid stuff u did ?? oh my godness ~~

Orh ... Although I'm angry . Bt, from now . I wont make trouble anymore. I promise him . I wont from now . I wont care u anymore. I wont love u anymore . So, I wont angry u anymore. Okay ? Tat is d way .

Hmm... I decide to leave him . Yea.. from now .. I'm waiting his word. tat break up break from his mouth .

Okay.. start from now. Zhi YING must nt find him anymore. No call, no date , no miss , no love . I wont call him anymore. I wont miss him anymore .I cn survive very well in my own life. I wont care who out with him . I wont care wat is going on with him. I wont tel him abt my thing . I wont expect he wil apology to me. I wil trying to do my best. I wil trying to forget him. I wil used to single life. I wil keep fit n love myself..

single is the best !! ZHi YING IS SINGLE

Tat quotes copy from Jen

how can u expect me not to bother
when it is my past that i messed up

how can i be happy
when it just hurt too much to think about

how can i hope anyone would understand
when i don't even know what i truly want

Copy from Jen's blog ..

Yea.. How cn I dun bother , How cn I happy , How ??

I'm bad in english. I cnt express my feeling very well.

Lolx... U ask me, stil love him anot ? I said... hahah.. mayb ... Y I bcum like tat ? Y I hide up myself in front of ken ? It is unfair to him ! He is loving me . BUT, whr is my heart ? I leave this game , I surrender .

He wont understand me. Never..

Tat present actually is nt important . I dun noe Wat I angry for .. Mayb..I'm stingy...

Happy ?? Tat day u betray me , I never happy ..since tat

sked,panic, untrustful.. tat is alw going with me ...

But,I'm fine now .. Really.. well n well..

No way foR me to sad .. But , no way for me cheer up ..

Nvm... I lv my fren ~~Fren ... Fren ... Fren

ps: Jen..I'm fine.. Iwont sad.. I'm be strong .. Ok..

n u too.. b strong n happy

These days ...

These days , both of us alw argue.I feel tired .

Haiz.. Mayb it is my fault,I dun noe wat is the prob tat cause I saw him I wil mad . And his attitude is bad to me too.Big prob.. . Mayb, we r nt suitable to each other.

Today, we discuss abt tat ques again.He said he wanna find man tou, bcz he missunderstood Mt wanna chase me. Maybe Mt is , bt , he said he wanna hit him . Oh my god!! Violence ~~

Y he wanna cheat me ? Okay, u din write blog ,U just say u din write.Y u wanna cheat at me? Y u gv me a such big hope den let it fall ? Haiz.. dissappoint to u ....

I never 4gt how he treat me. He ripped my paper , tat is my drawwing!! How dare he do it !! He is crazy !! Today,he asked me, Isnt I nt love him anymore ? My mind din hav any respond.I just feel,I couple with a guy ,just for name. No mur lov in it , no longer 'love til die' feeling in it. Glad I hav prepare,I noe, sumday, we will break. sumday, he'll leave me like last time .Sumday, I'll alone. No !!I'm nt alone! Never alone, I stil have my frens! My frens r alw be with me. Fren is important than bf ! It is cnt denied.

I'm worry abt d end-year trip.I should keep couple with him for go d trip, or else I ask other go with me. Hmm.... Should I keep couple with him bcz he cn go with me. Other side, I find another guy who cn be with me 2 go d trip.But,I'm really lazy to find a guy.I wanna tat guy slp with me worh..this guy must close with me , I lazy to build up relationship with guy. lazy.

He love me ? Or he need me ? or he cnt 4gt me ?
This types of ques alw flow to my mind.Mayb we just nid a partner be with when feel boring.
Love... hahah.. foolish stuff .

Wat types of promise wil broke eventually . So, I be a smart this time. Trying nt to fully believe 'promise' .We must noe,even believe this word.the middle of it stil gt'lie' . I wont believe any guy since gt hurt tat time. I wont ! Fren is alw important than bf !

Fren wont lie to u .. Bt bf wil lie to u.Fren wil nt hurt u , bt bf wil. Fren wil be with u when u r upset,bt bf wil nt. Fren wil never scold u bt bf wil. Fren is the most loyal person in ur life, bt for bf... hahah.. I never noe Isnt he gt another gal outside or.. Isnt he is chasing sumone ? I never noe..Fren wil be with u wherever u go, canteen, lab,bek home .. or other else.. They wil be with u, bt.. bf .. just leave u alone.. haiz..

I call him just now.No longer I wil thrill to expect his sound.Instead, I hate his sound. He let me hate him very much.I think carefully... I nt love him anymore. He is nt the guy I wanna . He wil leave me eventually. I noe. He wil turn bek, n leave me alone. He wil go with his fren n leave me alone. Haha..

Foolish love! Foolish ZhiYing! Y u wanna find him bek tat time ? U r stupid n idiot.No one cn worth for ur tears. U noe.. No one! U must appreaciate ur tears. He is nt belong to u...U cn treat him as ur fren bt dun love him anymore. No.. U cnt fall in his love. He is bad guy. Plz.. 4gt everything abt him. Close ur mind. Hide up urself.. U cn avoid gt hurt in love . U cn.. U r zhiying.

Just now, I saw Ping Lun in pasar malam.Have a hello.. n chat sumthing.. Happy nerh!!!! My sis was envied of me bcz she is his fren. But he doesnt look at her ..HAHA.. FUNNY ..

I love myself! I love my frens!! I love my life!! I muackz... to my future!! But.. I dun love my bf.. nEVER again .