Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Tat day zhi ying Go parade

HAPPY Moment with family
Exhausted bt happy ..








三分鐘就知道誰是你最愛得人? (98的準確率)

一個很準的心理測試:按下面的步驟一步一步做,不要作弊,否則你的希望會落空(用3分鐘完成)發送這個留言的人說:她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實,記住:不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣,注意:按順序往下讀,不能跳躍地往下讀(只要花3分鐘,值得一試)首先拿一枝筆和一張紙,當你在作出選擇時,如果是人物,保證是你認識的,無論是數字或名字都是第1直覺,每次向下移動一行──記住:不要跳行往下讀!


一、首先在一列中寫下1到11的序號(即1、2、3、4、5、6、7、8、9、10,11)
二、在序號1和2的旁邊,寫下你所想的任意兩個數字
三、在序號3和7的旁邊,寫下任意兩個異性的名字。(注意:不要跳躍的向下看,不要作弊哦)
四、在序號4、5、6的旁邊,寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕(不要有欺騙行為)
五、在序號8、9、10、11的旁邊,寫下4首歌的名字。
六、最後,許一個願。




( 準備看答案嘞唷.... )結果:






1. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給(序號2旁邊寫下的數字)個人。
2. 序號3是你所愛的人。
3. 序號7是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。
4. 序號4是你最關心的人。
5. 序號5是非常瞭解你的人。
6. 序號6是你重要的人。
7. 序號8的歌適合序號3的人。
8. 序號9的歌適合序號7的人。
9. 序號10的歌最能代表你的想法。
10. 序號11的歌是你對生活的感受。

Monday, September 14, 2009

Zhi Ying 15th Sep

Tuesday

Yesterday, I called u . Ken, in the morning.

Both of us were talked rudely with each other n we r gt hurt. Mayb u dun , Bt, I'm . I'm care watever u talk to me. I care u even more.

Midnite, I called again. I'm damn suffer in stomach ache . But, u scold me tat u feel i'm brothering u . I'm damn hurt .

U told me u saw my pm tat write abt me n jia hui. U r angry. U r damn mad, I noe bcz I'm noe abt u .

Afternoon, I bek alone with tears in my eye. I weared a big jacket n black in colour. Tat sky is blue n windly.It is a nice day, Bt , my mood is doest vry gud. He stare at me again. I hope he wil cum n told me he wil fetch me bek bt , he din ..

I was out of cool when i walked to home.I was crying n crying . I reach home den I drink sum soya . I was drinking it by crying . I was bathing with crying . I was falling aslp with crying.
I dun noe wat i'm crying for ? For the lost love ? For the hurt ? or jz I'm used to cry everytime I break up ?
I ask myself, n i gt the ans , I'm heathbroken badly .

He did let me fal in such situation twice. He lv me ? no.. he dun. Everybody is realize he is change since tat betray, He doesnt lv me very much nw. Hurt ...

I look at the phun, jz hoping ur msg n ur misscall. I'm waiting ur apology. But , I'm disappointed every second by check the phun. I'm hurt by my choice.I was choose jia hui , bt i let u choose in the last chance. U decide to be part of . This is the best way for us.

A couple without trust , without respect.

I'm hardly to survive without u , I hope i can tel jia hui all abt this. But, I'm nt dare to call him. I wont let my feeling effect others mood. Sry, Jia hui .. Jz gv me sumtime . I wil b heal it ..

Crying is doesnt stop. When I wake up at nite, it was abt 9 or sumthing. I read my novel.<> . I open the book n listening the emo song. My heart is bleeding n tears is follow dropping .

Hw hurt abt our choice. I barely to breath. I cnt stay calm. I'm surrender to everything. I was lying on the bed energyless. I was let my tears falling . I nearly decide to sucide, luckly, I was cnt move tat time.

10pm.I phunto jiahui. I told him abt it. He try to make me comfort. He talk abt his skul's stuff . He tel a lot of joke to me. I smile ... Since tat time. I'm feeling jis hui can replace ken . He can do it .

We chat for a long time. Finally, I'm feel tired n I went bed.The last person I was thinking is Jia hui . I told myself. I lv jia hui very much ! I cn live without ken .

The distance btw me n ken is getting far away . The wall is built up . It is thick n tall. We barely to walk togather,bt, we found we r nt match. I noe ur style . U too... But nw , we dun .

Tears dropping , heartbroken, suffering. I'm facing now. Hw abt u ? I saw u r happy . I hope u wil b forever.

N jia hui, everyone is praise u r gud. U r better than ken . I think so . Pls.. jz gv me sum times.I wil forget him . I will...

