Today is Saturday. Happy teacher day! This morning, my school had performance to celebrate the teacher 's day.Good show ?? I dun think so .. All dancer is bad and all performance is worst than their senior .
First, tat is the most lame period.Tat's - giving speech . Oh my god!! The most hard time . Then , It is the 'fire alarm training' . Some fireman came our skul to teach us how to use the fire extinguisher when the fire is happened. Tat is a very hot and tropical sun let us felt hot and me too..They students were stand by in the field and waiting for the fireman start . most of boys stand straightly to watch the fireman set an example .gals are hided under The boys. And me and my friend joined the group of my classmate.They are boys, and him.. inside too.. The sun is directly burn my face.. Painful eerh ... I saw a scene that let me felt sad again.. My fren asked him to be her shelter to block the sun burning . And he willing too.. Lolx ..Wat the fucking thing let me fekt sad?? Impossible !! i MUST BE CRAZY !!!! I stand at the back of them .. Nobody be shelter for me .. I move down my head and looking other side.. ' Tat is not my business ' I told myself again n again ....
Then, we walked into the hall agian .. The show is began. Lots of them was happy and joy . For me , I was down but laugh with them too . Nobody was knew, Iwas down .. A boy, he was played a musical instrument . A good show he did . He plyed the famous song.. ' tong hua' , Fairly tales.. While he played this, I .. cant stand already.. I cry bcz I rmb the time u sang this song to me... But now tat is just a past tense for me .. A very classic and lovely song..rite? A.. song tat let me fall down ..
The performance dismiss .It is the time back home . I fear this time ... As usual .. I walked alone .. I felt lonely .. He was walked with a gang of his friend. Other side, I'm alone.. Tears in my eye again.. I told myself again.. Tat is nth .. nvm.. And my stomach starts to pain again ..
Hooo~~~ Home is the shelter most warm and save.. I prefer than stay at home ..I hug my pillow and calm down myself.. I can't cry bcz of him ..I have to 4gt this bad guy.. I must...
3days ... we had broke 3 days..MJ was died on 25th june.. Our love is dead too .. Start from tat day .. We.. Nt! is Me and him nt fren again .. haha... starting cry again.. Without u , the curve of smile nt smooth again.. I tot myself I can handle my life very well .. But, My hand will automatically raise up the phun and find something to talk to him ... I wil cry everytime I miss u ... Poor me~!!!
I have expect u will nt talk properly to me .But I stil phun to u... Y I'm so stupid!? Y I will cry after phun u ? Y?! Who the one can ans my ques..I tried to find sum topic and encourage myself to chat with u .But u just talk brooishly to me.. U even ask me to dun disturb u and blame me so annoying ..
Orh ! Get it .. I get the means.. Hmm.. Get it ~~ Hmm... No disturb ...No call ..no ..no... I will nt call u again .. Sry for disturbing.. I apology to u ..
Finally ,I have made a rite decision .. See.. I'm rite.. I choose to leave u .. I finally get rid of ur life .. Hmm.. gud.. Everything will be fine for me.. I will try to 4gt u !! Nope!!! I 'm forgetting u .. Yea.. forgettin..I'm forgetting everything.. I'm deleting everything.I'm erasing everthing . I will !! And I 'm doing right now.
Eeerh .... Stomachache again.. My eye must be pain tmr.. I must cry again . I'm useless.. I noe I cant 4gt u... Not everything is such simple.. Tat memories carve in my heart , is cant erase ... But, I stil will try to forget ..
Forget who is chau kai loon ...4gt who is him.. how is him.. Wat he did.. Wat is his num..And.. I will nt expect and dream again . I wil nt dream tat I will be fine with u again.. This kind of skilly thing ! I will not do agian !! Okie? I will nt sad again.. Nth is worth of my tears.. I 'm a happy gal~~ Smile.. Smile ...
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