He ran awy from house , bcz his dman mun backed this afternoon . Actually we had discuss deh question many many time ard. I cry everytime , i sad n feel sry everytime. I feel tat , he jz 16 years old , y ? y he wan shoulder such much thing ? I really worry ... Honey , i cried jz now, when i watched televisyen with my sis . I dun noe y i cried, I jz looked the clock , thinked u , then my tears automatically shed out . I can't stand without any news about u . I can't ! I dun noe wat u r doing, where u are staying or even u din gt a safe roof to stay . Aren't u slping in a garden ? aren't u r barked by dog ? y u will gt a mun such bad ! I think i relly wanna kill her as well as soon ! I talk really ! she really bad n shit , fuck , cruel , crazy .. y ? y god stil wanna she stay in this world ? y ? a such bad mun also can treat her son very bad, alw sclod him by no reason ...BUT, he maked many mistake . his sis , basicly, she is a normal gurl , a doesn't catch any attention from any ppl , bcz she stay in sg siput. but , she life changed , bcz she is stding in singapoa. den her very well gog gog , cahnged poor bad worst ard. sumtimes, he really din gt any attracktion , he jz normal guy! he.. changed to ordinary . din chaming.. haiz.. I very pround b hav such gud bf b4 ! but now~ idun noe wat advantage can b seen from his ~ he really bad! poor result ,poor , not hansum/// he jz a siput guy.. simple .. kanpung mali ! but, y i stil lov him so much ! y i dun wan find other who better than him . A guy.. a more normal guy.. at least he can gv me sumthing when dum festival was passing.. huh ??
My bf.. make me so shy .. I say liddeh will hurt him .. but.. he really make me so dissapoint! he so bad... I dun noe iz i'm angry about his poor or his fool or feel sympathy about his unluckly .. i dun noe.. i jz noe.. he make me shy in front my fren . haiz.. hy ? y my bf cant b vey well .. even result also cant! huh !!! jz gt 1A! of cz ,.. singapora of cz will not accept such bad student !! one A ! gud@! n if this A is enlgish .. can excuse too .. but.. chinese.. he stupid guy!! he.. changed! change to b very bad.. he cant gv hapi to me in future.. i cant lv him very much ...den y i cry now. ..I dun noe wat i'm doing !?? wat i'm doing.. y i cry .. for angry , worry , or miz ...wat i'm doing ~~~ wat!! I really so suffer between it.. I wan .. i .. dun noe wat i'm doing..confuse much .. y my bf cant b any gurl's bf.. they can b with their gf every festival,, they can fetch them go anywhere.. y my bf so bad! i shy .. I cry everyday.. sad everyday.. bcz he... jz bcz he .. make me so sad.. so worry .. aiyoo .. iz he sating in garden ... facing cold wind.. feel so cold.. freez.. ? haiz..honey ... i so miz u .. this the real .. i cant stand without u .. i really lov u even u bad.. even i cant show u out in front my fren.. even i noe u r useless.. even i felt disspoint upon u ... but ,, i stil lov u .. i wan heard ur sound, i really miz u ..E veryday i miz u , i will cry .. i shed my tears without control , u r my whole life, i cant image how i will spend my new years in 1 week ... 7 days.. how can i stand without ur sound .. i worry u so much ... i really cry everytine we phone.. I jz wanna u can pass ur life mor normaly.. like.. like /.. a normal teens .. ok ? this my wish .. my 1st wish.. I cant attenton in any thing if u r in suffer.. u walk to skol.. i really .. god~~~ plz.. help me... plz... how can a guy.. dont spend theri dinner in 30th , chinese new year.. how can his mun kick him out in new year.. how can she does it ? hapi new year~~i noe u passing a sad new year.. i noe.. me too.. a sad sad sad very much chinese new year.. new year.. hope we relly will change our life more better.. hope.. emn.. stil not yet buy my new clothes.. feel wanna cry too ..seem like i'm very like cry .. yup .. i really eazily to cry.. my eye not beauty anymore .. heng.. chou chou kai loon .. alw make me cry.. make me worry // haiz///
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