This afternoon, While I was walking to the skul gate from classroom. The feeling came again . OMG~ i gt jIAHUI .. he is damn love me n me too. But, Y I wil felt stupid lonely feel ? Radiculous ... I saw he stared at me , Lots times . ' You'll get over it...' I told myself . We begin to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. .. But, Y I saw a perfect person getting worst time by time ? yes.. I love Jia hui . Bt, I'm cnt let go ken . Do I greedy ? I think so .. The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you . I suggest the break up idea n u accept. I do really cnt stand of u anymore. But,Y I wil such stupid to phun u jz nw ? Tat has a dIfference to chat with u n jia hui . Y i cnt get rid of u !?? Y ? Missing is a terrible stuff ! I had been experienced last time. It is gud to leave u , It is gud to hurt myself. As I use a knife n suck it to my heart .then, I heal it myself. It is bledding all the time. I should forget him even I cnt. Time is a best medicine . Dun push too hard . Jia hui..a guy I alw thinking of . The double cheong.. the stuff we chat .. the funny we share. I never forget i hav a guy lov me very much . Memories wil save in our heart til we leave this world ..