Just now , I go his profile and seach everything abt his ex . I dun noe y wan to do all of this but I just try to find a way to relax and release my mind ! I do very angry bcz he is changed now . He wont sayang me anymore. Wat can I do . I .. alw tum him bt it is nt works anymore .
When he is angry , he just cool and silence to me . No matter wat I said to him , how i tum him. he just like tat. We go for breakfast this morning , it is nt a gud time for us. I apology for wat I said . Mayb I wrong or I'm wrong . But, U did angry to me and hurt me so much u noe.. I really tired in this kind of relationship . I wont break with u bcz I really cant forget and put down u .
I just hope ,when I unhappy ,I have sumone be with me . I just hope I have someone who can alw cheer me up and let me smile . I just hope i have sumone who very sayang me. I had it !! but .. it is past now. Now.. I din.. I just be the sumone who alw let ppl scold and angry .
Wat can I do ?? Mayb I should put down form the begining .Mayb Tat letter should not let u read . As wat I said.. once the glass crush , thr has a rift thr.
u said u wan control me and stay higher than me. BUT, Love is nt talking abt it. I knew now . u do wanna sayang ur gf and just love her. I noe u love me very much and me too. But, u did a lot and hurt me sumtimes..
I fear of u , I hope I can in msn 4ever bcz I have Lz pui me. He is doing wat u did last time. From time to time , mayb he wil replace u.He wont angry me and he alw say yes to me. Other side, Everytime u heard sumthing u dun like u just throw away everything and silence to me.. Omg.. I hate out with u !!
Zhi Ying, it is time to think properly.. ken or lz.. I .. dun noe how to choose bt I really treat lz as my fren .. my best fren . For ken , I just feel nth to him.. I noe I will pass my life like last time.. alone .. sum day in the future.. I nt dare to face alone and I just hope I have sumone pui.. tat is enough to me ...I just hope I can call sumone den chat .. tat is enough.. I dun noe ..wat my mind thinking now.. love him.. ??? Hahah.. mayb now I just likes him.. I dun noe..
