Mess up

Today , haiz.. it was hapepned many thing . I feel I was exhausted and stress .. I'm chatting with him . Tat feeling cum again . No one was support me . OMG~~~~



Today , In SJ period . I answered the teacher 's question . At the same moment , a guy he said ' haiz.. sien arh !! ' He dun like me for a long time . and he is assistance monitor . He alw slp.. gossip. and wont do homework .. He just a ' fake ' monitor! So, I complained to teacher and ask for replace the monitor. He is stingy and he protested bek . Finally , our ' 1st round ' was ended .

The '2nd round ' was happening in Physic lab . I was miss my class to Omega tuition centre , so I manage to cheat the teacher and back home earlier. I did it with my courage . So, I ask permission to toilet and phun tomy mom .den It was late , I quickly rush back to the lab . While I was outside the physic's lab , I heard sumone shout 'walk slowly arh !! fatty ' This was the guy said !! He call me fatty !! Oh my god ! I just 47KG , he call me fatty ! and i noe wat his means.. he was hoping I will be fall down later.. WTF !! I was mad tat time , Once I in the class.. I scold him ' wat u wan ? ' he said .. he wanna beat me.. Ok !! U wanna beat me ? I will accompany with u ply this games til the end! I nt a gal who easy to be buly !! Both of us argue in clas.. Mr. Looi .. our physic teacher ..he cant stop us so he ask us to find the disciplin teacher to settle . FINE ! it was gud to us .. They way we went to Pejabat , A guy ask for my phun num.. I gv my msn to him.. He .. haiz... wHEN I reach thr .. Mr.lee .. disciplin teacher settle this event . He is stand my side .. bcz I'm gal .. and I cry for .. I gt bully for a long time .. I also silence... how stupid on me !!!

so, finally .. the thing settle .. bt.. the other thing cum agian .. I ponteng sekolah for my tt.. But, I din go tt too.. my mom .. she was late .. she late !! this is her fault .. nt mine !! .. Tat's why I miss my tt agian !! I scold her and she scold bek too !! The second argue happened to me !! In the same day !! OH MY GOD!!

I keep crying inside my room.. i dun noe how to face all of this.. ok.. i shall clam down .. think carefully.. My EQ is low ! I really bad on control myself ! I phun to him.. bt .. he doesnt care me at all .. he just.. haiz.. I gt hurt .. and i noe .. No matter wat happened.. I also must face with myself.. he wont help n care me at all ..

I ask him on9 ..just now.. OMG~~~~ another argue hapenned in my life too !! I just a normal gal .nt a debate . I will tired . sad, exhausted too .. nobody un me .. He said .. haiz.. Ken is his fren.. best fren . He ask me dun mess up the situation ard.. hE .. wont care me ard.. Anyway , although heartbroken , I shall do my reviosn too... tmr I will have a test .. I shall do wat I wanna do .. my responsible ...

Stress .. I wont think much anymore.. I wont expect anything anymore.. If .. he wanna break up with me ,I will appreaciate .. At least .. I .. Have gud time with him .. b4 ..

OKAY .. tat thing is past.. okay ??Zhi YING.. U have ur fren.. many fren .. ok ? relax.. relax..