The guy I most lov in this world is ken , Bt, NOW IS GETTING change.


Today

I din go skul today, I sked to face him in skul . I sked lonely.
Ken , If u lv me , pls dun hurt me ...
Jia hui .. If u lv me , pls dun hurt me ...
.....
pls... I cnt stand of hurt ... I nt as strong as u think,,, I'm nt ...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I love jia hui

Ken is a past , Jia hui is my future
jia hui , U noe .. I love u ..

SAraNGhEYo says:
zhi ying
u noe wat
i
i duno y
i so stupd
n jz nw
i tink n tink
i find out tat
i reali veri luv u
i duno y
i reali cant let u go

SAraNGhEYo says:
i forever cant beat up u ex
n onli can be the shadow
or a sub
i noe tat u wount or cant frgt u ex
i so stupd tat is
i tot
everytim whn we talk in phon
i tot can make u more hapi n grows up the luve
but.
is negative
i didnt realize tat i make u
if
1 day
u couple bak wth u ex
erm
i reali ntg the onli ting can do is gip up n hope u 2 hapi forever
n the most impotant tins is
i knew tat i worse thn worse thn u ex jz udont wan tel me n keep lie on u self
everytim whn i c my frEN
wth their gf
they r reali so swet
n i hope 1 day me oso
n i tot tat i find adi
but
erm
i didnt realize tat i make u
i reali so sry
i tink'we dont wan talk in phone ba
n n n
i nt supost to show up
nt supost to join u n zf conversation
nt supost to met u
haiz'
but
the onli ting i can say is
I REALI VERI LUV U N CANT LET U GO
REALI
i knew tat i nt pro in chase girl
onli noe talk abit cold joke
n
stupd
u r the 1st girl make me lik tis
serious
didnt lie u
i duno y
coz mayb
we nvr c eachothr be4

SAraNGhEYo says:
if 1 day
n brk up wth me.. i wount say anyting
jz respect u decide
THE END
Jia Hui, I love u by time to time. Nt day by day ,
Lov is grow when u told me like this.
Yea, I din c u b4..
Bt,I lv u ..too..
I lv u more than ken nw..
I really lv u..
When I heard ur voice sad..
I hope I cn sayang u...
Really....
Jia hui ...
I love u ..
Really..
Jz gv me sum times,
I wil prove ..I love u more than anyone...
I lv u ...
Jiz hui

I'm sry to jia hui

Jia Hui , the guy who most love me in this world !

Sry , I did told u tat thing , The prob btw us . Tat is I stil love ken .

Yea, I STIL LOVE him. But, he did let me cried many times. I found tat, I'm exactly nt suitable to him although I lov him. we r damn different type . We r just two person who love each other very much BEFORE . But nw, I shall do a best choice for us. 3 person .. Nope , mayb is 4 person ! Me , jia hui , ken n ken's nw gf.

Yarh, I choose to leave him bt I find him bek too. Many times, Bcz I cnt leave him. bCZ i'M thinking he stil the ken ! The lovely ken ,Bt, many ppl told me he has change. no longer he is the ken ! Ok ?

He is cheap guy! Hw cheap on him, I wont tel here. He is bad guy! I should leave him. Yea!! Ken, u r the guy I most love in this world. Ur position even higher than Chee kin . But, Nw is getting to update !

I love ken ! I love u ! I jz can told u here! I did spend many time on u ! Bt, Y u gv me ? Ok, Everything worst must hav a reason. The reason is a unknown bt the equation is X+Y = worst. X is u ,Y is me. Both of us gt responsible too.

I miss u ! I did ! n I hope to hear ur voice alw! Bt, ur place has been replace . I wont miss u anymore. Eveytime I mis u ,I wil tel myself. I love jia hui !!

Jia hui.. I'm sry to u . I should nt b tel u tat thing bt i did . Sry to make u sad. I'm damn regret bt it is gud to us. At least u noe wat is happening.Jia hui, I should b attention to u ..

Zhi YING,I noe u stil hope u wil gt a right bek chance from ken ! Stupid !! U noe how cheap of u !! Chong Ji YIEN !! break up once den never ever bek !! This is the advice from me !! Zhi Ying ,later chat with jia hui den straighty go bed ! Dun try to find ken !! Tat guy is doesnt worth ur tears n ur time .

Zhi YING.. he wont find u. he doesnt lov u. n mayb he gt another gal. U should think urself. U must hav a prepration tmr. He wil nt b with u . Bt, U cnt love ken anoymore!! cnt love!!

U love jia hui !! Jia hui is ur dream man !! He is ur beloved.. I love jiahui..

I should forget ken ..



