Monday, July 6, 2009

I have to forget .. I have to ...

I have to not so persistent. I 'm a very persistent person . I cant put down everything bcz i'm nt down to everything.Today , I heard tat he knew a fren..gal lorh ..Tat's y he different in this fews day .. Sad is alw to me. I sad now.. I wonder cry now.. bt,, Y i dun change my mind to have a more gud mood?
We cant turn bek since I say i wanna break . I cant regret although I'm doing it . I really regret. A guy love me very much .. he does the best for me. He pay much to me . Bt I stil do sumthing hurt him bcz.. I'm so common.. I wanna him becum better .. bt. it is hard to him.
This time, I learn sumthing. Nobody is perfect.although u try to change a person . u need time.. and nt force.. The consequence of u force a guy is.. we both lose .. U cant control him and he doesnt love u anymore. He doesnt care me.. I feel sked and sad.. Y he bcum like tat!! this is nt chau kai loon!!
Bt.. I have my fren support.. Kelly.yen ching.. lychee.. they all support me.. my decision.. they try to meke me more comfort when i was crying,, Thx to them.. I love u very much ,,
I did expect fren is such important to me.. I try to hide my feeling .. bt.. if when u gt hurt feeling pls tel sumone.let tat person share with u , u will feel better..
I wont call him today. Let he realize .. let me realize .. let both of us realize.. We.. stil wan continue or break ?
Anyway.. I will love him too.. bt nt this method.. I wil choose a method more... suitable.. haha..~~
Break up is nt represent u lost sumone.. tat is.. U just bek to ur place ..tat place gt ur fren. a lot of fren.. and bf.. and gf.. is gone ard.
He din care whether I 'm cring anot? I was sad..angry .. ..he dun care..
Nvm .. I noe he stil care of me.. bcz i saw he looking on me.. lol.. tat is enogh to me..
He choose his fren , AND i choose my study ...
We mayb will have a more better life in future.. who noe?? haha

I shall rmb.. 今天我失去一切, 但我拥有未来。

你打扮的美美的,你怕你没有人要哦?

我永远记得,在我最痛苦的时候,还有我的朋友在我身边。支持我,鼓励我,安慰我。。
谢谢你们。。 真的谢谢。。。

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