Ps: Zhi Ying , pls do gud to urself. ken is memory , jia hui is ur future..

I love jia hui .. I should think it..

Friday, September 11, 2009

Jia Hui

This post is relavant to a guy. He is cheong jia hui . 17 years old from poi lam high skul .

I love him very much , bt, seem like sumthing getting wrong with him .

He is a damn sayang me guy.. I wil use my life to love him ..

Although we never meet b4, bt, I beleive

we wil hav a gud meet .. rite jia hui .. ??











7th spetember 2009 , the day we amit , we r interesting to each others
lolx..
9th september 2009 ..
I saw his offline msg. Hmm.. sweet ..~~ 090909 ... I wil appreaciate I hav a such gud bf
When sumbody love me, everything wil b beautiful ..
Lov.. u ..

,,, No title


This afternoon, While I was walking to the skul gate from classroom. The feeling came again .
OMG~
i gt jIAHUI .. he is damn love me n me too. But, Y I wil felt stupid lonely feel ?

Radiculous ... I saw he stared at me , Lots times .

' You'll get over it...' I told myself .

We begin to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. .. But, Y I saw a perfect person getting worst time by time ?

yes.. I love Jia hui . Bt, I'm cnt let go ken .

Do I greedy ? I think so ..

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you .
I suggest the break up idea n u accept. I do really cnt stand of u anymore.
But,Y I wil such stupid to phun u jz nw ?
Tat has a dIfference to chat with u n jia hui .
Y i cnt get rid of u !?? Y ?

Missing is a terrible stuff ! I had been experienced last time. It is gud to leave u , It is gud to hurt myself. As I use a knife n suck it to my heart .then, I heal it myself. It is bledding all the time.

I should forget him even I cnt. Time is a best medicine . Dun push too hard .

Jia hui..a guy I alw thinking of . The double cheong.. the stuff we chat .. the funny we share. I never forget i hav a guy lov me very much .

Memories wil save in our heart til we leave this world ..






Monday, September 7, 2009

09 sEp 2009 , AtTeDiNg a dEaD

Plz pay attention to my eye ...
Damn swell !!
Oh my god !!!
this nt cause by crying..
is.. non slping ...



Mixed cuision






















I'm going to buy a lot of eye mask n facial mask . I din slp well many days.Everyday on9 til so late. Oh my god... I think when he saw me , he wil shock n flee away ... Lolx..

Estee lauder, ZA,SASA, ... n any others else brand u can introduce to me ??

for the eye mask ? ... I'm need it!!

Hmmm ..shock


SAraNGhEYo says:


remmbr tat i say i felt intrstin on a girl?? acualy she is u.. i duno y.. but..i noe i no hope coz u ardy ppl who intrestin but if i dont tell
sei lo
y i pred tre jor de
OMG



Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm
shock



SAraNGhEYo says:
me oso shock
i aciddenly press ENTER
omg






Shock !! When he told me !! oh my god ~~

after he told me ... the gal who he is interesting ,,,




SAraNGhEYo says:
a hope to chase u lo
but i reali duno hw to chase


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
chase = ?
wat is chase ?

SAraNGhEYo says:
yer...


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
jz ply u only..
lolx
hmm...
doing wat?
eird ques....


SAraNGhEYo says:
tis time


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
weird ques**


SAraNGhEYo says:
i reali fall luv jor


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
hmm....
so
?


SAraNGhEYo says:
ierali long time didnt tis kinf of fell
i reali*
sry oo


Zhï ¥ïñg says:
apology for wat ?


SAraNGhEYo says:
coz
i didnt tel u lo

Lolx.. finally... we chat long time...

love letter

hmm ... A love letter. ..

妳現在應該睡了吧,已經好久沒見面了,
最近過的如何呢?!是不是一切都好呢!
不論妳在何時何地,記得打通電話給我!
也好順便讓我知道,妳真的一切都順心!
對於所有妳的消息,我真的都非常關心!
我只是想知道幸福,是否已經降臨於妳!
真的不知道怎麼做,妳才會真正的開心!
妳的笑對我很重要!只是我從沒查覺到!
也許這是現世報吧!我以前對妳不夠好!
一直到現在才發現!妳對我真的很重要!
我一直都還在原地!想著有天會再相遇!
從前那些是是非非!已經成了過往雲煙!
我們都要很有勇氣!去面對未來的改變!
縱然沒有愛在身邊!都還是要努力向前!
可我想有妳在身邊!陪我一起哭笑瘋顛!
這樣的話!我才會有勇氣面對一切改變!
~請看每行第5個字
Love..sweet ... When I saw it.. I smile n ... sweet in heart ..

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